Happy V-Day from Sunggyu

  

 

I'm everyone's hope, sunshine and ray of light. 

I always try to make people smile and happy, no matter how I feel. I keep my feelings inside so no one worries. My member's happiness is my happiness. I don't like to see anyone sad.

But I sometimes break down too. Keeping everything inside too long can lead up to me bursting quite often. I'm easily broken and tired out. Sometimes I feel like I deserve to be alone. I trust and trust, expecting I get the same in return but I don't. So I continue to be selfless. What's greater suffering than mental internal suffering? 

I've been left 3 times, I guess it never changes right? I get left alone a lot, aching for affection, for maybe a little time spent with me. Yet it's nothing but empty expectations and hopes. I always give up my happiness. Love isn't for me, I know it's not. I'm too scared to let anyone in only to be left alone again, never being showered with affection, never getting dates, never getting that first time to celebrate the first month together.

 

No one bothers to remember it either. 

 

I'm only staying for my friends. Without you, I'd lose all hope. Thank you, I love you.

Jimin. Jinks. Taeyong. Woohyun. Daehyun.