Dear: Choi Byungchan;

        And now it has come to our Third month together. I honestly have a lot to say but I'm afraid I'm never good at bringing my emotions to words so just bear with me if this is gonna be messy like my life okno-
I wanna thank you for everything that you've done for me, for staying beside me, for not leaving me when i rarely come on, for actually being very loyal to me when i'm too much of a hoe, for worrying about me when i don't even worry about myself, for making me laugh, for bringing smiles up my face, for making my heart race, for every single thing you have done for me since day 1. I know i'm not the perfect girlfriend, heck I'm actually nowhere near good, but you were always patient with me,and you always loved me and even if i don't deserve you, I wanna keep you for myself. As selfish as it may sound, I don't want to give you back, i want to keep you and be with you till God knows when, I wanna stay by your side like how you stayed by my side, and try to be as good a girlfriend as i can be. I'm sorry I can't be here for you everytime when you're always here for me, I'm sorry we don't catch each other on a lot cus i have the worst timing. I'm sorry I'm probably not the kind of girlfriend you wish I was and I'm sorry cus even if you want to beak free from me, I will never let you go.  EWWISOUNDSOCREEPY but yeah, thank you for being a twin, a best friend (don't kill me wenjungrong), and a lover to me. Just.. I love you okay? Always remember that. No matter how many times we argue or get mad at each other, I'll stay by your side forever. Happy Third Month Baby <3


I love you choi byungchan, always.


,jung chaeyeon