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Lee Jaijin / Jinx

37 years old

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TRIGGER WARNING: MURDER, SELF-LOVE(?), MENTAL ISSUES

JINX ; A PERSON OR THING THAT BRINGS BAD LUCK

STRANGE - LEE JAIJIN IS AN AMALGAMATION OF ALL THINGS THAT SOCIETY DEEMS UNFIT. FOR HALF OF HIS LIFE HE GREW UP IN THE CARE OF AN ESTRANGED OLD WOMAN WHO CLAIMED TO HAVE FOUND HIM ON THE STREETS. HER HOUSE SMELLED OF OLD SPICES AND MELTED CANDLE WAX - FRAGMENTS OF THE ELDER'S DAY TO DAY WICCAN RITUALS. SOMETIMES SHE'D DRAW JAIJIN INTO HER SECRET ROOM, WHILE ON OTHER DAYS HE WOULD BE PUSHED AWAY WITH A SNARL. HER "AFFECTION" TOWARDS THE BOY WAS ALWAYS SHIFTING, NEVER STATIC. JAIJIN THINKS SHE HATED HIM.

WHILE AT FIRST HE WAS (MOST LIKELY) A LAMB FOR SLAUGHTER TO THE ELDER IT WAS SOON APPARENT THAT JAIJIN WAS THE WOLF. HIS SHORTCOMINGS AND RECEIVED ABUSE MANIFESTED INTO ANOTHER PERSON. JAIJIN SPLIT IN HALF - CURSED BOY, WICKED CHILD. THIS OTHER HALF WENT BY THE NAME OF JINX. 

JINX WAS NOT SOMEONE TO BE TRIFLED WITH. FROM A YOUNG AGE HE DEVELOPED A MUCH HIGHER INTELLECT THAN JAIJIN HIMSELF, THOUGH PERHAPS THIS IS WHY HIS MENTAL HEALTH BECAME AN EXPENSE OF THOSE SMARTS. CRAZY, IN SIMPLE TERMS. GROWING UP ALONGSIDE SUCH A BORING AND PLAIN OTHER HALF JINX WAS OFTEN A SOURCE OF TROUBLE FOR JAIJIN. AT FIRST HE JUST LIKED TO FREAK HIM OUT WITH LITTLE NOTES ON THE MIRROR, BUT THAT WASN'T ENOUGH IN THE LONG RUN. JINX'S LITTLE "PRANKS" THEN EXTENDED INTO LEAVING DEAD ANIMALS IN JAIJIN'S SOCK DRAWER AND DRAGGING KNIVES ALONG HIS STOMACH. JAIJIN CAN CLEARLY REMEMBER WAKING UP TO FIND A CRUDE 'HI <3' SLICED INTO HIS UPPER THIGH.

WHEN HIS CARETAKER FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS PERSONALITY THAT HAD BEEN HIDING WITHIN, SHE - SURPRISINGLY - REVERED HIM AS SOMETHING OF A GOD. DERANGED AS THE TWO OF THEM WERE, JINX AND THE OLD WOMAN, HE ENDED UP TAKING THE POWER IN THEIR HOUSEHOLD (W/ JAIJIN). LATER THAT WEEK THE OLD WOMAN WAS FOUND DEAD WITH HER TEETH PULLED OUT. THEY LAID OFF TO THE SIDE IN A FORMATION OF LETTERS - 'J X J' - THAT SPOKE OF A FUTURE WHISPER. LOVE.

JAIJIN WAS JUST UNAWARE.

FOR A YEAR OR TWO AFTER THIS INCIDENT JAIJIN TOOK TO MOVING ACROSS THE COUNTRY. SOMETIMES HE'D FIND HIMSELF IN A HOTEL, OR IN THE COMPANY OF A STRANGER JINX HAD BEEN WITH THE NIGHT BEFORE. IT WAS A DYNAMIC THAT WORKED FOR BOTH OF THEM BUT DIDN'T SEEM TO BE ENOUGH. JINX WAS HUNGRY (FOR MORE, MORE), AND JAIJIN WAS LONELY (OH, SO LONELY).

PERHAPS IT'S THESE VERY EMOTIONS THAT SPURRED THE TWO TO BECOME WHO THEY ARE TODAY. JAIJIN AND JINX CAN PINPOINT THE SINGLE MOMENT IT HAPPENENED - A BATHROOM IN THE HOME OF A STRANGER, AND A MESSAGE FOR ONE FROM THE OTHER.

I LOVE YOU, JJ. <3 - JINX

A SIMPLE NOTE WRITTEN IN BLOOD ON THE BATHROOM MIRROR. JINX'S FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE LAY DEAD IN THE TUB, AND JAIJIN HAD WOKEN UP IN THE MIDDLE OF IT - THIS TWISTED GAME HIS OTHER HALF HAD BEEN PLAYING FOR YEARS. JAIJIN FINALLY ACCEPTED HIS ROLE, LET HIS OWN MIND GO TO THE LAND OF NO RETURN. HE DIPPED HIS FINGER INTO THE POOL OF BLOOD.

I LOVE YOU TOO. - JJ

                                               
♦♦♦

NOW YOU'RE ASKING, HOW DID JAIJIN END UP HERE? AFTER HE GOT A JOB AT SOME RECORD STORE IN A SMALL TOWN HE WAS GIVEN SOME DOCUMENTS BY A STRANGER. THIS STRANGER TURNED OUT TO BE A DETECTIVE ALL THE WAY FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COUNTRY WHO IDENTIFIED JAIJIN AS A MISSING CHILD FROM OVER 30 YEARS AGO. JAIJIN IS THE TRUE SON OF A BUSINESSMAN WHO HAD DIED JUST MONTHS BEFORE, AND IN HIS WILL STATED 'IT ALL GOES TO MY SON.' BY DEFAULT, AS JAIJIN HAD BEEN FOUND AS THE TRUE SON, EVERYTHING DID GO TO HIM, AND NOT THE MAN WHO HAD BEEN RAISED BY HIS FATHER. WITHOUT EXPLANATION JAIJIN WAS SHIPPED OFF TO THIS ISLAND AS HIS LIFE WAS SUDDENLY IN DANGER BECAUSE OF A SINGLE SHEET OF PAPER. LUCKILY ENOUGH HIS HOBBY IN DANCING SAVED HIM THE PROFESSION OF BECOMING A DANCER (ALSO KNOWN AS A PERFORMER). YOU CAN FIND HIM IN THE STREETS, OR A PARTY - THE CLUB IF YOU'RE VERY LUCKY, BUT HE'S NOT SOMEONE YOU WANT TO APPROACH.

JINX MAKES PLENTY SURE OF THAT.


 
 

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 character details

- full name: Lee Jaijin
- alias: Jinx
- age: 37
- dob: 13 July '79
- orientation: ??
- height: 5'7"

- weight: 141 pounds
- hair color: black
- eye color: green
- status: TAKEN [
KIHYUN ]
- p Job: Record store emp.
- N Job:  Performer / dancer
- family: n/A

- likes: dance
- dislikes: people
- eargasm: yegam

- eargasm: by sechskies
- eyegasm: relfection

TO YOUR RIGHT IS THE

KIHYUN SHRINE

 

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?? / Single

extra info

- JAIJIN & JINX ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP (+Kihyun). YOU GET BOTH IF YOU TRY TO PURSUE SOMETHING WITH THEM.
- HOW'S IT WORK? THEY LEAVE NOTES FOR EACH OTHER, JAIJIN CAN PRETEND IT'S JINX'S HAND BETWEEN HIS LEGS, NEITHER LETS A NEW PERSON GET TOO CLOSE, ETC. ETC.
- (MAYHAPS IN THE FUTURE JAIJIN GETS AN IMPLANT IN HIS BRAIN THAT ALLOWS THE TWO TO SPEAK - IF ONLY)
- JAIJIN IS INDIFFERENT, APATHETIC. MOST THINGS DON'T INTEREST HIM AND IF HE FINDS YOU BORING HE'LL COME RIGHT OUT AND SAY IT. HIS FILTER IS NON-EXISTENT, WHICH CAN LEAD TO SOME NOT WANTED MISTUNDERSTANDINGS. EVEN SO HE DOESN'T CARE VERY MUCH AND ONLY FINDS EMOTIONS IN JINX OR WITH THINGS THAT HE ENJOYS A LOT.
- JINX IS THE LESS FRIENDLY OF HE TWO. MOST OF THE TIME YOU'LL FIND HIM LAUGHING TO HIMSELF OR SCRIBBLING OBNOXIOUSLY ON A PAD OF STICKY NOTES. IF YOU MANAGE TO GRAB HIS ATTENTION WITH A CONVERSATION HE'LL GET BORED EASILY UNLESS YOU CAN KEEP HIM ENTERTAINED.
- JINX'S HABIT OF SELF-MUTILATION MAY HAVE DIED DOWN OVER THE YEARS BUT SOMETIMES HE LIKES TO REMIND JAIJIN OF WHO HE BELONGS TO.
- THEY'RE BOTH VERY GOOD DANCERS (MUSCLE MEMORY)
- THOUGH JAIJIN WORKED IN A RECORD STORE HE'S ACTUALLY NOT THAT KNOWLEDGABLE ABOUT MUSIC.
- JAIJIN DOESN'T REALLY UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF COVER NAMES. HE CHOSE JINX BECAUSE THE OTHER IS ALREADY THERE WITH HIM. AS SUCH, HE'LL TELL YOU TO CALL HIM JAIJIN AND JINX WILL TELL YOU TO CALL HIM JINX. IT'S AS SIMPLE AS THAT.


JAIJIN L. 〈 JINX 1 SECOND AGO REPLY
JJ & JINXIE SITTIN' IN A TREE
K I L L I N G
FIRST COMES MURDER
THEN COMES MARRIAGE
THEN COMES THE BOMB IN THE BABY CARRIAGE


➳ JAIJIN L. 〈 JINX 1 MINUTE AGO REPLY
JJ LOVES ME THIS I KNOW
FOR THE MIRROR TELLS ME SO
TO THE OTHER WE BELONG
THEY ARE WEAK BUT WE ARE STRONG

YES, JJ LOVES ME
OH, YES, JJ LOVES ME
YES, JJ LOVES ME, OR ELSE HE WOULD BE DEAD.


jeongguk j. 〈 jeon |H| [A] 1 minute ago Reply
Protects jAI FROM JINX



 
 

plots

AFRAID » ANGST, DRAMA » OPEN
YOU DID SOMETHING TO JAIJIN SO BAD THAT HE MENTALLY CAN'T BE AROUND YOU. WHENEVER HE CATCHES SIGHT OF YOUR FAMILIAR FIGURE HIS MIND IMMEDIATELY SWITCHES TO ALLOW JINX TO TAKE CONTROL OF THE WHEEL. HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT YOU"VE DONE OR WHY JAIJIN'S SO SCARED, BUT HE'S NOT GOING TO LET YOU GET NEAR HIM EVER AGAIN.

TINY DANCER 
»  » OPEN
AFTER SEEING THE WAY JAIJIN CAN MOVE WHILE DANCING YOU DECIDE THAT HE MUST BE YOURS - AT LEAST, FOR A NIGHT. YOU JUST CAN'T MANAGE TO CONVINCE HIM THOUGH. THERE ARE TWO WAYS THIS COULD END. (1) YOU FINALLY PERSUADE THE MAN OR (2) JINX DIPS BACK INTO HIS OLD HABITS AND TAKES UP YOUR OFFER.

TWO-FOR-ONE 
» HUMOR, ANGST, POS. ROMANCE » OPEN
THERE'S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT JAIJIN THAT INTERESTS YOU. IT COULD BE THE BLUE HAIR, OR MAYBE IT'S THE WAY HE ACTS? WHAT-EVER IT IS YOU FIND YOURSELF TRAILING AFTER HIM IN THE PURSUIT OF SOMETHING AKIN TO ROMANCE - ONLY TO BECOME AWARE THAT JAIJIN IS ALREADY TAKEN...BY HIMSELF? AS YOU COME TO LEARN OF BOTH JAIJIN AND JINX, PLUS THEIR DYNAMIC, YOU ONLY BECOME MORE FASCINATED. PERHAPS YOU CAN WORM YOUR WAY INTO BOTH OF THEIR HEARTS?

LORD OF THE FLIES 
» DRAMA, POS. GORE / VIOLENCE » OPEN
JINX IS PURPOSELY DRIVING YOU TOWARDS THE EDGE. HE WANTS TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE PUSHED TO FAR - HOW YOU'LL ACT IF YOU HAPPEN TO LOSE YOUR SENSES FOR EVEN A MOMENT. HE'S NOT DISAPPOINTED WITH THE RESULTS.

ESTRANGED 
» ANGST, SLICE OF LIFE, DRAMA » OPEN
GRANDMOTHER DIED YEARS AGO, BUT YOU STILL REMEMBER HER. SHE NEVER LET YOU COME TO THE HOUSE BUT INSTEAD VISITED yours HER OWN. THE OLD WOMAN WAS KIND, LOVING - YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT SHE CONDUCTED IN SECRET. AFTER HER DEATH YOU FOUND IT HARD TO ADJUST TO LIFE WITHOUT THE FIGURE - AND STRUGGLED WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT SHE HAD BEEN MURDERED (HOW SHE HAD BEEN MURDERED). SOMEHOW, A CERTAIN DISCOVERY HAS BROUGHT YOU AND JAIJIN INTO CONTACT, WHERE YOU MAY JUST LEARN THE TRUTH.

I'M EMOTING AND IT'S UNPLEASANT 
» ANGST, POS. H/C » OPEN
YOU'VE SEEN JAIJIN'S PARTICULARLY MESSED UP MENTAL STATE. YOU WANT TO HELP HIM, THOUGH HE (AND JINX) DON'T WANT WHAT YOU CALL "HELP." AT FIRST IT'S JUST ABOUT GETTING JAIJIN TO ACCEPT THAT JINX ISN'T REAL (TO WHICH BOTH TAKE OFFENSE) BUT AS YOU DELVE DEEPER INTO HIS DERANGED CONSCIOUS YOU SEE THAT THERE ARE MORE PROBLEMS. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE JAIJIN IS QUESTIONING HIMSELF - AND IT HURTS.

*PREFERABLY A CHARACTER WITH MEDICAL BACKGROUND

 
 
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