Personal Message

 




Sejun
 

about me and personality.

Sejun, a man who always tries to have a smile on his face. People say that he has a bright personality yet he suffers from social anxiety and is prone to panic attacks. He grew up being beaten by his fellow classmates in middle school and high school. As he continued to flourish into his body he then signed with his company and moved away from home. He lives with the fear that he won't make it and is afraid of letting down s. He's been told that he looks like one of the best members but with how he had grown up he had come to expect himself to disappoint others. 
 
An awkward self-conscious yet mischievous he has the taste buds of a five-year-old. He, however, is not picky and will eat anything, he wishes that he can share meals with all people because it is a moment where you can truly learn a lot about a person. Despite his charisma, he can be unsure of himself and what he says to others. All he wishes is to find kindness from others and to give them kindness in return. 
 

Love of my life.

              
 
Is it awkward to write this and have you in this spot when we aren't dating yet? It feels like I've been with you for months, years even. I adore you more each and every second that passes. I am not that talented with words if anything I suffer to articulate myself and my feelings. Hansol, what I feel for you is as though someone is gripping my heart and ripping it from my chest so that it can be given to you. Your eyes are so beautiful that whenever I look in them and see myself I am struck with how you look at me. 
 
Have you ever just looked at someone and thought to yourself "Holy hell they are the one. I want to be with them." I feel like that was my body's reaction towards you even though my mind hadn't caught up to me yet. I hope that as time passes, and we get closer than we already are. (Seems impossible does it not? How can we get closer?) That we fall madly and hopelessly in love. I can see it with you. I can see waking up every morning to that beautiful smile of yours that makes me stop, causes me to get choked up and my chest squeeze up and go to bed with your warm arms squeezing me tightly to your body. 

If anything, what I'm saying is you, I want to be beside you, forever.... I don't know how I could say it any better or any more eloquently. I just want Ji Hansol and his heart so that I can be the one that has the ability to wrap you in my arms and press kisses to your lips. That has the opportunity to spend my time admiring the shape of you and that beautiful personality and soul that captivates those around you.

My Hansol, my most precious Solah. You are my favorite everything ♥ 
Sejun Lim
Korean
20 years old
May 04, 1996
Homoual
Taken by Ji Hansol 
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 junah. ♡

hey, 
i'll be asleep by the time you probably get around to reading this when you get back from your family supper, and i hope you're taking care of your eyes and hopefully the stinging goes away soon. 

i bet you didn't expect this letter, hm. well, i thought to myself that the best way to make myself feel better is expressing love and affection and projecting that to other people, and honest to god, you were the first one to pop up in my head.

i know we didn't get to fully know each other until i had that slightly embarrassing breakdown earlier. and junah, i don't think you realise how much impact and positive effect you had on me when you reached out to me and worried about me. i know the rest did worry, but you saw it almost immediately whereas some people thought i was being my usual overdramatic self. 

you constantly try to engage in conversation with me as much as you can, and
i honestly love that. whereas you can be crack-y and have fun in the chat room, it can be overwhelming, and having someone who's genuinely interested in conversation makes me really happy.

i haven't even got around to expressing just how weak i am for your cuteness. like, you are just so precious and adorable and i love every single reaction i get from you. not to forget the fact that you blush and gets shy when kissing me on the cheek. god, junah, whAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME.

okay, so this message is running a bit too long, but
i just wanted to leave this here and go to sleep before you can see it bc now i feel a little embarrassed at how much i wrote. i don't even know how i managed to pull that out of my head despite the fact we only met today, i know i'm weird.

but hopefully you give this weirdo a chance, and
i hope to remain good friends with you for a long time, maybe even more than that if fate has it in for us or smth - don't judge me, i promise i'm not a cringy romantic.

sincerely, 

your 
solah. 

- 03.07.17

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03.08.17


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wow. how do i even recover from that, honestly. i'm just - i'm so speechless, and that's definitely a good kind of speechless. i can't believe you, junah. how did i end up with someone as perfect like you? i bet i probably saved someone in my past life or something, to be blessed with someone like you. i - i actually can't speak well at all right now, i'm still so overwhelmed and just purely smitten by you. i'm just, so used to being the giver in the relationship and never usually expect anything back as long as my partner is happy. so i really didn't know how to react properly seeing this whole thing that you did and . to think that i was holding back on saying it because i thought it was 'too soon'. that.

i love you. i love you so, so much, lim sejun. and i love you more than i've ever loved anyone, and that's saying a lot, considering it's only been a small while since we've met. do you know what you did to me? god, i had to walk around the house to cool off because i was so red with happiness and i had to cool my erratic heart down. i had to walk around the house with a stupidly wide smile on my face because i am so, fully, and completely whipped. i enjoy spending my time with you, and i cherish every single second i get to talk to you. i've never felt so strongly for someone, and i feel like my heart is about to burst.'

i could write books upon books about why i treasure you so much. like you said, it feels like we've known each other for a long time now, and i feel so comfortable being around you, or having you in my arms. 

you already know that my answer is yes, i will be your boyfriend. i honestly wanted to be the one who asked you, but as we said already, anything that happens in our relationship can be completely unpredictable and maybe it's that thrill that makes us yearn for each other more and more. i was already yours before you asked officially, and i will be yours hopefully for a longer time. i love you so much.