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Naressa "Nessa" Valdez-Brown. 25. 5'8" January 16, 1993. Black & Italian. From Canada. Dance battle reigning champion. Pizzaholic. Bachelor's in Education. Teacher for small children. Manager at a Roller Skating Rink. childcare aide.

 

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Nessa was born in canada to an american mom full of kindness and an italian dad full of tough love. She was the baby of the family with only her brother Chris, 3 years over her. There were no kids after Nessa because her mother was nervous. After having Chris, her mother tried to have a daughter, but she lost her first daughter to a miscarriage. It really broke her mother down mentally and physically, so when Nessa came around her mother was extra careful and extra attentive to finally have the baby girl that she wanted. With all of that attention on the new baby girl, Chris became a bit distant though when Nessa was young she didn't notice.    

 Growing up she was always following around her older brother, copying the things he did, eating the things he did, dancing to get his attention, and always in his personal space falling asleep. She started to become her own person around the age of 15 though she still looked toward Chris for help. Around this time she was supporting more things, balancing her grades with dance practice and volleyball practice. Her parents looked to her to do well because he brother was having some problems. He stayed out later and in turn, Nessa did the same things. 

One night that same year, around the winter time, Nessa decided to rebel as well. She was gaining her own popularity and moving from her awkward duckling stage into her swan stage. After being bullied for having thick brow and being chubby with frizzy hair, she was now growing taller, slimmer, her hair now in style and her brows now what others aspired to have.  She was getting a bit of a shape to her, and getting a few eyes from guys leading her to get invited to parties. They claimed it was because she was a good dancer but she's been a good dancer... she wasn't dumb to that. Nessa just wanted to be cool instead of the person her parents rested all their aspirations on. So she went, sneaking out while her parents were at work so that she wouldn't get in too much trouble.    

Shortly she figured out, she didn't like this type of thing. Some guys wanted a little too much from her and her school mates were experimenting with all kinds of drinks and drugs, the dancing part was cool but she'd rather be home so she called her brother up for a ride. Chris being his usual self didn't have the time or... didn't make the time, so instead she caught a ride which was a decision that could have cost her life. As they headed home on the icy roads of Toronto, a semi truck drifted into their lane and clipped their vehicle sending the car hurdling through the guard rail and crashing into the river. Her friend promised he was sober enough to drive and Nessa didn't know any better, but he didn't even have a license, and she only found this out after waking up in the hospital with her legs in casts and her neck and arm as well. The crash had been fatal to a few others in the car and since it was a hit and run, the few that survived had caught pneumonia from the lake and were still recovering.

After the accident, work didn't stop for Nessa it just piled up faster and physical therapy was more trying mentally than she expected. Even though it seemed like her dad was blaming Chris, Nessa blamed herself. She shouldn't have gone out and tried to be cool. She felt sad, that all she would be allowed to do was what he parents told her, while Chris got to do whatever he liked. It was unfair, but things were different for girls and boys, that's what her nonni used to say. Going out to one party was ruining her whole life. Now she wasn't able to dance anymore, no more volleyball and she was so behind in school that she worried if she would have to repeat a year and be behind all her friends. She was sinking but trying not to show it. She put all her stress into walking on her own again. It was depressing, because her injuries didn't bring the family together more like... it tore them apart. Chris was still as distant as ever, even around the house more. Her mom was pretending to be happy but really sad and worried she hardly could be around Nessa in her wheelchair feeling she failed another child. Her dad took his anger out by arguing with her mom about Chris, about his family, about his own insecurities about hospital bills. They must have thought she didn't understand or was sleeping but she wasn't and it made her understand why Chris stayed out as much as he did. She didn't want to be in this, but since she had to be... she never felt more alone at home. She worked hard gaining her mobility again by the late summer and becoming more of a yes man in her house. She didn't want to add on to anyone's problems and she didn't want to share her own. She hid behind the veil of a perfect daughter and masked her sadness with smiles and jokes.   

Working over the summer helped her catch back up with her class and in 3 years she was on her way to graduating. She didn't get back into volleyball and formal dance because she was not really into them anymore. She felt too sad but wouldn't share it with anyone, others just assumed it was because of the accident. Her parents weren't smothering her in attention as they usually were when she caught up in school again. She got a job a movie theater to avoid them at times. She even got a boyfriend or two. It was nice being around someone who wasn't expecting the world of her... though that was short lived. Her brother got arrested and arguments started again, even pulling from both sides of her family with bad omens  and with "what do you expect, it IS Chris". Negativity she couldn't take anymore, she ran away. Nobody noticed. How... how... she didn't even have a word for it. She had been away for 3 days at her boyfriend's house until drama happened there as well. She came home when Chris was coming back home with a change of mindstate. She didn't want to be sad anymore it wasn't always like this she was going to try to change it. 

She started hanging out with her dad, doing things that he didn't really get to do with Chris anymore. They went fishing, they went to car shows, he taught her how to shoot a gun and change a tire so she wouldn't have to depend on a man, and... her father's mood got lighter. He was returning to the dad she loved as a kid. There was less arguing with her mom it was like their romance was coming back. She worked with her mom to trying new hobbies, crafts, hairstyles, nail polishes, they went to spas and went shopping more often. She taught her how to cook more, Chris was also helping. When he came home he started staying at home more (because he had to firstly but still) and her mom loved having him around again. We talked more, even though Nessa was still a bit apprehensive sharing everything she was taking babysteps and understanding her brother more. She even got Chris and her father to stop feuding so often and ending that school year, Nessa was able to graduate with her class. Her next step was college.

Getting into college with her grades was easy and just want her mom wanted. She went to a university near home because she was worried that if she left everything would go to hell. Though after a couple of years she transferred to a university in America near her cousins. She wanted a change of view to debunk her worries. And it helped her, she was more independent and free. Less worry about her mother and her father and her brother. Chris was doing fine in school and in his new place he even considering going abroad. Of course it was in Nessa's genes to copy Chris so she was right on a play to Japan as well studying abroad with her own student visa. Japan was an experience, she picked up a new language with new views, new culture. She was finding herself. Teaching the students over there was so rewarding. She hadn't felt so valued in a while. Chris didn't stay in Japan and after her teaching program was over in Japan she renewed in Korea moving over and surprising her brother.

The surprise was on her instead. He wasn't even in graduate school he was shacked up with some woman! The lies he told. She had to chain herself to a desk to resist the urge to go and tell mama. The girl was nice, apparently she didn't have a place to go (¬_¬ so he think he super savior now...) she was cautious. He was on the verge of challenging the trust she thought she had in him. She was proud of him and all that was based on a lie ? It was mildly disappointing but she was always glad to be around her brother. Unlike her parents, he wasn't smothering her and expecting her to live the dreams he couldn't and she felt like she needed this. Especially since she had been finding herself in Japan. Being in Korea though, she learned that even though it started with a lie he was actually living better and was getting into less if any trouble. He had a job and things and that gave her this since of relief. She could breathe again and started to setlle down into her usual self. Being a booknerd, being a princess, being boy crazy, and sleepy self.    More pending...

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Naressa is a princess in short. She might pout if things don't go her way but she'd like to remain poised "a princess is a queen in waiting" Her daily goals are talking and smiling a lot. She has an answer for everything. She's adventurous, always exploring (getting lost) and frequently jumps into situations before thinking them through. She thinks she's stronger than she is, always challenging someone to some sort of roughhousing, teasing others like "I can do that too!" She's also very artsy, always doodling or making something

Random details: + loves hiphop/r&b + older brother is chris brown + scared of thunder + can't hold liquor + doesn't smoke + sleeps heavy +  loves spicy food +  pizza connoiseur + used to be a ballerina + studying to be a teacher + works at a skating rink + DIY-er + relishes gossi

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GMT-6, 3rd&1st POV. You ask you start. Have an idea in mind if you ask to rp. Mature themes are okay. I don't know how to start in first pov. If you want to wing it, post a starter and mention me (or post on my wall). I prefer roleplaying in and out of the rooms/groups, not on wall. After 3 days, you can poke me, I don't mind reminders... but if you get an attitude then we are done. I am polite and respectful to you, you should be the same to me. I am a slow replier in whatever pov. My character is not me in reality so don't get confused. Don't steal anything from my profile, including my status, layouts, plots or any other content. I am not here to cater to you in no way shape or form. ** I do not think of plots for bartenders, models, waiters nor tattoo artists (because there are so many and that's killing my inspiration). So come correct or I will just not reply to your request.

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