@Lim Changkyun "You better, because that is exactly how long you have me for..." the elder grined, his words coming from his hesrt. True and pure, he meant it when he said he wanted to be with the other forever.
"I hope you never plan on me leavingyou baby boy."
His eyes blinked watching the lights turn off and the gas fireplace start. He could not help but chuckle as he crawled into bed besides his lover.
"Such a romantic and comforting vibe." He teased as he free closer to the younger. His arms wrapped around the others abdomen while his head lightly rested against the others cheeks chest. He nuzzled closer to the bed and Chnagkyun, nesting the area unknowing.
@Min Yoongi | Suga "Mmm. I like the sound of that. forever and for always." Changkyun repeated gently, as he let Yoongi guide him over to the bed. He flopped o to the edge of it and crawled up to rake down the covers, finding a way to get inside of the bed. Once he was there, he tapped at a lighting control panel next to the bed, turning the overhead lights off, and turning on the gas fireplace from its remote control, casting the room into a soft, warm glow. At last, he made grabby hands for Yoongi.
@Lim Changkyun "You are all I need and want, Changkyun-ah. Truly, I really only wish to have you. I am satisfied when I am able to be wrapped in your arms." Yoongi spoke, his hands holding onto the waist of the other with a grin.
His eyes watched the other grab the collar curiously. He wondered if the other was going to put the thing away. But much to his surprise, the other slipped the collar on him. Yoongi's grin only widened further, as his hand lifted to run across the collar. "Yours...I am fully all yours. Mind, body, and soul. They all belong to you, Changkyun." He breathed out still lightly stroking the collar. "Forever and always, I will be yours." Content with the warm and safe feeling the collar brought him, Yoongi took the others hand to lead him to the bed. The warm feeling in his heart and stomach only grew.
"Come...lets sleep baby..."
@Min Yoongi | Suga "Hey, hey no apologies. This isn't any trouble. This is an honor, Yoongi. I'm more than happy to do all of this to make sure that we're both safe." Changkyun said in a stern tone, hoping Yoongi would understand that he really wasn't troubled by all of this preparation. He had to smile a little when Yoongi said that he felt that this would be special for him.
Taking a moment, Changkyun looked his hyung over, really taking him in. He could see how tired Yoongi was, but there was something... a glimmer in his dark eyes, that he really wanted to believe was just for him. The blush on his cheeks... he looked so young in that moment.
Yoongi's reaction to the collar wasn't lost on Kyun, and with raised eyebrows, he watched as his eyes kept returning to the accessory, the way he reached out to touch it so carefully. "I'm really glad you like it, baby. I tried to anticipate everything you could want or need." He said softly, groaning a little as he tilted his own chin to the side, a little, taking the collar from Yoongi so he could put it on him. The reaction he had received had more than told him he wanted it. Carefully, he slipped the glove-leather collar around his throat, and fastened in, not so tight that it would cut into his skin when he turned him head, but not so loose that it would shift around freely.
"You're mine." He whispered softly.
@Lim Changkyun "Alright, Alright..Sorry that we have to go through so much because of me and my heat." He muttered following the younger around like a lost puppy. Despite Changkyun being younger than him, he surely knew a lot more about heats and what to do. Yoongi watched as he placed everything away--the frown on his face never leaving. He wonders for a moment, how much time it took the younger to get everything packed and prepared. Yoongi felt bad. There was still that one part of him, inside, that was too afraid and worried to fully depend on Changkun. To allow the other to fully take the reigns in their relationship. He was so worried about being extra baggage to the other. He wanted to be like the others who easily spilled out the word 'daddy' and were beyond pleased to be taken care of. He was jealous that they were so confident within themselves to allow another to take care of them. Yoongi wanted it all too...and he was damn sure going to die trying to achieve it.
So he gave the other a warm smile, truly happy about the work put it. "You put in a lot of thought...Thank you Changkyun...This is really going to be special for me---messy and crazy...but very special. I can not thank you enough." He smiled as he planted a very light kiss on the lips of the other.
"Talk? Why, is it something ?" He asked with a teasing smile. His eyes peered over as the other pulled out the last two items. The first thing that caught his eye was the collar---everything else seemed to blur out of focus. He gulped, not really hearing the others words for a quick second as he focused. he had to force himself to tear his eyes away to focus on Changkyun.
"Huh? Ah yes...I understand. Heats can bring unexpected pregnancies and what not..I know. I am glad you thought about that. It would have just flown by me, honestly." He muttered shyly as he shot the younger a smile. That was all it took before his eyes were back in the color. It was truly beautiful. Yoongi especially loved they heart and bell that was added.
It was a well unknown fact that Yoongi had a thing for things being around his neck. He had always put in a request with the stylists to add something---a necklace, choker or scarf--- to put around his neck. Hell, even a tight collared shirt was fine. He liked the feeling---and he never understood why and always felt ashamed after asking about it.
But here the other was....freely bringing it up. Like he had easily known. He moved forward with no words and picked up the collar, a small sparkle in his eyes. His fingers brushed along the collar affectionately, before he turned to CHangkyun.
"I love it....I really ing love it, baby." He grinned, his arms snaking themselves around the younger to pull him into a tight embrace.
"You seem to always know what I want." He grinned kissing the neck of the other excitedly.
@Min Yoongi | Suga Laughing after the kiss broke, seeing how petulant Yoongi was being about getting things ready. "I know kitten, but this is important." He laughed. again and headed into the bathroom as Yoongi went to go and get the luggage. He grabbed some towels, bringing them out and setting them on the dresser just in case they ended up needing them. Jumping a little when Yoongi slapped his , Changkyun grinned at him and shook his head. "You don't have to unpack your clothes. But we need to at least set this up so that we can be ready, in case you go into heat in the middle of the night." He reminded him, and went over to the suitcase with everything. He grabbed the waterbottles out first, tucking them into the hidden mini-fridge under the giant tv in front of the bed, and then set out all of the snacks. If they needed a real meal, there was groceries in the fridge. Lastly, he set out the more... special essentials. Baby wipes, two bottles of silicone based lube, and one black plug, in case Yoongi needed to feel filled in order to sleep, as some do in heat. Glancing over at Yoongi, he pulled out two last items.
"We um... well, we need to talk about these last two things Yoongi-hyung." He said softly. After a moment, he set them down on the bed. A box of condoms, and a collar.
"I know that the suppressants also worked as a birth control pill, and now that you're off of them, we have to be conscious about... what kind of choice we're making regarding condoms. And the collar... is entirely up to you. I know some kittens like to feel collared, and I saw this one, I thought you would look cute in it." He explained lightly, blushing a bit.
@Lim Changkyun Yoongi's eyes fluttered close at the soft feeling of the other's hand stroking his cheek. It felt so nice---so relaxing and soothing. It was as if the other was stroking away every fear, worry, and stress away. The kiss was soft, sweet and simple. But it really was not enough for the elder. Yoongi's hand moved to cup the back of the other's neck, tugging hi back down for a deeper kiss.
There was a loud, dramatic whine as the other spoke. "So much work, Changkyun-ah. I just want to flop in bed and snuggle with you." He huffed out, his cheeks puffing out. His feet slowly, because he was currently sulking like a child, trudged toward the living room to grab the suitcase. He stretched out, trying to shake his body off of the heavy and warm feeling that slowly grew. He grabbed his luggage case, and his backpack and began dragging it back to the bedroom. "I am too lazy to put any of my clothes away...Because let's be honest, I am mostly going to be wearing your clothes." He teased lightly slapping Changkyun's with a tired grin.
@Min Yoongi | Suga Changkyun just took a moment, to focus on Yoongi who was right their in front of him. He reached up to hold the side of his face in his hand, stroking his cheek. He studied his eyes with a look of warmth and adoration. "I want you too, kitten. But we're going to do this safely." He promised him, leaning in to kiss him gently.
"We have to bring in the supplies we have so that we don't have to leave the room during the height of your heat. Water, snacks, everything." He explained. He had a whole suitcase out there in the living room dedicated to just this, with a brand new bottle of lube, a few toys, baby whipes, non-perishable snacks and bottled water.
@Lim Changkyun "Of course I am happy with you. How could I not? You make me so very happy. You give me all I need and much more." He admitted, a small pout forming on his face. His head moves up, trying to press into the hand of the male. Simple touches, like rubbing his head, was something Yoongi loved that Changkyun did. It was the simplest movements that brought him great joy.
"You would never force me...because, either way, I want it. I want this and I want you." The boy's tongue darted out to run along his lips, wetting them quickly. As he was pulled up off the floor, he gave the others hand a very light squeeze. "What are we going to set up?" he asked gently as he stepped forward to be closer to the younger. His free hand moved up to rub his tired eyes, ready for bed. His body was still tired and sluggish from the long traveling they had done earlier. But even through the tired and heavy feeling...his body still felt hot. It still felt...strange. Like the beginning feeling of when one gets the flu.
@Min Yoongi | Suga Looking at where Yoongi sat in front of him, holding his hands, he smiled and leaned down to kiss him gently. "I love you too, Yoongi. You're my everything. I'm really glad that you're happy with me." Freeing one hand, Changkyun brought it up to gently playing through his hair softly.
"I don't want to force you into heat before you're body is ready, and I was... very overwhelmed by your scent for a moment there because it smelled so good. I needed to pull myself together. I want you very much, kitten, you know I do. I just want to make sure you're ready to be under for that long. Plus we have to set up for it, so that we're totally ready." Changkyun explained softly, and took a deep breath, pulling Yoongi off the floor, standing up as well. "Come on. Lets set up some things, and then go to bed."
@Lim Changkyun "Please....do not apologize. Dont..you Did nothing wrong. I just...wanted to let you know, I mesn...if you want. We can..." yoongi sat up on the bed, breathing heavily. His fingers clutched onto the sheets of the bed, body still feeling hot and tingly.
Yoongi pouted seeing the other sit at the window. He did not want to be so far from the other. He wanted to right there with him. He quickly stood up, feet carrying him to the window where his love sat. "I am happy...so happy...i needed this...we needed this. Don't thank me baby....i want to come with you...i want to spend all my time with you. This is like...a stress reliever. Something that makes me feel happy." He spoke with a shy smile. The elder sat on the ground on front if the younger, hands moving to grasp his hands lightly. "I love you."
@Min Yoongi | Suga Changkyun could hardly bring himself to pull away, until Yoongi warned him, and told him to behave. He pulled back sharply, breathing through his mouth to minimize the impact of Yoongi's scent. "I'm sorry. I was just... so overwhelmed by your scent. I've never smelled it so strongly before." He explained, standing up from the bed and walking away a few paces, some of the muscles in his back and shoulders tensing and relaxing repeatedly as he forced himself to calm down. He wasn't going to trigger Yoongi into heat just like that. Not when they had just gotten there.
Finally, he seemed to be able to get himself settled and shifted over to the windows to cool off, sitting down next to one of the windows. "I'm really happy we're here, kitten. I feel like we can just... be. It's really nice. I want to thank you for coming with me. I know you've been really busy and... I guess I just can't believe that I'm so lucky to have this... to have you in my life." Changkyun said softly.
@Lim Changkyun Yoongi grinned, the idea of their scents mixed together creating a brand new and unique one...He liked it. Yoongi wanted to mark the younger as his. He wanted him to showcase his scent, but have it mixed with his own so others know that he was Yoongi's only.
"Yes...My ears and tail happen to be very sensitive to touch...My body..is just sensitive to you, Changkyun-ah." He breathed out, grasping harder onto the other. As Yoongi was pinned to the bed, he could feel his body tingle in excitement. His head moved to the side, fully exposing his neck to the younger. He could feel a strange warmth and feeling in his stomach and it only grew alongside with the excitement.
Heats hurt, yoongi had known that after dealing with his first heat ever. The pain was one of the most terrifying things for him. It was the main reason he did not want to get off his suppressants. But he had never gone through a heat with someone by his side helping, so he could only assume that would lessen the pain. Heats came in waves, and Yoongi knew that the first two or three were always the worst---which is exactly why he was trying to breathe in and out slowly. Trying to calm himself and his body, he let out a deep whine.
"CHangkyun-ah...Unless you want to deal with me suddenly going into heat right at this very moment...I suggest you behave." He groaned, tongue darting out to wet his lips.
@Min Yoongi | Suga "I'm pretty sure soon we're going to have one scent that's just the two of us, meshed together. I can't wait for that." Humming a bit as he moved them to the bed, Changkyun laughed at the look of shock on Yoongi's face as he landed on the bed with a slight bounce. "Sensitive, eh?" He started to tease, until a wall of scent hit him, and his pupils dilated sharply, nostrils flaring as well as he took in a deep breath. He knew that it could hit fast after stopping suppressants but he'd never realized it would be like this. Exhaling roughly, he jumped on Yoongi, pinning him down to the bed and shoving his face into his throat, breathing him in again.
"." He hissed out, hands shaking as he tried to restrain himself, holding stock-still.
@Lim Changkyun "I can easily put it on everything you own.You will just have to do the same for me." He mused being rather serious over the topic. Yoongi wanted to wrap himself in a blanket and just nest in it for the rest of his life.
As the others hand touched his tail, Yoongi's ears twitched before letting out a soft gasp turned moan. A crimson red appeared across his face and on his cheeks afterward, feeling shocked and embarrassed.
He could barely register his feet moving before his body flopped back onto the bed. He could feel a warmth spread through his body, a strange warmth that crashed over him filling his body with energy and excitement. "Proud...aish...You...you say it like I am a child." Suddenly, his mouth felt dry....and all he could smell was Changkyun...His hands reached out to hold onto the other as his body temperature seemed to rise.
@Min Yoongi | Suga "Mmmm, don't apologize for your scent. I love it. I'm really getting addicted to your scent. I want it on everything I own." Changkyun laughed softly, and let a hand travel down to Yoongi's tail. He played gently with the fur, and gave a soft hum even as he walked them back over to the bed, slowly. "Of course you have. You made a brave decision and you're trusting me. I'm proud of you. I'm so proud." He exhaled sofrtlysnbefkre finally pushing Yoongi on the bed.
@Lim Changkyun "I know I will enjoy my time here...This is perfect...You are perfect." The elder grinned with a proud nod. "It is all romantic and beautiful...For a moment I thought I was in a drama." he teased lightly nudging the other's shoulder with his own. His smile ever faded as he moved to hold the other tighter in his arms with a shy laugh.
"Does it smell stronger? Sorry, I did not notice...I have been too distracted with how damn good you smell...I love it." He inhaled deeply, trying to indulge further in the others smell.
"I know you will take great care of me...I trust you with my entire life...There is not other I would want to be with....then you." Yoongi nuzzled the other with his nose, a soft grin on his face. He rolled his eyes in a playful manner as the other spoke. "There is nothing for you to be proud of me for...I did nothing..." He whined, moving forward to nip the lips of the other.
@Min Yoongi | Suga Changkyun closed his eyes, listening to Yoongi's steady breathing, and feeling his body so close, and warm. He could have probably fallen asleep standing up, just like this, thanks to how comfortable he was there holding him. "That makes me happy. I want you to enjoy your time here with me, Yoongi. Every part of it." He said softly, and went silent as Yoongi started admitting that he had already stopped his suppressants. Changkyun was silent for a moment before he pulled back to urge Yoongi into a kiss.
"So that explains why you smell so much more strongly the last two days. I'm... really glad you stopped them, Yoongi. And I'm honored that you chose to stop them with me. I promise... I swear, I'll take care of you, and I'll keep you happy, safe, and as comfortable as possible." He assured him softly, stroking his cheeks gently. "I'm proud of you." He added, and pressed their foreheads together.
@Lim Changkyun "The style is relly relaxing and homey. It makes me feel comfortable and warm...." He mused, his eyes wondering over the frosted forest beyond the window. It was beautiful, so pure and innocent. Yoongi liked it a lot, though the cold was really negative.
Yoongis nose nuzzled against the other's neck, loving the way the other smelt. He loved how soothing it was just being able to smell, feel, and see him---and taste him of course. This really was going to be an amazing vacation. The two would be able to do whatever they please. They could on every surface of the house, they could play in the snow and even snuggle near the fireplace with hot cocoa.
"I...." Yoongi breathed out a little embarrassed about the topic. "I did not take them yesterday or today yet..." He admitted. He knew that it would take a day or two for his body to kick into heat. He could already tell his sense of smell was changing, becoming stronger. Changkyun's smell was much more noticeable for him. He had a smell that held multiple levels. It was not just one smell..It was like many ones coming together to form perfection. The smell of an after morning rain storm in fresh fruit orchard during the springtime. He smelt like a homey kind of clean--like a freshly washed towel out of the drier. He was a fresh scent that easily made Yoongi feels at ease.
"It should kick in within a days time." He exhaled deeply, a worried frown etched on his face. He was a little worried about the heat. He was worried about how much pain it would be. But he was ready...CHangkyun was the only other person Yoongi would get off his suppressants for.
@Min Yoongi | Suga "I'm really glad you like it." He said softly and kissed the soft spot just behind Yoongi's jaw, before pressing his nose there to inhale deeply. He only loosened his grip for a moment as Yoongi turned around and then gripped him again. "I love you too, Yoongi. I'm really happy we were able to come here together. I think this is going to be a wonderful vacation." He kissed his cheek gently and reached up to play with his hair. "I wanted to talk to you about what we talked about before. We're here for a week. If you want to stop your suppressants... now would be the time."
@Lim Changkyun "Yes I like it. I love all the big windows....ot has such a beautiful view....thoigh I am sure mornings are going to with all the light coming in." He teased as the other reaches him. Yoongis body, out of pure instinct, relaxed aginst the other. Changkyuns warm skin enveloping him was a soothing comfort he would always love.
His head tossed the the side with a very timid and soft moan as his hands rested above the others hands around him.
"Talk about what, Baby boy?" He cooed breathlessly. He nuzzles his body back further against the other, wanting them as close as possible. For a moment, if yoongi was honest with himself, he has been worried. Talking about a few things? He only hoped the younger was not going to dump him and kick him out. But yoongi knew the other would not do such a thing. But he was a pessimist, it was hard not to think the worst. He slowly turned his body so there were now face to face, chest to chest. Yoongi head dipped so he could rest against the others shoulders as he slid his arms around his waist.
"I love you.....and I before you say anything....i want to thank you for bringing me here. I am so happy to be able to spend some time alone...with you. I am so excited."
@Min Yoongi | Suga Changkyun laughed a little at Yoongi's sudden stripping. He shook his head a bit and wrapped his arm around his now nearly boyfriend, guiding him through to the bedroom. He had to laugh a little at his reaction to the beautiful master bedroom. "You like it? I'm glad. We're going to spend a lot of time in here, I'm betting." He said softly, setting his own suitcase down by a dresser before walking over towards Yoongi at the window. He stripped on his way over so by the time he reached him, and wrapped around him from behind, it was his bare chest pressed against his back. He silently kissed the side of his neck and held onto him as they looked out at the snowy woods outside. "We need to talk about a few things, Kitten."
@Lim Changkyun The warmth wrapped around him like a blanket. It felt so good...so ing good. Yoongi exhaled as he nodded his head, cuddling in the bed with the fire turned up---it seemed like heaven. "I would like that.." His hands instantly dropped the luggage case down, not caring before he started stripping off his clothes right in the ing living room. Down to his boxers, he threw his arms around the younger and nuzzled his head into the chest of the other as they walked. Upon reaching the room, Yoongi's jaw dropped. "Oh man....Holy . It is beautiful." He breathed out walking toward the window in amazement.
@Min Yoongi | Suga Seeing just how upset and grumpy Yoongi was from all of this had Changkyun laughing just a little inside. "Aish... kitten you look so cute even when you're upset and pouting." He teased a little as he stepped back over to him and brushed the snow from his ear, and then kissed the tip of his nose, before pulling him inside finally, closing and locking the door behind him. It was already warm inside since the house cleaners had turned the heat on to prepare it for them. "Come in, let's go straight to bed. We ate on the train so we should be fine for the night. We'll turn the fire on and cuddle up together. You can have the tour tomorrow." He promised, and took Yoongi's hand to guide him to the bedroom just upstairs and down the hall.
@Lim Changkyun Yoongi had been more than ready to just flop onto the ground and turn into the rock of his dreams. 13 hours on a train....It was hell---okay maybe not hell, but it was very tiring. Even with the short nap, Yoongi could feel his body just become weak with exhaustion. As the black haired male stepped out of the car, he immediately hissed.
"What is this? The ing arctic?" He was dressed in small layers and not even yet prepared for the harsh cold. The boy grabbed his luggage and started trudging through the snow, almost falling face first a few times. "Yeah, yeah...I'm coming" He grumbled as he hurried inside, luggage in tow. His body was already shaking from the cold. He had not really expected it t be so cold. His feet kicked off the snow before he entered and he shot a pout to the younger member as he could feel the snow sticking to his ears perched ontop of his head.
@Min Yoongi | Suga After nearly a 13 hour train ride, it was pretty late, bit Changkyun was awake as hell and excited. He'd taken a really nice nap with Yoongi on the train, and after a short car-ride from the train station to the cabin, they were finally ready to start their vacation. "We're here!" Changkyun announced cheerfully as he stepped out of the car, feet crunching into the snow. "Waaaah it's so cold!!" He exclaimed, shivering a little. Already his nose was pink from the sudden temperature change. "Yoongi-Hyung! Come on!" He urged, grabbing his luggage before tromping his way up to the front door, kicking the snow off of his shoes before he pulled out the key to unlock the door.
