Hey you, Happy Birthday...I can’t believe you’ve been gone for almost three years already. It still feels like it was just yesterday. I’m sorry if I worried you these past two years...I just didn’t know how to handle you leaving me so suddenly. Right when I needed you the most. I went to a bad place, the darkest I’ve ever been. I stopped dancing, I just couldn’t bring myself to do it without breaking down every time. I went for HHT like you wanted me to, and it was fun...for a while. They’re not the same without you, they’re not the family they once were, the family I once had even without being an official member. Then I relapsed and they ended up kicking me out I guess since I’m not in the group chat anymore. I was hurt and mad before but I’m over it now. I wish God would bring someone into my life to give me the confidence in my talents that you used to. Because I don’t have it and I don’t know how to get it or if I ever will.
Don’t worry though, I’m taking medicine now and I’m in therapy so I'll be getting okay. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to bring myself to come visit you, I'll try to do it this year. This year...I’m gonna try to finally make you proud of me. I’m not sure how I’m gonna do that yet but I'll figure it out. I miss you buddy, and you’re missing my 21st Birthday you jerk! *sighs* I miss you Moe. Keep dancing in paradise. #ForMoe
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