Insomnia but also fuels my kdrama addiction

I know my insomnia is probably not as bad as others but for me it . I had a bad case of it yesterday and an even more worse case right now. BUT it gave me a chance to catch up on the My absolute boyfriend kdrama and oh my God....my eyes are puffy af. I haven't sobbed this hard in forever. I love and hate these dramas cause they leave a pain in my heart. I actually liked the drama and I was in love with zero nine. So innocent and wide-eyed about love, ughhhhh now I'm gonna start crying again. My eyes are puffy my nose is stuffed/runny? How is that even possible. Anyways now my insomnia is worse cause now my heart is ed up from the drama and I literally have work early in the morning. Its 4:24am and I got to be up in like 3 hours so that's fun. I might honestly just call out, I have sick pay. I don't even care anyways, it's just retail. I might not sleep at all today...but at least on days like this I can catch up on my webtoon mangas, dramas, replies, YouTube videos. Wahhh the night/morning is mine to have. I'll probably pass out at 9 after I call out of work.

Sorry just a mini little rant. Did anyone watch my absolute boyfriend kdrama? I need to soothe my aching heart by bouncing off theories about the ending, so please talk to me. Save me from my own thoughts