Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~!!

I love this guy. He makes lots of dirty jokes to everybody and isn't really liked because of that, but I like his greasiness. Then he complained, that I took things too personally. Well.. that's because I wish what you joked about would happen and am trying to keep up a facade, . Today, I watched him play the piano at a concert (dying from happiness here). I was drowning in the song he was performing. Highlight of my evening. Now... we don't talk. We walk past each other and don't even greet each other. I'm like air to him, now that he's a grade above me.

I'm thinking of confessing.

Should I? Hell yes I should.

How? That is the question.. Write "you know how long I've been crushing on you?" to him? Write him a corny-as-hell love letter? Just tell him straight-out?

IDEK

if nobody manages to convince me about sth, I'm going to confess per FB. But.. This guy once confessed to me per text and I just couldn't take it seriously.. But if I tell him face-to-face.. I'm too scared to see his reaction.