confession ( rp - hoya )

Dear Kim Sunggyu,
Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I really like you. I really can't hold my feelings in anymore. I also wanted to let you know that Ilhoon knew about my feelings towards you. Yeah, I think you know who I am now. Anyway, you have been, and still is, the person in my statuses. You're the one who changed me to who I am now; a person who fell for you. You made me question my own orientation. You made me fall in love with you without you knowing. I hate you for making me fall in love with you but then again, I love you. I know that it's really quick to say 'love' but, that's what I feel right now. If I'm cute, you're so ing adorable. To me, you're beautiful. I know what you're thinking; 'Boys can't be beautiful', but I don't really care because it's the truth.  You're also really talented. I love your voice... It takes me into another world. You're basically my definition of 'perfect'. I might seem like an obsessed admirer right now. Also, I'm so jealous, so ing jealous of Eunjung right now. I realized that when you said that you might like her. But then you said that she wasn't really on that much. That made me so happy. It kinda made me think that I still have a chance. I'm really questioning myself. Are you straight or are you bi? I don't know. I really don't know. I'm so confused right now. I denied myself when you said that you knew that I liked you. Look at me now; a stupid admirer that realized his feelings now. If you reject me, can we still be friends? I know that it would be awkward but I still want to talk to you, to be able to know that you won't leave me and ignore me. To be honest, I'm really scared of rejection. I'll start to think that I'm not good enough. Anyway, this concludes my confession. Hyung, I'd be so ing happy if you accept me. I honestly think that you'd reject me.

- Sarang, Lee Howon. ( Hoya loves you... ❤ )