~A poem to release some of these emotions~ {Feeling so down & sad}

you and me

Tell me what is wrong with me?

Is it something you can visually see?

Or is it an internal conflict?

Then I shall shut my eyes

To fight this battle within

But all I can do is shed tears

That is the proof that I’ve been wounded

I’ve been defeated

For I have no allies

For I have only enemies

For I do have imperfections

Is that such a great sin?

I thought everyone had that in common

Yet, why am I disputed and hated for this?

My heart craves for someone to heal me

But there is no one

My body craves for someone to hold me

But there is no one

My ears crave to hear someone one that is proud of me

But there is no

Now you want to get rid of me?

Simply because, I am who I am, me

Why can’t you accept me, when you accept others?

Why am I asking these questions, when I know your answer

Because, I know you won’t answer me

When did I become so insignificant in your eyes?

Tell me when and then I can look up at the heavenly skies

Then I shall shut my eyes remembering those old memories

I wish I could go back to that time and put on us pause

I would freeze the time, where we were smiling at one another

When we loved one another like no other

That time when happiness was with you and me

(Not roleplaying tonight, too sad to do it. yes I know the what the proper grammar is but this is my poetry and I am free to write it however I want.)