It gets better.

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Created Apr 7, 2015 21:52:55

So these past months I've had these thoughts of suicide.

I know, it's a common thought.

I wanted to jump from the highest floor of a building,
I wanted to suffocate myself, I wanted to stab myself,
I wanted to lay down on the road and wish for someone to run over me.

I wished a lot of these things to happen.

But I never had the strength to do it.

I know that my pain will be temporary,
but the pain of those I'll leave behind will be there longer.

I know this.

But with what happened...

A friend almost committed suicide right in front of us,
A family member almost died...

I can't even bring myself to accept that these things have happened.

This is just a low point in my life where I feel like total .

There's no sense in thinking about how deep the ditch is.
But there's sense in thinking of a way out.

Don't wallow in the ditch. It gets better.

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abiectio 9 years ago

It'll get better. Maybe not now but it will eventually. I just want you to know that if you want to talk about things, I'm always free to talk. Please, just don't give up on yourself.

inukagmirogolovekpop 9 years ago

It'll all get better in time, bro. May not be now or tomorrow, but someday, you'll finally be happy for the things you have, the people you're with and about yourself. I understand why you feel like that cause I've basically been feeling that too. It's hard to understand exactly why we that way, but maybe it happens for a reason. But please dude... don't think too much about it. Harming yourself would only make it worse. To the people who care most about you, they'll be hurt much more. Just remember that there are people out there who care a lot about you. So don't think that you're alone. Cause in reality, you really aren't. Just remember to be happy and be grateful that you're still alive. I'm sure you can at least remember these. And don't worry, I've got a shoulder to cry on if need some comforting.

this 9 years ago

Always keep fighting. <3

Growing-Pains 9 years ago

don't ever give in to your emotions
they can ruin who you are.
if you want someone to vent too pm me

ADragon 9 years ago

-huggle- if you ever wanna talk. Come to meh~

RoseThornArchive 9 years ago

Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems

Love yourself
everything
Think of what's ahead of you and stop sticking yourself in the past
Let things past
Think of the good that'll come eventually
You can do it
Believe in yourself