so here's the thing.

i'm losing motivation

to come on

much

and idk why,,,, imma get to the bottom of it, i guess idk

i haven't lost muse, really. i still have muse, and i wanna write. so that's good

it's just the motivation to keep up with rps, that's what i don't have- it gets hard, being all active and upbeat in chats when all i wanna do is sleep and then i miss things and then welp w he e z e s look at me complaining

so i won't join any more rps, and rps i don't feel particularly 'attached' to i'll leave. but if we're rping privately, like pm or private rp or we're rping smth i'm invested in idk anything else like that, then no worries i still have my muse for them 99.999% for sure and like if y'all ever wanna pm rp and dont care for sporadically meh replies, hmu.

other than that 

how's it going???

q A q i'm off school, graduated /got dAmN ontario scholars with my average and an advisory award, who k ne w/, sleeping a lot, and yeah.

i miss you guySssSsSs ♡ i hope everything's been alright here q u q and you're all okay and happy and well rested and full with happiness o u o