Personal Message
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sometimes i wish for you to be mine. but then i remember why that can't happen. maybe its for the best. this pain isn't good for you. nor is it good for me either. though i guess, sometimes even the most impossible pairings, risk their lives for the one they love. do you think we'll be able to do that? maybe, maybe not - who knows? you know, on the first day i arrived here, you were the one who piqued my interest. as cliche as that sounds, its true. from the way you spoke, the way you did things, your stutters, your incoherent whines -- bascially everything the others didn't see. i was glad that i was the one who was able to witness it all. you're cute, thick lips. really you are. but i don't think this mean self of mine is capable of keeping someone as cute as you in my pocket. you deserve someone who'll cherish you to its fullest. love and treat you the way you're supposed to be and of course, make sure to give you plenty of warm cuddles under the blankets and hot chocolate with marshmallows on top. i wish i was able to say this to you in person, but unfortunately - i'm not as cool as i may like to think i am. you're perfect, hyungwon. so perfect that it makes me gasp for air every time i hear you say, 'hyung'. i may have said something like this in the confessions room... but i don't think you'll find it. all i want is for you to be happy. and if moving away from me is the only way, then i'll be the one to move just so that it would hurt less. you'll always be a boy to me -- but i guess you can be manly at times. oh, and did i mention i had a thing for masochists and rope bunnies?
- from mean mark.