hey miss, i think i lost my way out. tell me, how do i unlove you? jk that will the the most impossible thing that'll ever happen. i know i'm not the best when it comes to being romantic and bcs ya i'm just a ty person in general but trust me when i say that i stay awake at 3 am thinking about what to write, scribbling notes, tweaking layouts just to make sure that everything will turn out special for you. i know you would probably yell at me to sleep if i was still online around that time but honestly i don't even sleep bcs you were messing with my head and you're actually the source of me getting migrain but that's not what's important right now. but before anything else i would like to ask you to pls bare with me until the end of this idk what to call it uhm, crap just so that i won't seem like a loner or whatever don't humiliate me i'm actually really nervous right now. well, i've been wanting to confess my feelings to you for a while now, but my ing lame crusty wouldn't dare to. i'm not sure why or what i'm scared of but maybe it's because i wasn't sure that you would agree to utterly and completely be mine. maybe it's also because you tend to always have this 'way' in making me somewhat jealous. i might sound like a scaredy cat right now but i promise i'll give you my world, share you my dreams and i'll always be there for you. i'm quite a jealous one i might say, like those times when you mentioned about "the question is do i wanna date you?" shot me right in my heart, making me question myself even more though i know you were just kidding. also that one time when you called kai your /hubby/ because to me, you're my only baby girl, my only sweetheart, honey, the bonnie to my clyde, the apple to my pie, etc and last but not least, my only princess that i treasure. to me you're my sunshine bcs you light up my world and my darling bcs you're the dearest, but most of all you're my everything. did you know that i still get that tingly feeling inside my chest and all those mushy mushy butterflies flying around my stomach every time you mention my name? yeah that's how nervous i am around you. as each day passes, i feel the need to get to know you better and i could feel myself getting attached to you, not to mention how much i am looking forward to seeing you every time you come online. i just have this urge to laugh with you and hug you you kiss you every now and then. it's true that i sound clingy bcs i tend to miss you 24/7 even when i cough or sneeze but i regret nothing at all because i just want you to know that my heart will always be yours to hold on to. "idon’t know what it is about you. maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. it could be the way you say the right thing at exactly the right time. but whatever it is, i just want you to know it means everything to me." ok cut all the crap i said earlier bcs i'm pretty sure i failed myself but my point is..

would you, park jiwon, embark a new chapter of your life with me and officially be my girlfriend?