Personal Message
hey hyung... i have something for you. lyrics to a beautiful song that i think greatly applies to you and me. read this for me, yeah? its called "wrinkles", or shiwa (しわ).
Passing time with the person you love,
I wonder how much time has passed like this
At a time so long ago,
I thought: “I can’t love anyone”
Knock
Do you realize you’re the one that
Forced the door open?
Remember, our wrinkles increasing one by one
Even if it becomes fun to think about tomorrow,
Every time our wrinkles increase,
I’ll meet a happier you than yesterday,
So let’s just go with the status quo
Spending years with the person you love,
I wonder how much time has passed like this
“When either of us passes away, we’ll smile”
That was our promise, do you remember?
Let’s get married!
A size 9 ring brought in Isetan,
It really suits you
Remember, our wrinkles increasing one by one
And the orange sky fades
Even if I start crying
Each time the number of wrinkles increases,
There’s no more taking or giving,
If we are here together
There’s nothing like an expiration date
Something like “forever” is honestly impossible, but
There’s no way we can leave each other after all this time, right?
So, let’s take an oath, one more time,
Remember...
Finally, on the day of my passing,
You’re next to me, wrinkled,
And even though
You were crying like a child
According to our promise, you smiled,
You were the most beautiful you have ever been.
“I am happy.”
Saying that, I closed my eyes.
thank you for being mine, go junggi. for being in my life. for taking care of me in any way you could have. i appreciate it. and there's so much more i want to say... but i'll hold my tongue. for now.
happy birthday, hyung.
i love you.
always and forever,
no minwoo.
Passing time with the person you love,
I wonder how much time has passed like this
At a time so long ago,
I thought: “I can’t love anyone”
Knock
Do you realize you’re the one that
Forced the door open?
Remember, our wrinkles increasing one by one
Even if it becomes fun to think about tomorrow,
Every time our wrinkles increase,
I’ll meet a happier you than yesterday,
So let’s just go with the status quo
Spending years with the person you love,
I wonder how much time has passed like this
“When either of us passes away, we’ll smile”
That was our promise, do you remember?
Let’s get married!
A size 9 ring brought in Isetan,
It really suits you
Remember, our wrinkles increasing one by one
And the orange sky fades
Even if I start crying
Each time the number of wrinkles increases,
There’s no more taking or giving,
If we are here together
There’s nothing like an expiration date
Something like “forever” is honestly impossible, but
There’s no way we can leave each other after all this time, right?
So, let’s take an oath, one more time,
Remember...
Finally, on the day of my passing,
You’re next to me, wrinkled,
And even though
You were crying like a child
According to our promise, you smiled,
You were the most beautiful you have ever been.
“I am happy.”
Saying that, I closed my eyes.
thank you for being mine, go junggi. for being in my life. for taking care of me in any way you could have. i appreciate it. and there's so much more i want to say... but i'll hold my tongue. for now.
happy birthday, hyung.
i love you.
always and forever,
no minwoo.
you infuriate me. you make me so mad, go junggi. in all three years that i've known you, you've made me mad for every single thing you do. im angry that you fell for my noona. im angry that you never said anything about how you felt for me. im angry that you were so caught up in your age that you didnt want to bother yourself with me. but most of all, im angry that you made me fall hard, face first, for you. it wasnt even a head-over-heels situation, or a straight on my one either. i went down on my face, and ever since then, i've hidden my adoration and admiration behind pure hatred. i mean, i totally do hate you. i hate how you make me feel, because it's made me so happy, so soft. and it isnt fair. i just... i just hope that i can do the same for you. do i, hyung? do i infuriate you enough that you realize how hard for me you've fallen? have you even fallen for me as hard as i've fallen for you?
you are not old. you are wise. you are sagacious. you are shrewd. you are mature. you are growing old, yes, because it's inevitable. but you arent any less of a person because you're older than you'd like to be. i want you to have the best birthday you ever could have. maybe spending the day with me will make up for the fact that you're aging? maybe? i want to see that smile on your birthday, the smile that brightens the darkest of my days. you dont know how powerful your smile really is, do you? it's a magnificent sight, because you keep it from the world so often. i love seeing your smile. i love seeing how affectionate you are, even though you like to act like you arent affectionate at all. you have such a big heart, hyung, and i like that im the one who gets to see it. i like that im the one who gets your affection and attention. i like that you put up with me through each and every up and down, twist and turn, loop-de-loop. thank you, hyung, for being mine. for falling for me. for letting me into your life, step by step. i'll be bothering you from now on, so dont ever think im going away.
you are not old. you are wise. you are sagacious. you are shrewd. you are mature. you are growing old, yes, because it's inevitable. but you arent any less of a person because you're older than you'd like to be. i want you to have the best birthday you ever could have. maybe spending the day with me will make up for the fact that you're aging? maybe? i want to see that smile on your birthday, the smile that brightens the darkest of my days. you dont know how powerful your smile really is, do you? it's a magnificent sight, because you keep it from the world so often. i love seeing your smile. i love seeing how affectionate you are, even though you like to act like you arent affectionate at all. you have such a big heart, hyung, and i like that im the one who gets to see it. i like that im the one who gets your affection and attention. i like that you put up with me through each and every up and down, twist and turn, loop-de-loop. thank you, hyung, for being mine. for falling for me. for letting me into your life, step by step. i'll be bothering you from now on, so dont ever think im going away.
to the love of my life...
thank you for being mine. thank you for loving me. i know you're going to say not to thank you for those things, but especially with how i've been feeling lately... i feel like i need to. i know you arent very fond of aging, but alas... it's a part of life. even so, im very glad to have you as my old man. i hope you enjoy all of these random gifts, you know, becoming my fiancé on such short notice... but that adds to the spontanaeity of life, yeah? so... happy birthday, go junggi. since i caved and gave your other present too early.
i love you.
- no minwoo.
p.s. go minwoo sounds a lot nicer.
thank you for being mine. thank you for loving me. i know you're going to say not to thank you for those things, but especially with how i've been feeling lately... i feel like i need to. i know you arent very fond of aging, but alas... it's a part of life. even so, im very glad to have you as my old man. i hope you enjoy all of these random gifts, you know, becoming my fiancé on such short notice... but that adds to the spontanaeity of life, yeah? so... happy birthday, go junggi. since i caved and gave your other present too early.
i love you.
- no minwoo.
p.s. go minwoo sounds a lot nicer.