Personal Message

Taextra Tuan 1 day ago Reply

@Mark Kim But baby, I missed you. I thought of you today--- which shouldn't be much of a surprise because w ELL I always think about you. The thought of that sweet curl of your nimble fingers against the crook of my arm is what presses me through the day. The memory of your timid whines encase my heart in this--- this--- ugly sunburst burning that just melts me from the inside out. I scare myself sometimes when I realize just how... goddamn hung up I am over you. It's so easy, y'know? To spend my life waving the world off and compartmentalizing everyone in these neat little sections of SAFE and MANAGEABLE and you--- you for opting out of my proverbial rules. you for deciding to be d I f Fe RenT. For imprinting into my chest and seeping past the protection of my calcium-caged heart and ing staining it. you for showing me how empty and dull my life was before I came to look forward to our--- everything. Our quips. Our quirks. Our shared breaths. 

you for showing me how to love.

 

I'm quaking I'm shaking 

Note to self:,,, name on phone: TBA Wife ♡♡♡♡