Personal Message
 Out of Character 
Yes hello, I just wanted to let everyone know that my Jongdae is soft please be gentle. I'm just here for a good time, so is gonna be on the dl. I v much prefer detailed 1st, but I can do 3rd no problem, just let me know. I love angst and drama, so if you're down, i guarnatee i'm down. Okay that's all thanks.
kim jongdae
19 years old
single
   about me
 
When Jongdae was little, he always had a little stutter, but speech classes never really helped. It was something that he was always self conscious about, but he quickly learned how to deal with. The only problem, was that kids around him weren't as understanding. He was bullied a lot for his stutter, being mocked almost on a daily, which is why he avoids speaking as much as he can. However, this doens't keep him from being kind, gentle, and as welcoming to others as he can be, because he likes to think of it this way; he doesn't want others to feel the way that he felt growing up - alone, and different.

Jongdae also has breathing issues, and a heart disease. No, no, he's not dying, but it does make excitment hard. He has an inhaler, and exercising isn't a good idea. He runs out of breath quickly, and if he does any heavy lifting, or anything a little too over the top, his chest my tighten or he could even become ill. He's on a list for a new heart, just in case, but he's still as happy-go-lucky as ever.

He now is 19, a freshman in college studying archaeology and anthropology with a minor in photography. He's found a comfortable environment in photography club and the lgbt club. He himself is questioning on what his uality is, but he wants to be there for as many people as he can, no matter what they're going through, or how they're going through it.
   plots
Heart Beat | Friendship | M / F | ( 1/4 )
Jongdae has been sick recently, but that doesn't keep him from going out and taking photos. However, his health issues are usually a little more touchy before, during, and after his illnesses. Tonight wasn't any exception. As Jongdae is out taking some photos of the stars, the full moon being perfect for it, but it's also the perfect night for a jog, which is how the two of you meet. You hear sounds of the shutters, and decide to investigate. Being sneaky and stealthy, you creep your way up to him, but being too invested in the world around him, you scare the ever living hell out of him. His sensitive heart starts to shutter and he needs to rest, having forgotten his inhaler at home he simply lays down, taking deep breaths, holding tight to you for some sort of hold and comfort. Once the fit ends, he apologizes for his fit, but accepts your apology as well, and your offer to some coffee and cake. He definitely has nothing else to do, and he's more than happy to make a new friend, no matter how much they scare the bejesus out of him.
 
Shatter | IDK what genre?  | M / F | ( 1/2 )
Jongdae's childhood was filled with hurt and pain, and although he got passed it, you were the last person he ever expected to see. You don't really remember him, but he remembers you. You accidentally bump into him, and you apologize, but he remembers you, oh, he remembers you. He's not one to get angry, everyone knows that, so it comes to a shock to you and everyone else when you're put under a loud, unclear stuttery rant. Embarrassed of himself, he hurries off, and you, confused, decide to try and understand what that was all about. Jongdae does his best to avoid you, getting snippy whenever he feels cornered, but he has a soft side, everyone knows that. Just a matter of breaking through and calming him down.
 
Kindness | Drama, Angst, Friendship, more. | Seunghee | ( 1/1 )
*a little heavy. like i said i love drama and angst so- kinda like a side plot or smth idk*

You and Jongdae weren't exactly close, but you definitely weren't strangers. So when Jongdae disappeared for a few weeks without a word, you became a little worried. Jongdae lives alone, and you had been over a time or two for some studying, so you decide to try there first. Upon arrival, the door is opened by a sickly looking Jongdae. Now, he had a bit of an issue with his heart, not working the way it should. Jongdae has Cardiomegaly, which in short, is an enlarged heart, something that happened to him in the womb. He takes medication, but there are always days that aren't as good as others, and this is one. He was put on bed rest after his heart started to skip, and he started to become dizzy. Soon after, he got mono. The only problem, his family lives on the other side of the country, and he can't afford an in-house nurse to help take care of him. It's hard, and you know that, so you offer to stick around, taking care of him, his many fits, whining, and medical scares.

To Go | Friendship, adventure  | M / F | ( 0/1 )
Jongdae isn't one for risks. More or less, because he's afraid of hurting himself, overexerting himself, or simply ending up doing something he regrets. But he's been more bored than he could truly admit. He wants to do something. Anything, just to feel a little more alive. And you offer your services in giving him a week of adventure.

Open Door | Possible friendship, possible angst?, possible fluff  | M / F | ( 1/2 )
Jongdae doesn't know why you're all alone, but he wants to help. He found you huddled in a fairly dingy place, and he began to talk to you. Wanting to just get to know you and see if you had anywhere to go, and you didn't. With a heart like his, he just couldn't leave you here, so he offers you a place to stay. He isn't sure how long you need, or what you need, but if it helps, then he's happy to give even the shirt off of his back.

Trapped | Angst, Possible Drama  | M / F | ( 0/2 )
Jongdae is very kind to people, so it came to a shock to him when he came home to find what few valubles he had to be stolen. He decided to set up a few cameras here and there to see if maybe there was anything he could possibly catch. In doing so, the culprit decides to make another couple trips. Angry, Jongdae decides to set a little trap, decding to make it seem as though he was gone on vacation for a week, only to stay home, ready to capture the intruder. the only thing he didn't expect when he ended up running into the robber, was that he didn't expect it to be someone he knew. Another outcast like him. Maybe you just were having a rough go of things, but this didn't explain your behavior. Just what was he supposed to do?

Side By Side | Fluff, Friendship  | M / F | ( 0/4 )
Jongdae felt for you, after all, you were just like him. Soft, quiet, and alone. You two didn't say much, but he was happy to simply sit with you during your studies at the library, or whatever you have to do. He likes company, and you don't seem to mind it either.
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Taken by no one.
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   rp tracker
N/A | Sunyoung | Beach | Ongoing
Plot | Hyuk | Counselor's Office | Ongoing
Heart Beat | Ashley V | Walls | Ongoing
Shatter | Jeonghan | Hallway | Ongoing
Kindness | Seunghee | Walls | Ongoing
Open Door | Dongho | Walls | Ongoing
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