In times of trouble and insanity

I carry masks to disguise the pain

I carry secure

behind my eyes

 

I can never let out again

the misery I hide

to hell with my dignity

to hell with my pride

 

from this day forward

and for ever more

I will mount this mask

that will be my lore

 

No reaching out when I am weak

no solace will I seek

 

when you look for answers

when you say your prayers all you will see is masks

and no pain that I bare 

 

 

P.s: i do get meltdown. Mostly crying for no reason so need to extra take care of me huh?