to my love, hoseok. there are so many things I have to say. First, I want to thank you. For giving me the chance to love you, and for allowing me to indulge in my love. Thank you for listening to me when I ramble, and for understanding me when I’m down. Most importantly, thank you for making me smile and for loving me. Without you in my life, I don’t know what I’d do, but I’d be miserable doing it. Seokie, you are so important to me. You are my light. My love. My world. I’ve been missing you a lot lately, but I know I’ll be with you soon. I know you’re dealing with a lot, so I want to remind you that I’m here for you. I will take the weight off of your shoulders, distract you, do anything and everything to make you smile. You have the most beautiful smile, Seokie. I’m in love with it, just like I’m in love with you. I love your laugh, your energy, your jokes, your talent, your soul. I love how fast you can go from cute mode to daddy mode. I love how you take care of me. I love all of your affection, and your sweet words. I love everything about you, everything you do, all of it. You are, in my eyes, worth everything, and I’m so so happy to have you as mine. I love you so much.
You are my daydream. I think of you when we’re apart. My body yearns for your warmth, your touch. My soul and heart waits to be connected to yours. Your scent stays on my clothes and my heart feels full. I can’t be sad that you aren’t with me because you never leave my mind. Thinking about you so much, it makes me proud because it reminds me that I’m truly and only yours. In my daydream and my reality. “I never want to wake up from it.”
Together, we cause euphoria. We are full of bliss, ecstasy. The only pain I feel is from smiling so much. True happiness washes over me in constant waves when we’re together. My love for you will only grow from here. “When I’m with you I’m in utopia.”
This is my epiphany. After so long of yearning, waiting, hoping, I’ve realized none of it was wishful. To me, this is fate. You’re the one I should love in this world. So I love you. You’re the one who deserves my all so I’m giving it to you. And I know you’ll take care of it. You care for me so well. “I definitely love you so much.”