Personal Message
Description
kim younghoon
23
heteroflexible
model
no
younghoon was born into a rich family, who were as spoiling as they were strict. it was a weird balance, where he’d get everything he wanted at a snap- but he’d also get scolded if he made mistakes, be pushed to pursuing perfection. it made him diligent, sure- but it also created a layer of insecurity in his inside, where he never knew if he was deserving to have all the things he had at his very fingertips. but well, younghoon could see by his parents’ calculative eyes- the only thing he needs is to have a strong work-ethic and be able to forge confidence, those were the true keys to his dreams of being successful. despite that, he finds opportunities land at his feet even without an expression of interest- just like how he got modelling offers even at the age of 15. he found it interesting, so he decided to do it. he took small offers given by his parents friends here and there, as a child model. but once he became 18, he signed up with a major modeling agency due to his looks and having some experience- but also because of the large amount of connections his family had with the staffs and executives there. the newfound pressure from pursuing this as his way of perfect success, to fulfill that perfection expected of him on a major playing field.. while his appearance never shook or broke in front of the public eye, in the inside.. he completely broke down with the standards, with constant comparing- he loves what he does, but he paid the price of hating himself to get there. everytime he was alone and unoccupied, his mind just bounced off thoughts of how unworthy he is, of what he needs to do to become worthy— and it was just too stressful for him, so he decided to go and get some sort of distraction. at first he just went to clubs and drank, letting the loud noises overpower him as he did- but one day, he was approached by his colleagues to go out, who seemed to make a game out of hooking up with girls— so he was dragged into it, and well.. having someone shower compliments on him while they were getting all intimate was a perfect distraction. so it became more common, to the point that younghoon gets himself a new girl almost every night, because it takes his mind off of all those stressful thoughts. he’s even worse off than those colleagues at this point, but all of them and his other friends are like an echo chamber of yes men, and just compliment him on every hot girl he manages to bring home— all because for some of them, they really find it amazing - but others just don’t want to say anything and possibly upset a big upcoming star that already has a lot of money to his name, they find it easier to up to him. because of all of this reassurance, younghoon finds all of his actions normal and completely fine, and that’s just been nailed into his head by now. for what brings him to magnolia springs, well- for his 22nd birthday, he was gifted a mansion on the edge of the town, so he, of course, decided to move into it, and since then has been living there, even though he has to drive far out for work due to all of his schedules being in the city. imperial, well.. it’s just his way of getting acquainted with everyone here, as he can’t do it in real life most of the time- but of course, someone like him would never be against the idea of doing that while also being able to get himself into intimate situations.
younghoon’s very laid back and presents a confident image to a point where ihe may come off as narcissistic, but well- it helps him fall into it a little more too, to delude his true self into being confident. he’s flirty and bold when he wants to be, and generally doesn’t know when to stop or give up something- being persistent but to the point of stubborness. he’s also quite courageous. despite that there’s also a different side to him, one that he’s forced himself to bury behind this new self. one that’s quite gentle yet playful, who takes things to heart easily and listens well- who also has a bunch of insecurities that surround his head and make him feel completely.. useless.
younghoon’s ideal type is someone who is around 10cm shorter than himself, and he usually prefers people with very strong features or very soft ones, no in between. personality wise, he likes someone who falls in love easily, whether they express it fully from the start or not (like the difference between someone who’s openly affectionate and a tsundere). he also likes someone who’s somewhat playful and expresses their own opinion but still also listens very well to others.