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story of my normal life
Jaemin was born in your average family who was neither rich nor poor. Born as the only son in the family, it was quite expected to be spoiled by his parents but most of the time, he didn't really like to ask for things from his parents. He rather tried his best to get something and if he didn't succeed, then he will ask for his parents' help. Since child, he was taught to do the volunteer work by his parents since it was like a family tradition and fortunately, he likes to do those kind of works. He enjoyed making people happy and smile. he knew that some of them didn't have a happy life so he tried his best to make them happy or at least lessen the burden they carried. He always have a soft spot for dogs or animals in general. The volunteer works that he enjoyed doing it the most was rescuing the homeless pets especially puppies, He always wanted a dog as his pet but since his parents were not really fond of having a pet in their house, he never told them about his desire. When he was 9, he started to discover his love for music and arts. He started to learn how to draw and play a piano and proudly claimed that both of the activities were his hobbies till now. He didn't really think he has a good voice for singing so instead of singing, he would rather just played a song with his piano (keyboard) or hummed to the song. He didn't really excel in his studies but it was safe to say that he was average and could passed his exams. When he graduated from his high school, he decided to move out from his parents' house and lived alone in his small apartment while attending the university. he took a major in arts while a minor in music. He had a group of friends which somehow didn't fit him that much where they are more loud and troublemakers while he is more of an observant and quiet type but could be loud when he feels like it. He enjoyed being with his friends a lot and it gave him a postive aura when he was around them. Although his friends were troublemakers, they still have those good traits like loyal, kind and friendly. One thing that Jaemin didn't understand was that they always seem to be protective over him which somehow made him annoyed. He always heard from his friends about the dark web but never did it attracted his interest to search for it. However, little did he knew that sometimes his friends used his laptop to browse for the said web. So when Jaemin received a mysterious invitation from an unknown number, he literally freaked out and didn't clicked on the given link. He only get iNvolVEd with the dark web when he accidentally clicked the link due to his drunkness. when he woke up THE NEXT DAY with a headache and found a shop's site on his phone, he was rather confused. he scrolled through the page and somehow it did attracted him; making him to constantly visiting the shop's site but never did he purchase anything since he thought the site could be a place for him to find interesting things. He didn't know that his life would get interesting from just a simple mistake AND CURIOSITY.
In front and Behind the mask
Jaemin always be there for everyone especially his parents and friends. He will do his best to help them and never did HE asked for a reward but if he did received a reward, he will shows them the most warmest smile and said a sincere thank you. SO IT IS A NO WONDER PEOPLE WANT TO GET HIS HELP SOMETIMES. THEY JUST WANT TO SEE THAT HEART-WARMING SMILE THAT COULD ASSURE THEM THAT THEY ARE SAFE WITH HIM AND EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT. Since child, it is in his nature to never let people even his parents know that he is struggling to live. He literally will give up for his dream to see his friends or parents happy. To him, seeing people happy is making him somewhat happy and warm. He doesn't really want to but he did put on a happy and cheerful facade around people. He doesn't want people to worry about him. To be honest, he is not really that optimistic in his life JUST like how people think he is but he always tries to be one. He doesn't really have a specific dream to begin with but he did want to be someone who can inspired people to become a better person. He could be childish or annoying sometimes when he switched into his bothering-people mode. He is ALSO a great listener and usually people did went to him to share some problems with him. BEHIND HIS MASK, YOU COULD FOUND AN INSECURE AND PESISTIMISTIC PERSON WHO ONLY TRYING HIS BEST TO GET THROUGH THE LIFE. HE DOESN'T REALLY HAVE ENOUGH MOTIVATION TO KEEP ON LIVING BUT HE MANAGED TO SOMEHOW GIVE PEOPLE THE MOTIVATION OR INSPIRATION TO KEEP ON LIVING WHICH HE DIDN'T GET TO. PEOPLE ALWAYS COME TO HIM FOR SUPPORT SO WOULD YOU WONDER WHO IS HIS SUPPORT? WELL HE DIDN'T REALLY HAVE ANYONE TO DEPEND ON OR LETTING ALL OF HIS WORRIES OUT. INSTEAD, HE LET THEM OUT THROUGH HIS DRAWING AND PLAYING PIANO. HE DID HAVE A sketch BOOK FILLED WITH drawings of SUICIDAL THOUGHTS BUT NEVER SHOWED IT TO ANYONE. HE KNOWS HE IS LUCKY TO HAVE A LOVING PARENTS AND GOOD FRIENDS WHILE HE GET AN OKAY GRADE IN HIS STUDIES BUT WHY DID HE FELT EMPTY?
do i really deserve to found love
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ooc's corner
hello there! yes you! nice to meet you~ you can call me xin or potato lol. anyway, my timezone is gmt+8 but i can be here most of the time. however, i'm a third year uni student so i tend to be busy. i apologize first if i reply kinda late to you. my style of writing is mostly para or semi-para and oh also mirror sometimes. my preferred pov is both 1st and 3rd. usually the speed of my replies depends on my load of assignments and my mood at that moment. if i ever forget to reply to you, please do poke me. oh right. i prefer to plot more than winging it but i can wing it if you want to. just a warning that i might not get any good idea for winging plot. usually for plots, i didn't really have a very good idea but i will try my best to come up with one. oh sometimes you see me always online well that's because i didn't really log off from rpr aha. btw lets be friends~ i don't really bite as long as you are not a food lol jk