Personal Message
shin yoonjo
d december 14, 1992 165 cm blood type ab 45 kg d
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Inside a mirror, the warped love .
Dissolving into my unconsciousness
it makes the paralyzed me into a decoration, eating away my sense of right and wrong.
An eternity of your smile and my tears,
in this maze where I can`t escape from, is it my destiny?
Please take me out here !
Shut in this suffocating world, you confine me in the doll house!
Please take me out here!
My glazed eyes are sorrowful but they won`t shed tears.Acting out my words, my dark feelings, saturating in pain they burst,
Dissolving into my unconsciousness
it makes the paralyzed me into a decoration, eating away my sense of right and wrong.
An eternity of your smile and my tears,
in this maze where I can`t escape from, is it my destiny?
Please take me out here !
Shut in this suffocating world, you confine me in the doll house!
Please take me out here!
My glazed eyes are sorrowful but they won`t shed tears.Acting out my words, my dark feelings, saturating in pain they burst,
staining the paralyzed me, making me numb by corruption.
Your fingers touching my skin, in this boundless stage,
am I in a desperate situation?
Dollhouse – Kanonxkanon
Captured in her own imagination.
Shin Yoonjo life hasn`t been easy. It started when her parents had money problems, and forced the girl to participate in to train up her dancing and singing skills, participate in auditions, in hope to become a trainee for a huge entertainment. Deplorably didn`t it turned out that way. “ You aren`t good enough” they said. And after each failure, the more her parents pushed her. Out of her limits. With so much influence by what her parents told her and so much pain through this years, became this girl tired of the stress. Her bright smile slowly faded away. The sunshine was no more. However, in such a façade she has, can no one tell what kind of misery she had suffered. It was alike nothing had happened. Through the years, Yoonjo started to forget things. And suddenly she just ended up being alone. They never found out the reason for her parents death, but her memories suffered the sickness amnesia. People thinks she is crazy. But this girl don`t mind, her life is lived in her little world of happiness and rainbows.
However, there was one place she liked to stay. A bookstore it is. She loves to read books. About trolls, dragons, the endless cute love between a prince and a princess. Such love she desired so badly. A life with romance, love, adventures and to live happily ever after. Yes she wanted to find the prince. Yoonjo just wished that she could run away into her little worriless world, and stay there forever.
Dire perfection.
Even if Yoonjo is in reality not only a bubbly and bright girl. This miss was also a twisted minded, coldhearted sadistic creation. Everything from that side was built deep inside her, behind that kindhearted façade. She has also always been a perfectionist. She has to have it clean around her; everything has to be in symmetry. Her eagers to find a way to find this perfection, is to live that life like in the fairytales. No matter what, she wants to be perfect.
Shin Yoonjo life hasn`t been easy. It started when her parents had money problems, and forced the girl to participate in to train up her dancing and singing skills, participate in auditions, in hope to become a trainee for a huge entertainment. Deplorably didn`t it turned out that way. “ You aren`t good enough” they said. And after each failure, the more her parents pushed her. Out of her limits. With so much influence by what her parents told her and so much pain through this years, became this girl tired of the stress. Her bright smile slowly faded away. The sunshine was no more. However, in such a façade she has, can no one tell what kind of misery she had suffered. It was alike nothing had happened. Through the years, Yoonjo started to forget things. And suddenly she just ended up being alone. They never found out the reason for her parents death, but her memories suffered the sickness amnesia. People thinks she is crazy. But this girl don`t mind, her life is lived in her little world of happiness and rainbows.
However, there was one place she liked to stay. A bookstore it is. She loves to read books. About trolls, dragons, the endless cute love between a prince and a princess. Such love she desired so badly. A life with romance, love, adventures and to live happily ever after. Yes she wanted to find the prince. Yoonjo just wished that she could run away into her little worriless world, and stay there forever.
Dire perfection.
Even if Yoonjo is in reality not only a bubbly and bright girl. This miss was also a twisted minded, coldhearted sadistic creation. Everything from that side was built deep inside her, behind that kindhearted façade. She has also always been a perfectionist. She has to have it clean around her; everything has to be in symmetry. Her eagers to find a way to find this perfection, is to live that life like in the fairytales. No matter what, she wants to be perfect.
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「 paper cut 」
(♚)
Fly little bird, fly
「 paper cut 」
(♚)
Fly little bird, fly
L.joe . none . none . none . none
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Tuesday:08.30am-3.30pm 6pm – 7.30pm – 12.30pm
Wednesday: 08.30 – 12.30 7.30pm – 12.30pm
Thursday: 10pm – 12 pm/12.30 pm (depends on how sleepy I am)
Friday: 08.30am-3.30pm 7pm – 4am(maybe longer)
Saturday: 7pm – 4am(maybe longer)
Sunday: 7pm - 12 pm/12.30 pm
Well this times are regulated after my timezone. Timezone: (GMT+1)
And sometimes there will be exceptions, since there are times I have plans with my friends or family, or just that I am sleepy or just tired.
WARNING: If you ever experience that I don`t answer for a long time, it might be that I have fell asleep xD
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