uwuwuwuwu peekaboo baby uwuwuwuwu

 

idk how long it took you to realise you had to swipe left but if you managed to read this now, that means you did it anyway so good job baby uwu

 

heh sounds familiar? i quote myself: "if you managed to find this section, good job, you knew you you had to swipe left to get here" hfkjshjghfdg

 

i'm not sure if i should crack first or go 'head and start with my letter but i think you'd be really entertained with my crack so ig that's what i'd do first lmaofshfkjfhg

 

first of all, if you've noticed :o i increased font size (to 9px) instead of 8 for you ahahfshkjfdhg mhmmm who's the blind bat huh baby uwu 

 

and i believe these were the colours you used in your very first message on my wall? pink box with navy blue font colour -- mine looks a little faded bc i decided to add an opacity effect bc i think this looks nicer that way but if it's not then i could take off the effect for you too uwu

 

also the 3 pics by the side of this textbox was what i wanted to gift you randomly thus asked you to play connect4 with me but since we never had the time to do so, i figured i could just include them in this really smol present heh

 

ded i'm speaking a lot i think but also if you thought this was going to be a proposal from me to you,,, i'm sorry baby you're going to have to wait longer jfhskjfh if anything, i'm unofficially your husband + i know you'd tell me to elope but i really want to do things properly so patience pls baby :< i love you mani mani mani 

 

~ now nyoom zoom to the letter ~

 

hi baby uwu

happy 2 months uwu ded it really feels like i've been with you for longer than 2 months but i always want more with you anyway so ig what is time ghskfdjhg forcefully aligns time to my (our) favour so i can see my baby right now bc i miss so much hhhh you'd think sending you daily soff messages would result in me not being able to find anything to say in this letter -- you're not wrong bc i'm p sure this is going to be repetitive hshdhksjfhg

 

i don't think i could ever get used to the amount of affection you shower me in bc it's still foreign to me but that doesn't mean i don't appreciate it; i appreciate it a whole lot. and although i get shy sometimes i'm hhh i love affection with you baby. my heart is always filled over the brims with loveu for you. i'm a lot softer with you around and i'd like to think i've gotten a lot better with just life in general lmao :"d like,,,,

[exhibit a: better sleeping habits]

[exhibit b: eating a little bit better]

[exhibit c: idk if this counts actually but i thought about it so ― being more human bc i'm more in touch with my emotions now] 

i never want you to think that i do not appreciate everything that you've done for me thus far; for every second of every day, i am always grateful to have you in my life and heart. (ugh! uwu ahafkhsdfg)

 

my mind,,, is coming to a blank bc i got distracted thinking of you hjsdfhg there are only so many words in the dictionary to express how much i love you (das why we come up with acronyms mhmm fjshk); baby baby do you remember? i love you more than words could describe, numbers could count, and ever growing technology could discover; with my very dead brain: you're my lucky charm and i've been blessed to have you. just as how i am your sun and stars, you are my moon,,, and gravity kjhsfjg need you in order to function ykno,,, hhh my brain is big ??? but uwu if you're my fairylight and i'm the wordings that accompany it, that means we make a good pair uwu i really really love how we seem to fit each other well, and i think as i spend more time with you, i also shape into someone else bc i hold bits of you with me now? tis not the same as before when i was solo. thanku for white piece of paper uwu you're my entire world. the bestest. i wouldn't want things to happen any other way, i'm really contented with what i have with you now -- sike i want more, with you i always want more kjfhsjg but uwu i'm still very happy, you keep me grounded. like i've said, you're my pillar and you help me so much, i need you by my side baby, i love you a whole lot. 

 

imma stop myself here before this turns into a proposal speech jfhskjfhg i've not planned through it yet, tis too impromptu i would want to be ready first sfhkjghfg. i didn't have the time to make anything else so this letter will have to do for our 2 monthsary (? what do you call it) but anyway, i still love you so so so much, i miss you endlessly, and you're always on my mind and in my heart. 

 

uwu hwsiwysmimyawl yam yaml uwu

ysmh and i want you to keep it for you make me the happiest man (bicc boi) (i'm your baby) heh. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ 7 hearts for you but i could give you more than 7, i love you more than that. also i found cute kaomojis that represents me to you so imma include 'em:

 

♡´･ᴗ･`♡              (｡’▽’｡)♡        ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡     

(/∇＼*)｡o○♡            (>'o')> ♥ <('o'<)

 

1: happy \ 2: giving you hearteu \ 3: winky
\ 4: shy \ 5: giving you cuddles + loveu

 

heh that's all for now baby uwu i love you so so much my heart is invested in you !! 

 

xx ugh always;

your witol, your baby, your boyfriend, your (unofficial official) husband, yours always x

 

to: my one and only favourite special bean in the whole wide world, 

aka my witsmol, my best baby uwu 

 

    hi baby uwu are you surprised? tis actually hard for me to surprise you i think bc i talk to you so much, i ask questions that makes you go: what cryptic is this??? ahahfhsfjgh

    i know you might be confused bc this is too early for 3rd monthsary message but this isn't for 14+/15- don't worry baby i will never forget that date, this one is different. ykno how i'm suddenly trying to backread all our chats,,, twas bc i was checking my sched and i realised the dates,,, time nyooms really fast although sometimes it doesn't feel that way. so before you get busy and have to drop rpr, i wanted to drop as many presents for you uwu 

` on another note tho, i'm not saying i'll stop writing long messages for you; it's just that i can't gift you things like this anymore bc what is a layout in kkt gjhkdfsjg 

    i'm not done backreading everything tbh and will prolly take awhile before i'm done bc i'm literally going through everything day by day and we do talk a lot lmao uwu i did manage to backread 4th feb '19 and ngaw twas cny eve? i believe that was when i've finally embraced the soff and that was when all the soff started? after that whole episode of me stressing over my confusion and feelings,,, hi yes i'm very oblivious and need lots of time hhh hsdfkjg

+ my saturdays are a lot happier with you, hence i chose this date heh waking up and seeing you first thing in the morning is one of the best feelings in the world uwuwuwu

 

it's been quite a journey with you; both highs and lows; looking back and seeing our growth makes me feel really soff and warm and fuzzy inside? it's something i've never experienced before and i've been through a lot so,,, mhmmm baby you're special, only you bring out all these emotions (and actions? antics?) i never expected i had ahahdjsfhg

ngl, idk what to write here, but: i'd like to continue growing with you, by your side. i just want you hhh i've never had this strong want for anyone and i hold you very very dearly in my heart. i always want to protect you and take care of you, doing things for you is so satisfying and i get so happy whenever i could help you, my mood is instantly lifted whenever i'm around you and when you're happy, so am i. i love all that i've shared with you thus far; tears and laughter; and with you, i always want more. my love for you grows each day and there was never a day since i realised my feelings for you where i went without thinking of you. you occupy even the deepest darkest corners of my mind; i'm also very surprised still at how alike our minds are. it's been close to 3 months but i still can't find the words descriptor to explain how my heart beats so fast for you and how you're able to render me speechless so easily. i also can't put in words how whipped i am for you but hopefully you could see through our daily interactions bc i'm honestly not hiding anymore, my love for you is out there for all to see jghsdfkjhg

 

idk what this letter turned into but another hidden thing uwu swipe up the bottom left corner of this letter / envelope and there should be more words there. heh, i wuv you baby, always will, till the end of time.

 

from: bicc boi okno ahahkjfshg your adult baby, your witol, your pillow, your blanket, your alarm clock; list goes on but to sum it up, yours.

 

hwsiwysmimyawl, yam always, yaml only you; nobody else could hold a candle to you -- no chance for anyone else, my eyes are on you and you only uwu

i love you so much, from planet whee and back and many more round trips heh ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡  

hi baby this is surprise (?) pt 2. 

 

so two days ago on wed while you were busy at night, i got bored after finishing all my work and went to google stuff. all the cryptic, tis actually bc i figured since i have the time then, why not start doing something for witsmol since i was missing you as well hkjsghkjd 

 

were you wondering what i was googling uwu twas rings i think it was obvious bc i literally asked you if you've ever looked at rings lmaoskjhfkg this isn't your proposal,,, but this is a mini uh ring + promises moment; i did my research uwu and found out that there's a ring called Claddagh Ring which represents love, loyalty, and friendship -- past 2 days have been fun backreading how much of a big meme we were (mostly me) and i'm actually very traumatised of the famzone and friendzone that i put myself through jhskfhg put that fear aside tho, i really do see you as a bestfriend too + i mean,, we did start from friends (??? vat were we) and i'm the kind who needs both someone who i can be highly affectionate and intimate with yet confide my troubles and freely speak of my musings so that's a lover & bestfriend; kinda like a 2-in-1 but honestly you're so much to me too, you're my everything to put it simply.

 

i'm not going to talk too much bc what else could i say during the big day y'kno hsdfsdf so;

 

it's said that this is actually a celtic wedding band (ig you could really say we're unofficially wedded too sdhgf) but i took the meaning of it quite literally; so the hands represent friendship, the heart represents love, and the crown represents loyalty. with my two hands, i give you my heart and crown it with my love uwu this is a promise that no matter what, even with all the arguments we might encounter in the future, even when we get busier; i promise to always be by your side, to keep you happy and safe and warm (in my arms), i promise i'll love you and only you always. 

 

 

mmm the pic is kinda small so zoom in jhksdfhg i took awhile choosing one; could you tell why i chose that ring tho uwu i'd also show you the 3(?) other options i had if you'd like. anyway, that was short bc i don't wanna say too much but also,, tho that was short, i meant every word i've said; just as how i've told you i mean all of my "i love you"s

idk if you've noticed but i'm not a huge fan of saying "forever" but with my promises, i'm telling you i'm here to stay and that you have my word for it. i'd go through all eternities with you and you only. i love you so much baby uwu