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— schizophrenia
— ptsd from witnessing ( read: committing ) murder
— body dysmorphic disorder
— heterochromia iridum
— self-harm disorder
— satyriasis

— Has a large bite scar on his side from a dog bite
— cynophobia ( fear of dogs )
— claustrophile ( a love for small spaces )
— Monophobia ( Fear of being alone )

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I'm not really sure where to begin with this.. you know i've always been one to say way too much than needed, but here it goes.

I.. hated you so much when we met and I'm pretty sure you weren't fond of me either; i wanted to rip your throat out every time i even saw you- it was a nightmare. you brought out some of the worst parts of me, it was ridiculous.

but.. one night, i found myself in your bed when we became roommates and you didn't kick me out, despite hating the idea. for some reason, that night- i couldn't help but look at you and see my entire world in your eyes. we still fight, good god do we but we always find a way to fix whatever damage is done. hopefully, we always do.

I love you with my entire heart, every fiber of my being, changbin, and i always will.. just like i promised.

you're my kitten; my stubborn baby boy.

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