Personal Message
Description
It all started when her parents had to move her to another school, with her father getting a promotion, she had to attend the best school available. and her brother was training so it would be better for them to move houses and be closer to him. but all of that meant one thing to her, which was how she had to start from zero with everyong.
her parents told her it'll be okay since she's a charming person, but if they only knew what life had planned for her. since the first day nothing went well for her, her classmates cared less about her, then it all started with simple name calling and teasing about her dorky looks, then it turned to bumping shoulders and tripping her in hallways. and just when she thought it would get better her brother debuted, and his group gained fame in no time. somehow her identity as his sister was leaked and school life only got harder.
crazy classmates who were supposedly her brother's fans cursed at her, insulted her with a smile on their faces, words like "why did oppa have to be born with a sister like you" and "you better not show your face in front of oppa you'll only make him look bad" were casually thrown her way.
One thing led to another and life was just unbearable for her, and with her brother and dad never around, she just couldn't take it anymore. so one cloudlyday she decided to do it. she just had no reason to live anymore so why not end it all there. she had a perfect plan, and went with it until cut after the other was made, razor cutting through her skin as blood colored her clothes and her life.
and it was that moment where she felt relief, after all those years she finally felt like she could let everything go and just cry. it was all going according to her plan, she was a strand away from just silently disappearing, excpet she didn't.
her mother happened to find her lifeless body on the floor, the color being away from her face as she drowned in her own blood, and if it wasn't for her fast thinking joy would never be here.
that same day, both of them agreed in the hospital to never mention this to anyone, not even the other family members. and it was this day joy became truly joy.
Fashion, watching movies, listening to music, clubbing, going to parties, drinking, socilising and making new friends, reading books, and travelling..
hypocrits, people who talk behind my back, people who try to stick their nose into everything, being forced to do stuff I don't want to do, being left out.
drawing, dancing, taking care of her pet and volunteering.
father: a politician, used to be a very caring and loving father until he got a promotion and work took all of his time, makng him unable to even have a regulalr conversation with joy. mother: owns a bakery, really close to joy, epsecially after her suicide attempt, even though she tries to pretend that it never happend.
Brother: he's older than joy and currently promoting as an active idol in a well known group under a big company. loves joy and sends her money to spend a lot.
overall friendly, can be really moody depending on the day she's in, but she tries to stay away from people when she's down or not feeling well. doesn't trust anyone and would never risk people finding out her past and going back to bullying her again. doesn't tell people her family's occupation, except for her mother's and would rather say that they're all just normal people. can lie in your face with a smile gracing her expressions.
drawing, painting, cooking especially deserts and cookies, lying.
