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"I knew from the
first time, I'd stay
for a long time,
'cause..." 
"I like me better
i like me better
when i'm with
you." 
 
 
            
            

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10.17.19
An open letter to my namjachingu.
Donghae jagiya. I initially wanted October 18 to be our official Anniversary Date because I like the number 18 but I can't help it anymore. After reading your message for me on your profile, my world just stopped for a minute or two and I shed a few tears - feeling touched and overjoyed.

Disclaimer: I am not being cheesy, just wanting to appreciate and thank you for your whole existence.

Disclaimer, part 2: Okno, kidding. I am going to be cheesy and you have to deal with it. I will be showering you with love and hugs and kisses every day, every night, 24/7.

First. Thank you for granting my wish. At first, I viewed you as an older brother. I'm 30 years old and most of the folks here are youngsters and I wanted to have someone to call 'oppa'. Thank you because you viewed me as a sister and let me call you 'oppa'. Also, let's admit it. We instantly clicked - exchanging long replies in the Chat Room and our Walls on the night you first came here. I tried to deny the possibilities, I didn't want to assume and I'm just happy that you were brave enough to confess your feelings and pursue me.

Second. Thank you for coming back for me. I woke up to the news that you left. Honestly, I didn't know what to feel, I was partly sad but what can I do? After all, I'm used to people coming and leaving my life - so used to that I got tired of asking why. And then you added me as a friend and PMed me. Those long exchange of messages, which I need to reply to (I'll try to get to it this weekend) comforted me at the time I needed someone to listen and understand how much in pain I was. And then you came back here, for me. Since then, I find myself walking back to the land of the living after being stuck deep six feet under. You make my mornings exciting, because I know there will be replies waiting for me. You make me want to finish my work early so I could go home and respond to your replies. You make my evening relaxing and I don't mind having sleepless nights because I'm able to spend with you the time I was supposed to be sleeping. There was never a dull, awkward or uncomfortable moment with you. It all feels natural, be it on walls, rooms and pms.

Third. Thank you for making me feel special. Thank you for being a man whose not only good with words but actually does and own them up. Thank you for listening to me whenever I would rant about something that upsets me. Thank you for comforting me about he who must not be named. Thank you for always being there for me just like what you said. Thank you for spamming my walls with your cute and handsome GIFs and boyfriend material photos. Thank you for your random questions, your pick-up lines, your words that makes my heart flutter.

You have my 100% trust now. I am willing to take risks for you, for us. I am yours and you are mine. ❤


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Jessica Jung - Lee ♡ 30, SoKor. Lee Donghae's Jagi (101719) & Wifey. (111719)
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19 October 2019

JSY: He doesnt like the ropes...

LDH: What ropes are we talking about?

MGY: theonesshelikestoseeyouinoryoutyingherwith

JSY: Excuse me, I'm doing the tying part

LDH: what if I wanted to do the tying part?

JSY: Are you being stubborn right now

LDH: I'm not I was just saying what if I wanted to do the tying part? You never ask~~

JSY: I do the tying part, period.

LDH: the fact that I can't even be considered to do the tying part makes my kokoro break

JSY: Wyd. Why are you breaking my tsun mode. u n u

LDH: because you're mine so I'm allowed o n o

JSY: I- I am weak for you u n u

​​​22 October 2019

park chanyeol. 2 hours ago Reply

akddjsj forget jung mansion its haesica mansion now hoes #thebestship #betterthanallurships #whenwillurparentsever #thatlastonewasajoke

jennie kim. 2 minutes ago Reply

Haesica is the only couple I know who are couple goals

31 October 2019

park chanyeol. 1 day ago Reply

jess i m serious ??

jessica jung. 1 day ago Reply 

Was there a time you were serious

park chanyeol. 1 day ago Reply

jess y r u questioning me dkdk

park chanyeol. 1 day ago Reply

ok dont answer that

jessica jung. 1 day ago Reply 

I havent seen you serious

park chanyeol. 1 day ago Reply

i havent seen myself being serious too

park chanyeol. 1 day ago Reply

looks off into the distance

maybe one day

02 November 2019

choi san. 6 minutes ago Reply

but do not worry, jessica noona is also my fav <3

jung jaehyun. 25 seconds ago Reply

but jessica of course you are special

jung jaehyun. 9 seconds ago Reply

tbh you're one of the few people I can talk and be myself freely

lee donghae. 2 minutes ago Reply

@jessica jung. Oh um I do like it but I also like dominate too~

lee donghae. 4 minutes ago Reply

@jessica jung. I like to be in control sometimes not always but sometimes~♡

​​​​04 November 2019

"I'm still with you because I love you. I agree you're a handful, you overthink, you're insecure sometimes, you sometimes piss me, but at the end of the day I love you. I like it when we fight because I learn something new about what you don't like, not saying that I want us to keep fighting. I love being with you and sure it takes effort to be with you because of your different moods. I don't care I'll put in that effort to make this work. No one ever said our relationship would be unicorns and rainbows, did they? I don't know of a relationship that is honestly and if it is then there's something not right there."

05 November 2019

jennie kim.5:37:09 AMReply

(づ￣ ³￣)づ in my eyes, this is officially haesica's emoji

06 November 2019

kim taehyung.7:30:01 AMReply

cool and pretty noona ouo

08 November 2019

hong jisoo.8:48:01 PMReply

jessica jung.7:47:41 AMReply

Make it 100/10

Signed, sealed and notarized!

10 November 2019

lee donghae. Nov 10, 2019 9:54:56 Reply History 

/Comes up behind you, wrapping my arms around you/ Jagi? /Pulls something out my pocket, a little small velvet box, placing it in your hand/ This isn't the most romantic way of doing it and I know you wanted something where others could join in.

jessica jung. Nov 10, 2019 9:57:30 Reply History 

//stops when you wrapped your arms around me, looking at the small velvet box you placed in my hand. Looks at you then in surprise.// Jagi?

lee donghae. Nov 10, 2019 10:00:28 Reply History 

/Rests my chin on your shoulder as I keep my arms wrapped around you/ Open it jagi ~ What do you think it is? /Looking at your face quietly while holding you close to me, a small smile on my face/

https://i.imgur.com/H1FIhIH.jpg

jessica jung. Nov 10, 2019 10:07:27 Reply History 

//I looked back at the velvet box, blinking as I feel the tears in my eyes. With slightly shaking hands, I opened it and sees the ring, a smile forming on my lips as tears starts rolling down on my cheeks. Turning to look at you, I pulled you in for a loving kiss.// Yes.

lee donghae. Nov 10, 2019 10:14:21 Reply History 

/Looking at your reaction quietly, almost chuckling when you begin to tear up having expected it, smiling once you open the box feeling nervous only to return the kiss with a loving kiss of my own, wrapping my arms around your waist while pulling back, placing a peck on your lips/ Yes? I haven't asked yet jagi ~ /Lets out a small chuckle as I cup your cheeks, wiping your tears with my thumbs/ I love you so so much Jagi it's hard to even find words to explain how much I love you and adore you. You're my best friend and my lover and no one could ever know me better than you. I had this whole speech prepared but now it just sort of left my mind. /Lets out a small sheepish chuckle, my eyes tearing up a bit/ But is that I love you so much and I want to have a future with you, I want us to have a home, I want us to one day have little us running around or waking up in the morning, I was us to grow old together. I can't picture my future with out. So would you make me the happiest man in the world by marrying me?

jessica jung. Nov 10, 2019 10:19:57 Reply History 

//chuckles softly as I wiped away my tears.// I know you haven't asked yet but yes, that's my answer without a doubt, it will always be my answer in a heartbeat. :')

//listens to you then, my eyes red from tearing up tears of joy. I sniffed and nodded my head.//

I will, jagi. :') I will marry you. ❤

//pulls you for a hug, I am a crying mess now as I buried my face on your chest.//

I love you so much words can never explain. ❤

lee donghae. Nov 10, 2019 10:22:41 Reply History 

/Lets out a sigh of relief as I also pull in for a hug, wrapping my arms around you/

You have no idea how nervous I was for a second.

/Chuckles a bit while rubbing your back soothingly/

If you keep crying I might start crying too jagi...I can't believe we're engaged...

/Still in a bit of disbelief as I hold you close to me/

jessica jung. Nov 10, 2019 10:29:01 Reply History 

//cries in your chest as I listen to you.// Why would you be nervous. :') You know I'd always say yes to forever with you with or without a ring, jagi. :') //sniffs and finally looks up to you.// I can't wait for that day wherein I don't have to sleep on a different bed, that I don't have to wait for tomorrow just to see you. I am excited to see little us running and playing around our very own dream house. :')

lee donghae. Nov 10, 2019 10:32:24 Reply History 

/Lets out a small sheepish chuckle as I crook my head to the side/ I'm not exactly sure I just was afraid you would say it was too soon or something or maybe you didn't want me to propose in this way? /Smiles once you look at me/ I'm already excited about having mini us, is that bad? I'm excited and can't wait for the day when I officially get to call you mine you're mine now but married is a new level of saying mine. /Leans down to place a kiss on your lips/ I love you so so much really ~ /Takes the velvet box, taking the ring out/ Let me put it on you ~

jessica jung. Nov 10, 2019 10:57:26 Reply History 

//chuckles as I peck your lips.// Would that matter? I mean, the question does but anything else don't. :') Hahaha, are we going to make babies as soon as we get married, jagi? :') //thinks about your words and I sighed happily.// Right. It is a different level of saying I'm yours and you're mine already. ❤ //kisses back.// You know I love you too! Oh- Hahaha. I just realized, but yes please. uwu

lee donghae. Nov 10, 2019 11:06:43 Reply History 

/Smiles as I peck your lips back lovingly/ You mean it? I don't know I just thought you wanted something bigger? With more people involved? /Lets out an small chuckle as I nod/ Yeah we can start making babies as we get married, I can assure you, jagi ~ /A happy smile comes onto my face as I nod/ It honestly is it makes me so happy thinking about it, you'll be mine officially ~ ❤ Of course I do, jagi /Pecks your nose before chuckling as I take a hold of your hand gently and slipping the ring on your finger/

jessica jung. Nov 12, 2019 21:06:20 Reply History 

//smiles, my eyes can't help but stay glued on the ring.// I know I've said I want something bigger or something with more people involved. But after everything that happened in the Chat Room, I've changed my mind. Anything is fine, anything is great as long as it came from you. :') //hits your arm playfully.// YAH! >/////< okyes I want to have a baby too //smiles lovingly at you then.// You know with or without a ring, I'm still yours jagi. I'm forever yours, ok. //chuckles as you peck my nose, watching as you slip the ring on my finger.// Jagi... It looks beautiful. :')

lee donghae. Nov 13, 2019 4:56:54 Reply History 

/Smiles as I notice your eyes on the ring happy that you like it/ I wanted to get others involved but I only really felt comfortable with Jennie after what happened and they made me feel like they weren't okay with our relationship because I didn't talk much. You're so sweet, jagi, I love you ~ /Chuckles as you hit my arm, rubbing it/ Jagi! I know you do, jagi, our baby will be so cute won't they? /leans down to place a kiss on your lips/ I know jagi you'll always be mine forever and ever even without the ring but the ring makes it more official, don't you think? /Once I'm done slipping the ring on your finger I look at you with a smile/ Jagi, did you like the ring? I haven't asked I forgot ~~

jessica jung. Nov 13, 2019 6:08:52 Reply History 

I know, that's what I felt too and I didn't want them to ruin whatever you have prepared or make fun of your proposal so I'm happy and contented, ok? //pecks your cheek.// I'm only this sweet to you and I love you too, jagi. uwu Of course they will be cause we are handsome and beautiful ok ❤ //kisses back.// I know. It's a symbol of our love. ❤ Like?? No! I love it! And I love you. (づ￣ ³￣)づ

lee donghae. Nov 13, 2019 6:23:52 Reply History 

Honestly I felt the same way that you do about this like they would of made some type of comment or tried to make fun of it so I'm happy we did it this way. /Pecks your lips in return/ You better be sweet to me only your sweetness should only be for me, jagi and I know you do, jagi ~ I get all happy thinking about what out kids might look like but like I've said before I'm sure they'll come out beautiful or handsome ❤ /Holds you close to me as I look at you/ It really is, jagi, it's a symbol of my love to you, jagi ~ You loved it? I'm glad I thought you might of wanted something else than this (づ￣ ³￣)づ I love you too!

park chanyeol.12:22:57 PMReply

um

i dk yet but i’ll definitely try jess wouldnt miss it for the world u guys

kim taehyung. ʲˢᵉᵖʰ11:07:45 PMReply

ships haesica in secret

kim taehyung. ʲˢᵉᵖʰ 49 seconds ago Reply

I would like to be the godfather of the firstborn

kang haneul.11:29:50 PMReply

Jessica, has for my wedding present I would like to present you with a brand new Rolls-Royce Dawn in pink, along with Breville Nespresso Creatista Plus, as for Donghae Alexander McQueen's Brogue-Style Derby Shoes

kim taehyung. ʲˢᵉᵖʰ11:32:18 PMReply

don't be lonely, in reality haesica is the only true couple here

11 November 2019

kang haneul.7:12:34 AMReply

I will miss you jessica, you are truly a good friend

lili reinhart. 6 hours ago Reply

() never knew suga was sica's alt and wow they are two very different ppl lmao

lili reinhart. 5 hours ago Reply

() im still not over jessica's alt is suga

shim changmin. 5 hours ago Reply

jessica: soff all around, uwu, makes people happy

suga: no.

12 November 2019

park seonghwa. 1 minute ago Reply

That invitation was so well put together I almost cries

park jihyo. 1 minute ago Reply

congrats jessica!!

park seonghwa. 2 minutes ago Reply

Btw congrats Jessica my favorite ship of all time is finally getting married like I dreamed of

lili reinhart. 2 minutes ago Reply

sica and hae doing so wonderful thus far, im happy for them hsgshdb

17 November 2019

matthew kim. 15 seconds ago Reply

in case I couldnt make it

congrats on the wedding, donghae hyung and jessica noona

cant wait to see the mini you running around

hwang yeji.8:55:12 PMReply

well i wont be able to attend but i wish nothing but happiness for the married couple uwu

#GiftsForJessica

20 October 2019

Moodboards by Josh; it's so beautiful I'm crying rn.

25 October 2019

Moodboards by Taeyeon; thank you so much Taey!

03 November 2019

From Lisa babes - https://vimeo.com/370655252

First Gift received from Donghae jagi. u w u

#RandomNotesIShouldNeverForget

17 October 2019 - HaeSica Anniversary

17 November 2019 - HaeSica Wedding Anniversary

Names of Future Babies with Donghae jagi:

  • Liam Jung Lee
  • Danielle Jung Lee
  • Nathan Jung Lee
  • Sophia Jung Lee

https://66.media.tumblr.com/c9d159e16556957a6ae8585eb6b9e619/0101342b87cf7985-1a/s1280x1920/a940a1f717647df48e50cfd5dfa76bacc82d20f2.jpg

17 November 2019 //goes to place a kiss on your lips.// Happy First Monthsary, Donghae jagi! ❤ Time flies so fast I can't believe a month has passed already since we got together as a couple. It was a roller coaster ride- we both shared so many memories together and I'm looking forward to more! The smiles, the laughs, the fights, the tears, everything- I would choose all of these over and over again as long as I get to experience them all with you and only you.

Thank you for being a friend, a brother, a lover and soon to be husband. Thank you for being that 'someone' who cheered me up when I was down and that 'someone' who loved me so much when I couldn't even love myself. Thank you for staying just like you promised and thank you for catching me when I fell on you. I am not easy to be with. Among everyone here, you know that the most. But still, you always choose to stay and be with me even if it's hard and I thank you for all the effort you're putting into for us.

I love you, Donghae ❤ and you'll hear more tomorrow when I deliver my vow.

(づ￣ ³￣)づ

22 November 2019

jennie kim. 2 minutes ago Reply

Thanks Jessica, I love your presence

25 November 2019

im nayeon.8:43:02 PMReply

u got the best husband, jess

i just shed tears

27 November 2019

jennie kim. 12 hours ago Reply

I'll put my lips into a jar and let u keep the key, deal?

Only hand em key over when u think I'm ready to kiTh someone on le lips

jessica jung-lee. 12 hours ago Reply 

Sksksk TAKES THE JAR

I'MMA SELL THIS ON EBAY okno

Thank you for entrusting me with this, Jenn. T^T

I'll take good care of it. T^T

jennie kim. 12 hours ago Reply

I'd trust you with my life TT

jennie kim. 12 hours ago Reply

Thank you, Jessica. For everything, really

28 November 2019

henry lau. 12 minutes ago Reply

ew couples but

jessica x donghae are so cute

kim sejeong. 12 minutes ago Reply

lmaooo. but yes! YOU SHOULD HAVE HEARD THE VOWS THEY EXCHANGED AT THE WEDDING. i remembered bawling so hard tht the next day i have super puffy eyes

im nayeon. 4 hours ago Reply

jess talking to you makes me haphap idkw nsnsn

park chanyeol. (sh) 4 hours ago Reply

i m*ssed u 2 deck

park chanyeol. (sh) 4 hours ago Reply

hey jess uwu

29 November 2019

park chanyeol. (sh) 1 minute ago Reply

sjdk jess ive always liked u too

30 November 2019

im nayeon. 8 minutes ago Reply

https://youtu.be/xdHx1YEsWwk

i watched this and i cant help but to think of haesica snnsns

01 December 2019

park chanyeol. (sh) 1 minute ago Reply

jess >//<

u make me feel special

03 December 2019

lee donghae. 6 hours ago Reply

@jessica jung-lee. I've never had hot sauce on pizza I kind of want to try it now o u o

https://youtu.be/2OLpmPX5LVY

04 December 2019

jennie kim. (h) 8 seconds ago Reply

uwus rarely for sicachu

jennie kim.1:31:36 AMReply

takes mi chance and kiThes sica on the ipseul

05 December 2019

jennie kim. (h) 13 minutes ago Reply

I miss Jess ene

im nayeon. 14 minutes ago Reply

did jess fell asleep snnsm or i missed her gn

07 December 2019

lee hyukjae. 7 minutes ago Reply

Jess loves everyone even me the ugli one

im nayeon. 8 minutes ago Reply

jess is cute wys uwu

10 December 2019

im nayeon. 4 minutes ago Reply

ksjsjsn jESS UR DP

im nayeon. 4 minutes ago Reply

she iS SO ING CUTE

im nayeon. 33 seconds ago Reply

jess u look so damn cutEe

16 December 2019

park chanyeol. (sh)6:13:09 PMReply

o wow jess u look ? ? hot

im nayeon.6:33:00 PMReply

wyM JESS

I MISS U EVEN IF YOU ONLY BEEN AWAY FOR 10 MINUTES

park chanyeol. (sh)6:33:02 PMReply

we’re all gonna m*ss u deck