ooc stuff before i forget:

- gmt -5 usually but gmt +9 until dec (although im on at weird times)

- the above is cuz im in seoul on an exchange term!! this means i'm on and off and random times too, but you'll often see me lurking bc subway rides are ing looong

- im pretty chill so approach me with whatever in mind! i'm open to any ideas you have, or if you have a theme but don't know what to do with it, i'm more than willing to throw ideas i come up with at you; brainstorming is my forte tbvh

- what is not my forte is updating my tracker– dont hesitate to poke me if i haven't responded in a week or so. i'll tell you if i've lost muse or just struggling to write a reply, and you can def do the same with me. 

- ?? that's all folks! (insert looney tunes theme song here)

- might add more if i remember/need to

 

the tracker i dont want but desperately need (click on the room name to jump to it)

-  chaeyoung  |   how far will you go nsfw room   |   replied

-  chungha  |   bet nsfw room   |   replied

-  minkyung  |   tainted sorrow nsfw room   |   need to reply

-  sooyoung  |   office   |   replied

-  sehun  |   gpm   |  replied

-  chanyeol  |   basketball suspicions nsfw room   |  posted starter

-  mijoo  |   strip club  |   need to reply

-  taeyong  |   ihop   |   replied

-  timothee  |  college room   |    replied

-  mingyu + san  |   bound nsfw room   |  awaiting reply: gyu, san, jae

-  taehyung  |   no homo? sfw room   |    need to reply

-  jieqiong |   __ room   |   plotting

-  san  |   __ room   |   plotting

-  mingyu  |   __ room   |   plotting

-  seokjin  |   __ room   |   plotting

-  jungkook  |   __ room   |   plotting

-  taemin  |   __ room   |   plotting

-  yuta  |   __ room   |   plotting

-  gang!au  |  exordium  |  freeform

 

will put something better up soon i swear

ual orientation:

homoual, but recently kind of bicurious and highkey into letting females dominate

 

quick few favourite kinks:

- asphyxiation/breath play, sensory deprivation

- spanking, mild  

- romantic/vanilla stuff (highkey depends on muse, mood and au)

- (finicky) , degradation, praise kink

 

h a r d pass: 

- anything with piss, feces or vomit (any fluids other than the usual) 

- pwp ( without plot; basicslly it needs to have backstory at least; but exceptions can be made????)

 

 

Alycia Debnam-Carey02:31:01Reply

GOODNIGHT YOU ADORABLE MOTHERER

writing sample:

They said that prison could change your entire life, could change the way you looked at the world. In some aspects that was obviously true, since your entire daily routine was replaced by the system set by the warden. However, Taeyong still could not understand what he did wrong. All he had done was steal food and clothes for his survival. Did these ers even know what it felt like to be homeless, fighting to stay afloat and get through the day without starving to death? While he regretted that the small convenience stores might have suffered from his deeds, there was absolutely nothing incorrect on his part. Did he not have a right to live? After being kicked out of multiple foster homes, it dawned upon him that the only way he was going to see the light of the next day was if he fought on his own.

Yet the authority didn’t grasp that concept. Apparently stealing from people to live was bad. So here Taeyong was, stuck in a boring metal box for the remainder of two years. For the first couple of weeks, he grumbled silently, but was secretly grateful for the steady stream of food and a permanent place to sleep, even if it was a little hard on the back. At least he didn’t wake up to the smell of piss and garbage in the morning.

One day, however, Taeyong met the man who turned his world upside down.

After deciding to pursue the books available at the library, he became acquainted with Jaehyun, the librarian. Feelings and emotions foreign to him invaded his very soul the moment Taeyong laid eyes on this man. Every time he came to the library (which was almost the entire day, nowadays), his breath came out short and his eyes stayed transfixed upon the quiet figure at the desk.

For a whole month, the male silently admired the librarian from the shadows, memorizing every curve of his body, the way the corner of his curved upwards in the most mesmerizing smile — and the dimples. God, Taeyong so wanted to poke his finger in those deep, cute dimples that appeared whenever Jaehyun smiled. Every day, it was his personal mission to learn as much as he could from afar.

One time, Taeyong snuck behind one of the shelves to listen in on a conversation that Jaehyun was having on the phone. He seemed oddly fond of the person on the other end of the line... Was it a girlfriend? A wife? Something had burned hot in his chest; he chose to ignore it, for fear of the realizations that were attached.

Today had been no different than normal. Taeyong had chosen a book, settled in his favourite corner, sneaking peeks over the top of his book occasionally to peer at Jaehyun. However, after the tenth time, the male realized that the librarian was nowhere in sight. Sitting up slightly, he cast his glance around, wondering where on earth Jaehyun could have gone — until he noticed a shadow behind him. Eyes widening into the size of saucers, Taeyong stared at the outline of the shadow for a long time, gulping silently, before he turned around to face the man who had soon become the subject of a lot of his dreams...

Faced with the Greek-god like man in front of him, Taeyong simply stared at Jaehyun, speechless.