felix absolutely hates it. he hates the way how he had to get up, slid past through the mess of clothes sprawling all over the floor. hates how sore he feels when he tries to bend his knees down and grab his discarded shirt. hates the how sensitive his skin feels like with the midnight breeze caressing his skin. he almost always memorizes the steps. get up, dress up, then leave.

with a heavy sigh, he approaches the tall mirror attached to the wall near the closet, pulling his sweatpants up. he halts upon seeing his reflection in the mirror. his skin covered in lilac and purple hues, starting from his neck trailing down his waist. he almost feels pity for himself, was he this desperate?

he started patting his messed up hair back in its place /almost hoping to smooth down the sins he had made prior the night/ trying to look decent before skimming around the room for his phone and his wallet, stuffing it back in his pockets. he memorized the next step way too well, fitting into his sneakers, then walking towards the front door.. to turn the lights off.

but why was he hesitating?

what was stopping him?

he'd never thought he'd be doing this after his endless encounter of the very same situation. he turned around, eyes glued to the bare figure still far floating in the dreamland.

he feels a heavy pang in his chest, and the longer he stood there, the heavier his chest feels. with a heavy heart, he turns the knob of the door, other hand clicking the lights off as he takes his step out of the room. the click of the door signalling the return of his loneliness. his reality of being alone. memories of pleasure and companion only existing in bed after bed.

favorite au/genres.

↪ trainee!au
↪ college!au
↪ supernatural!au
↪ fwb!au
↪ kingdom!au
↪ mafia!au
↪ mythology!au
↪ hacker!au
↪ apocalypse!au
↪ nightlife!au
↪ omegaverse!au
↪ non!au (idol!au)
↪ hanahaki!au
↪ photographer/model!au

       ↪ p.s i'm into dark nsfw themes, booyah.

favorite kinks. 
      (But not limited to! )

☆ - top tier kinks

↪ overstimulation
↪ ☆ dacryphilia
↪ ☆ size kink
↪
↪ ☆ power play
↪ possession
↪ breathplay
↪ denial
↪ ☆ begging
↪ ☆ degradation
↪ ☆
↪ exhibitionism
↪ ☆ breeding talk 


↪ additional info:
   ↪ felix is a huge switch lmao 
   ↪ "power play" 
   ↪ when it comes to , rarely tops, but when he bottoms, expect for him to take control *blows kiss*

hey there. so as i start this shenanigan, let me just say a few things about myself woop!

↪ i'm a fanfic writer, yes i exist on ao3. 

↪ my writing is somewhat decent, not the best but manageable.

↪ my specialty is angst, if you're into sobbing into your pillow at night, feel free to approach me!

↪ i'm actually very very approachable, just hmu if you wanna plot! 

↪ on/off because ya boy is in uni and is a med student *smacked*

↪ movie inspiration: lesson of evil 
↪ university murder!au

muse a is a new transferee from a foreign country. being a foreigner, muse a appeared to be shy, soft-spoken and had always offered a helping hand at all times. until muse b came along and started a chaos within the university, being a popular male amongst the crowd, it was easy for muse b to gather a crowd to bully muse a. 

  ↪ key points of the plot: 

       ↪ muse a is actually a psychopath who had been changing identities from university to university, who always appeared to be kind and 'normal' to fit into the crowd, but with muse b's mistreatment to him, it all started to lit up the fire in him again and the urge to kill came back in a raging fury.

     ↪ muse b is a popular male who has an inferiority complex that got triggered by  muse a's sudden existence, and is also muse a's target kill. 

↪ posibble turning plot points:

   ↪ muse a is actually in love with muse b for a long time and was a 'stalker' of muse b which brought him to the university, eliminating any possibly competitions to claim muse b as his. 
   

↪ movie inspiration: pandora

plot generating..

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