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mayflower
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she's here to rattle the stars; nothing more, nothing less.
 
 
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lee jieun
 
 
may 16, 1997
 
 
comm arts ; film
 
 
biromantic
 
 
senior
 
 
single
 
 
yellow
 
kina grannis
settled
 
the ransom collective
 
the call
 
regina spektor
high hopes
 
kodaline
 
promises
 
handsome ghost
there she goes
 
the la's
#playlist
#updated: 122119
no one would want to be in the shoes of the modern cinderella. ever since she set forth into the world, the maiden has always been a mere lone wolf. born to the lowest of lows in the society, jieun was nothing but an accident child turned into a commodity. from being sold to random parties belonging to the different sectors of society's system until being abandoned at a small, run-down orphanage -- jieun thrived under the comfort of isolation.

to this very day, she has yet to find her identity. as a child, jieun was exposed to the harsh reality of survival. it was then that she realised how vile humans can be towards their fellow humans. a survivor of child trafficking, physical and verbal abuse, and abandonment -- jieun is an individual adorned by rough patches of wounds that have yet to heal. the devil's child, as coined by her fellow orphans, was devoid of love; and the mere concept of it is unfamiliar to her.

hence, the child found it challenging to find two committed individuals who would nurture her in the first place she'd call home. the fact that she was born from the essences of scum did more than just deteriorate her adoption demand in the orphanage. the cracks of her vase widened, threatening to shatter as she constantly questions herself, "what did she do to deserve this?"

it took her ten years to escape solitude, albeit the opportunity masked as a pretense.

two well-renowned icons in the entertainment industry, partners who have been trying multiple times to have their own child, decided to visit the orphanage in which they found jieun - the oldest of the bunch. her stepfather, han dowoon - was an award-winning director who represented south korea in countless competitions centered on film & tv production. on the other hand, her stepmother go juyeon was a globally-recognised actress who is valued at most $450 million for the wide range of projects she has participated in where majority where if not awarded for, nominated by global award-giving bodies.

but the universe was never on her side. amidst the sudden turn of events in her life, what remained constant was torment. beneath the glamour showered by her adoptive parents lies a dysfunctional relationship born from hatred, greed, and pretense.
what holds true to jieun's family is that love is a double-edged sword. jieun's stepmother harboured feelings for her stepdad for the longest time, and as though they were in a fairytale - she quickly grabbed the chance to marry the apple of her eye when presented the opportunity. but all of these were just for the sake of her stepdad gaining the influence that he always dreamt of, and to sustain this - they needed a child. 
to her stepmother, jieun was the sweetest angel; but to her stepdad, jieun was nothing more than a plot device. the young maiden could not accept how something as pure was capable of providing pain; hence, jieun decided to get back on her own two feet and avenge her stepmother's tainted love. 
and to do that, she needed a voice to tell her story; the academy was the only way in. 
using her affluence in the industry, jieun begins her preparations, albeit subtly, in eradicating the undeserving. 
 
#about
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personality 
jieun is a woman of many words, but more often than not, she decides to observe everything from the sidelines. no one has ever heard or seen her initiate a conversation, because she chooses to conserve her social energy for people who deserve to be showered by it. with that said, jieun uses her knowledge of communication cues to read a person's personality firsthand. two things: it's either you're stupid to her or otherwise. consider yourself done for when you land in the first category as you'll probably never get to interact with her. 
given the harsh childhood that she has experienced, jieun finds it difficult to express her emotions. she keeps a straight, disinterested face all throughout her days - regardless of the events that occur on a whim. even if she decides to show a bit of her feelings, she is calculative in terms of setting limits with how far she can be vulnerable towards another. 
LIKES 
her stepmother, dogs, flowers, film cameras, beach, books, stargazing, handwritten letters, journals, movies 
dislikes 
her stepfather, overtly dumb individuals, losing control, shallow people, insects
hobbies
photography (portraiture, landscape, and events), video editing, writing stories about the people surrounding her, curating playlists, playing the guitar, singing 
FEARS
losing her stepmother and being left to rot 
#personality
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#aesthetic
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pure, perfect sorrow is as impossible as pure and perfect joy.

— leo tolstoy
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you may call me sho or simply by my character's name. 
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timezone is gmt+8, but i'm usually online during odd hours; you'll see me popping wherever from time to time. 
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writing style ranges from detailed first to third pov. in terms of length, i can give a minimum of a para to a multi-para. 
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i tend to balance between plotting & winging. i tend to approach people i interact with in the chatroom for potential plots that i spot real-time. 
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no posting on my wall, please. let's use the rooms to rp!
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replies will always be either muse or time-dependent. i'm working full-time, so replies are spotty. 
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poke me only after a week. i keep a tracker, so either way - i keep my replies in check. 
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please let me know if you want to either change or drop our plot altogether. communication is always the key! 
#out of character
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son naeun
needs replycafe
lalisa manoban (con. h)
awaiting starterstreet
noh jisun (con. i)
awaiting replystudy hall
jung jaehyun
awaiting replyhis residence
xiao dejun (con. c)
needs replylibrary
lee felix (con. j)
needs replypark
bae joohyun
awaiting replycourtyard
LEE JAEWOOK
AWAITING REPLYFIELD
jeon somin
awaiting replyfilm studio
lee taeyong (con. g.)
needs starterstreet
han, jisoo, Jun
awaiting replyhan's residence
somin & sejin
awaiting replymy residence
choi yeonjun
awaiting replymessenger
 
#tracker
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