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♥ wang yukhei {lucas}ᶠᵃⁿ [A]10:21:54 AMReply
Lucas: hey grumpy noona neomu yeoppo *finger guns*
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You are like night, calmed, constellated. Your silence is star-like, as distant, as true.
Not too long after, Jiyeon started attending acting school, and most of her time were spent between attending said school, waiting and filming her scenes at shooting sets, and visiting her dad at the hospital. She barely remembered what going to school was like, and she barely had any friends of her age except for a few child actors who hung around the sets too. Not that she would have much time to be sad over her lost childhood, her mother and agency were eager to get her new acting or CF gigs as much they could, and her constant and steady improvements only made it easier for her to pass auditions.
She didn’t complain much, she knew what she had to do. But that didn’t mean her resentment for her mother didn’t grow more intense the more she grew up. It was hard not to, when your mother had been the one to strip you off of having a normal childhood and make you into a money-making machine.
When she was 15, she fell in love with the idol culture and the charm of performing on stage. She auditioned without telling her parents, and she passed and successfully became an idol trainee, much to their dismay. They would had much preferred for her to continue working as an actress, a job that certainly brings better pay checks. She spent three years as a trainee, alternating her time between attending school during the day, and training till dark after school. She would have considered that as the happiest period of her time, for it was as normal as it could be, out of the spotlight and not in front of a camera lens living someone else’s life, if not for the incident that happened right before her official idol debut.
Jiyeon was put into a predebut group, with a few other girls whom she had grown close to. Everyone who had heard of them said they had endless potential and impressive talents, yet their debut was delayed again and again. It wasn’t surprising, considering the lack of budget as the company was a small company with just enough trainees to make two predebut groups, boy and girl group each. But what she didn’t expect was her company CEO bringing her to his private office, saying the company’s partner and main sponsor would like to see her, a former well-loved child actress that he had always adored since she was young. (tw: very brief implication of ual assault. Feel free to skip to the next paragraph) She should had known it was a mistake, and it was too late to turn back from.
The next day, she packed all her things and left. She never told anyone what happened, not that it would have changed anything. Following her departure, the predebut group lost their center, the sponsor lost his favorite trainee and pulled off all his funds for the company and soon enough, the company disbanded the predebut groups and declared bankruptcy. Part of her knew that she should feel bad that she indirectly caused that to happen, but she wasn’t exactly in the headspace to care anymore.
She went back to attending school normally, with her parents constantly belittling and nagging her for giving up easily. It wasn’t easy, but she thought things would get better once she got into university and could finally leave the place she calls home. As high her hope was, it hurt just as much when everything fell apart again. Her father’s illness resurfaced and got much worse this time, and once again she stepped back in front of a camera lens for auditions, in hopes of earning money. She passed her auditions, landing a role that would win her the best new actress award that year, another milestone in her acting career that she had fully stepped back into once again. That award show that night would have been her parents’ proudest moment of her, if it weren’t for the car wreck that took their life the same night while they were on their way rushing to the award venue, eager to witness her acceptance speech in person.
Feeling lost and empty, she did the only thing she could. She threw herself right back at work, seeing it as the only constant in her life that had remained. That was when she fell in love with acting for the first time ever, learning how to appreciate it and more willing to put in more effort to perfect each role she plays, appreciate each opportunity she has, unknowingly finding herself gaining comfort and love through the characters and their lives that she portrays.
She might have regretted being in the industry from an age that was way too young, but she was proud of her own achievements, and vowed to never take any of it for granted and would do anything to hold onto the love and support that her fans have given her.
staying at home, food, photoshoots, acting, the colors beige and black, drives, being alone, dogs, music, fiction novels, baking, cooking, watching films/dramas, being a homebody and staying at home, somaek (soju and beer), taking sky pics, driving, anne hathaway, seo hyunjin
skinship, loud places / people, ism, people who cut others off talking, people who talk with their mouths full, unprofessionalism, diets, starving, being late, extreme hot or cold weather, bugs/insects, talking about her parents / past trainee life, sweating
watching movies/dramas, cooking, baking, going on drives, reading, taking naps
to become a happier and more loving person
my timezone is gmt+8, and i'm generally active and online most of the time. i'm a full time university student in my last year so expect some inconsistencies with activity and replies though i promise to get to replies as soon as i can!
pm me to plot or for any admin / ooc matters. i love talking to my partners and i don't bite.
some of my favorite genres include: angst, drama, romcom, comedy. i'm pretty much up for anything so you'd really just have to ask :) i'm also always open for more connections, but do read my profile first before you approach me to plot.
whoever makes sense plot-wise should take the starter, i don't mind writing starters though it does take me a while to start.
english is not my first language, so please expect some grammatical or spelling mistakes here and there.
if you ever lose muse, just tell me and i promise i will do the same. i will rarely ever poke for late replies but feel free to poke me if i take more than a week to reply.
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