Debuted in 2014 under Yuehua Ent. at 17 years of age! While UNIQ's popularity has waned over the years, I've been lucky enough to enjoy some solo activities. I've been a mentor on the Chinese version of Produce 101, raced for the Chinese Yamaha team, and starred in a few dramas.

 

Currently I'm participating in activities for 'Legend of Fei' but am still stopped now and then by fans of the show 'The Untamed'. Honestly, if I were to tell anyone anything, it would be that I've never experienced aything like that show before.

 

While it was tiring and I went between filming on two different show sets among other activities, it was worth it. It literally changed my life. I met cast members who were like a second family to me, who cared and worried, who came to see me when I was hospitalised like a total idiot. ...I had a family, and I still do!

 

Most importantly, I found the person whom I want to spend the rest of my life with, but I should continue that in the section below.

Xiao Zhan, he's intelligent, artistic, emphathetic giving, kind, caring and breathtaking. He's not perfect, no one is, but he's perfect for me. He's honestly a social butterfly and made me come out my shell during the early days of filming, quite easily too.

 

While I fell in love a long time before he ever did, I'm just grateful he returns my feelings at all. He's a little clumsy and clueless, definitely dense, but he's... pure. I don't know how he's managed to keep that trait through life so far, but I'll do anything to protect it, to protect him.

 

Xiao Ge,

 

Are you reading this?

 

I'm sorry if I get upset at times, and I'm sorry for saying sorry, I know you tell me not to apologise for my feelings, but I'm... I'm terrified of losing you. I know I come across as confident and carefree, like I don't give a damn most of the time, but... I do. And I'm nervous, maybe just as much as you.

 

But I've never been more sure about anything else in my life like I am about you. I'm crazy over you, gege. You keep me up at night, whether its me sharing the same bed and cuddling you or sleeping in your arms, or you in mine, to when I'm on some bench for a schedule tryna catch some zzz. Its always you on my mind.

 

So when I'm jealous or angry or just upset, its only ever because I feel so much about you. I literally can't put into words what my heart is trying to tell you, even now when I'm sat down trying to put it into words and have time to think about it.

 

 

 

Ah...I love you, Xiao Zhan. I loved you from the very first moment you tried worming your way into my life. When you tried making me smile. When you worried about me during filming and being exhausted, even when you were so rundown too. I remember everything... Maybe you don't, maybe you never will remember everything either, but that's okay. I'll treasure each moment enough for us both, and I'll be stronger.

 

Keep smiling, Xiao ge, you're too beautiful not to. Don't you know a lot of people rely on that smile as well?

 

Thank you for finding me, for loving me and... for everything. I've already said I love you enough in this, so, let me tell you something else.

 

I found my soumate and I'll follow him forever, wherever he goes.