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jaehyun j.
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“He showed me his scars, and in return he let me pretend that I had none.”
 
 
"But in a solitary life, there are rare moments when another soul dips near yours, as stars once a year brush the earth. Such a constellation was he to me."

― Madeline Miller, Circe
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— ❛ full name : jung jaehyun
— ❛ birthdate : february 14, 1997
— ❛ orientation : biual
— ❛ occupation : racer; race cars mechanic
— ❛ heaven occupation : tba
— ❛ timezone : gmt+2
— ❛ love interest : tba
— ❛ zodiac sign : aquarius
— ❛ writing style : 3rd, detailed, para

 

extra information about your persona

— ❛ committed sins : pride; lust; sloth; alcohol addict; bullied other kids during high school; illegal street racing; ; had without responsibilities.

— ❛ why belongs to the good place : helped orphanage children when they needed money and support aka donated thousands of dollars to rebuilt the orphanage that burned down; planned on adopting a child before he died.

— ❛ cause of death : murdered by accident by a thief that broke in the orphanage; got stabbed in his cheat area.

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personality traits; q&a; etc

▪ ― likes :  cars; time spent alone; cherries; night time; leather jackets; smoking cigarettes; alcohol, especially wine and whiskey; flowers, especially irises; poetry; science, mainly anatomy; reading; astrology; freedom.

▪ ― dislikes :  when is told what to do; people taking his things without asking for permission; politics; tba.

▪ ― hobbies :  driving his car; reading; writing; watching movies; repairing cars.

▪ ― talents :  actually good at singing and writing poetry.

▪ ― goals :  to travel as much as possible; to helps children in need, hoping to be forgiven for all his sins and bad decisions; to have his own child someday.

▪ ― extra : has an eagle tattoo on his neck; his arms are filled with full colored tattoos as well ( right hand: roses and a cross; left hand: bones and a sword embraced by fire and bloody flowers).

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「 01 : prologue 」— Raindrops. Flower petals. Stardust. Sunshines. Crisp pages on my old diary with fading romances. Star crown above her head, made with my hands from winter auroras. Lashes shadow, puffed lips, and cried eyes. Citrus taste on her hands.

「 02 : origins 」— jaehyun comes from a family of politicians, something that for sure, was always foreign to him. when he was six years old, his father decided that he has different goals in life than being stuck in the limits of his family, he left jaehyun and his mother. as a child, jaehyun often played with his wooden toys when his parents would yell at each other all the time they spoke on the phone. conflicts over conflicts, and no solution. the tension became unbearable, so his mother decided that she needed a new life as well, so she, along with her six years old son moved in another city, starting a new life.

「 03 : youth 」 at the age of nine, his mother decided to try her luck again and marry a business man. the man was a bit older than her, and had a daughter himself, Lalisa. although he was against the marriage, and no matter how many times his mother tried to convince jaehyun, he accepted lalisa, but for sure not his new father. however, he totally respected his opinions and him as a person, yet wouldn't take his advices. jaehyun knew what was good for himself, not being told what life was like by some stranger.

「 04 : difficulties」 new city, new school, new environment. jaehyun found new friends, and soon became the heart of a small gang in his school. being unsatisfied with how his life turned, his anger often collapsed on weaker people from his school. he bullied the nerds and girls, and also started to develop his alcoholic and smoking habits. he tried drugs, yet he was for sure above that and limited himself to weed and cigarettes. his parents would be often called by the school director, asking his parents to deal with jaehyun's problematic self, as the other students and teachers would constantly complain.

soon after graduation, jaehyun entered an elite university, being interested in literature and science, thought he tried to hide his interest. he got his diploma and graduated university, yet he decided to follow a different path: become a racer. driving race cars through different competitions. he loved adrenaline more that doing researches. he was pretty good at repairing cars too, so in his free time he was doing his part-time job as a mechanic.

「 05 : adult 」— still dealing with his bad habit of drinking and smoking, he was looking for a new hobby or at least something to distract him. one day, watching news, he found out that an orphanage burned down will the last brick, and he knew he had to do something about it. soon he started to volunteer and help the surviving children to get over this traumatic experience, and also donating thousands of his money to help rebuilding the orphanage. it was a big change to himself, and he learnt how to be a human again after the time spent with the innocent child beings.

「 06 : last years 」— lately jaehyun was thinking about adopting a baby, after spending so much time with them. jaehyun started enjoying reading children stories ad fairytales, coloring books with them and sometimes watching cartoons together. most of his time he was spending in the orphanage, besides practicing for different car racing. kids were bringing him happines and after a long time he was finally feeling like  a real human. 

「 07 : death 」— on a cold winter night, still on his mission of helping children, he could hear the wind hitting into the hallway window, until he noticed that it was widely open. shortly after, he could hear notices, step notices onto the old floor that squeaked. jaehyun caught a thief that slid into the newly built orphanage, hoping to steal all the donated money away. the thief was clearly surprised to be caught in the office of the director, and as an defending mechanism, he stabbed jaehyun somewhere in his chest area. a few days after the incident he passed away. the fact that he was helping the needing children bought him a ticket to "the good place".

「 08 : epilogue」—  T'was thus she spoke in whispers low,
Her hand laid softly on my head,
But l just laughed and nothing said,
Yet what she told was truth, l know.

And when we walk the twilight gloom
Of forest paths that homeward run,
We'll gather many a kiss, each one
As fragrant as the violets' bloom.

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