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byun baekhyun

 

name: byun baekHYun
age: twenty-seven
occupation: med resident
cod: overdose
orientation: hetero
love interest: NONe
 

Section oo1 : history / about

 

baekhyun, in his opinion, lived a short and unfulfilling life. in his twenty-seven years of life, he had not known the clutch of family, the embrace of love, or even the simple release of relaxation.

born the illegitimate child of a wealthy stockbroker, baekhyun lived the large majority of his childhood as a secret. his mother, a young and struggling makeup artist, exerted much effort into hiding this fact from her son; but, baekhyun had always been rather precocious, and despite not fully understanding the context of the word "adultery," deduced on his own that there was another family his father went home to during the week.

it was not until his father suddenly died of a stress-induced heart attack (perhaps from the guilt of balancing two unjust families) that baekhyun met his apparent half-family. yet even at ten year old, he could read the disdain in their faces, and after that unfortunate day, their paths never crossed again.

from that day on, it was baekhyun and his mother. for a short while, at least.

the day his mother was diagnosed with lung cancer, baekhyun wondered spitefully to himself if this was the universe's punishment for her adultery. he regretted these thoughts when his mother, his only crutch and love in this world, passed away six months later.

after being adopted by his aunt, his mother's inexperienced younger sister, at age fifteen, baekhyun dedicated his life to his studies. he graduated top of his class, and with the money left behind by his father (surprised he was, to find that he had been included in his will), went on to study biology in hopes of becoming a surgeon. likewise, he finished university in the top ten of his class and easily made his way into medical school.

throughout his life and schooling, he had been known for being the intelligent, studious friend who could always crack a laugh. everyone had something to say about him. "yeah, baek, he's amazing! he's top of the class!" and "byun baekhyun is so funny, and such a great friend!" were commonplace sayings about the young man. everyone felt as though they knew him, yet he felt as though no one had ever truly understood him.

he had never had any true friends, until he found himself surrounded by them in lavande. he had never fallen in love, for the only woman he had ever see a future with long evaded him.

after the murderous death of a close friend and a heartbreak long enough to last a lifetime, baekhyun once again found himself immersed in his work. it felt nice, for a short while, to pretend that people cared for him and that true love existed, but he soon found fantasies were often detrimental.

after graduating from medical school, baekhyun finally began his medical residency. it felt like a dream come true; it was all he had worked hard for. then, why did he feel so empty? was it the fact that he had little family to celebrate his successes with? was it that he came home from every exhausting shift to an empty bed? even with his advanced mind, he could not figure it out. he had worked his off his entire life, pushing any other obligations to the back of his mind. yet he felt little pride or contentment in his achievements.

therefore when he died, alone in his bed of an accidental sleeping pill overdose, he wondered to himself if it was truly accidental. it was not calculated, it was not planned. still, when he had taken those pills, fueled by insomnia despite his hectic working (or perhaps, overworking) schedule, he had felt a sense of peace. the first he had felt in a long while.

he had lived an uneventful life, and died an uneventful death. in the end, he wondered, would there be anyone to care?

Section oo2 : personality / quirks

 

O1

Personality.

playful. flirtatious. always feels a bit reserved, as though he is close but also very far. hard-working. diligent. short-tempered. sarcastic, too often. open-minded but close-hearted. 

O2

Likes.

WHEN HIS HAIR IS STYLED, PENS THAT GLIDE SMOOTHLY ACROSS PAPER, THE SOUND OF KEYBOARD TYPING, ICED COFFEE, CHOCOLATE DIPPED STRAWBERRIES (ALTHOUGH HE DESPISES NEARLY ALL OTHER CHOCOLATE FOODS), COLLECTING PHONE CASES, INTERIOR DESIGN, BEING INDOORS READING A NEW BOOK ON A RAINY DAY, FRUITS (EXCEPT GRAPES AND KIWI, BECAUSE HE'S ALLERGIC), THE SMELL OF RAIN, FASHION (ALTHOUGH HE CAN BARELY AFFORD TO BUY MORE CLOTHES), GREEN TEA, VANILLA ICE CREAM, THE SMELL OF FRESH PAPER FROM A NEWLY BOUND BOOK, HORROR MOVIES (ALSO ROM-COMS, ADMITTEDLY), A GLASS OF WINE AT THE END OF STRESSFUL DAY, LEATHER JACKETS, CLEANING

O3

Dislikes.

STYLING HIS HAIR, CHEATERS, HOMOPHOBIC PEOPLE, SPIDERS, WHEN RESTAURANTS REQUIRE HIM TO PAY FOR EXTRA ICE IN HIS COFFEE, WHEN PEOPLE ASK OFF-TOPIC QUESTIONS TO DELAY THE PROFESSOR, DISRESPECTFUL PEOPLE, SPILLS OF ANY KIND, ONE WORD TEXTS, PASSIVE AGGRESSIVENESS, WHEN TEXTBOOKS ARE MADE WAY TOO EXPENSIVE, WHEN PEOPLE WASTE FOOD (ALSO, WHEN PEOPLE TAKE FOOD FROM HIS PLATE WITHOUT ASKING), WHEN HE ACCIDENTALLY PUTS ON THE STETHOSCOPE BACKWARDS, MAKING MISTAKES, people who play with hearts

O4

Hobbies.

writing. bullet journaling. cooking. baking. working out. singing (to his shower). messing around with people. drinking. 

O5

Secrets.

he hides the fact that he is an illegitimate child, though from who he has no idea. inquire for more. 

O6

Fears.

spiders. death. love. oblivion. 

O7

Quirks.

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Section oo3 : their beloved

 

Name: here.

Date: here.

Status: here.

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Section oo4 : out of character

 

O1

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O2

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O3

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O4

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O5

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O6

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Section oo5 : scenarios

 

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genre, rating, status, etc.

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