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WALLFLOWER / SINGLE / TYPE 9
Playlist SONGS FROM friends: Songs i've collected and listened to while thinking of the people who loved/shared this song with me. mORE TO COME.
che ecru - BEFORE I DIE VIA YONG
ALINA BARAZ - FLOATING VIA JESS
MAYE - TU VIA SUJI Y ESTER
WE THE KINGS - SECRET VALENTINE VIA Baek
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THOUGHTS
I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CLEAR ABOUT BOUNDARIES, ABOUT ENDINGS AND NEW BEGINNINGS, I DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE ALL THE HARD DECISIONS, but someone has to, so i'm glad you did. i just want to hold steady to what i came here with, i'm weird, i love weird things, and i love weird and unique people. you and i haven't worked out as lovers, but i hope we can still be friends.
i DIVESTED, I COULDN'T QUITE OPEN UP. AND I'M REALLY GOOD ON TAKING ON THE BLAME AND BURDEN, BUT I'D LIKE TO STOP POINTING FINGERS, AND SAY THAT DATING, OR SITUATIONSHIPS ARE JUST TO GET TO KNOW PEOPLE, AND YOU USUALLY KNOW FROM THE FIRST ENCOUNTER IF YOU WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE FOREVER OR NOT. ITS THIS INNATE THING ABOUT PEOPLE, I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS, YOU CAN LOOK AT SOMEONE, BE WITH SOMEONE AND YOU'LL KNOW IN YOUR HEART WHERE YOU SEE YOURSELF WITH THEM. I WANT TO BE MAD, I WANT TO GIVE IN TO ALL THE FEELINGS THAT SAY I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH, THAT I'M JUST OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT THATS A ING LIE. I'M ING AMAZING, I LIKE CONNECTING AND UNDERSTANDING PEOPLE, I'M A HOPELESS ROMANTIC I WANT THE ROSES, THE GUY COMING IN TO SWOOP YOU OFF YOUR FEET, TO HAVE FUN AND BE A STUPID DORK WITH THE GUY I LIKE, AND MY TUXEDO MASK HASN'T COME JUST YET, BUT I LOVE THE MOMENTS AND ENCOUNTERS I'VE SHARED WITH IMPORTANT PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME UNDERSTAND WHO I AM, WHAT I WANT, AND THE WOMAN I CAN BE. SO THANK YOU LOVE, LETS NOT FIGHT ANYMORE, PLEASE STOP IGNORING MY EXISTENCE IN THE ROOMS, AND CAN WE START OVER AS FRIENDS? I'D REALLY LIKE THAT.
