To be young And in love,  is quite challenging doesn't it?  But still we can manage this feeelings well. To be honest i don't really know what to say,  because there's a lot of things that i want to say but Everything seems lost when i see you right in front of me. when i was upset,  you were there to comfort me,  and at that time,  you probably upset with me too,  with all my insecurities,  and bad feelings that bottling up inside me,  but still you cheer me up and be there for me. i don't know if you still remember our first encounter?  i don't quite remember that very well,  pmsl but at that time,  i was hesitant to accept your love and AFFECTIOns as i don't think i deserve it. plus having heart broken that time,  makes me want to stay alone. you keeps pushing and knocking my heart till i have to admit that i like you too. 

Jijiya. thanks for bringing back the light on my life as if you're the sunlight to my sunflower. i have nothing much to say,  i know i am not around that much,  but please know there's you in me that i can't to stop thinking about. i love you. i really do. I might be brat among my members,  but only you can tame my wild side. only y o u. 

Take care of yourself more and don't skips your meals. i don't want to see you getting skinny or else I'm going to jyp and sue them. Stay healthy and think of me too.