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byun
baekhyun
hands to begin and end a life.
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biography ╱ 背景
bYUN BAEKHYUN WAS BORN THE ILLEGITIMATE CHILD OF A WEALTHY STOCKBROKER, HIS MOTHER A STRUGGLING MAKEUP ARTIST. GROWING UP, BAEKHYUN'S PARENTS TRIED THEIR BEST TO SHIELD HIM FROM THE WORLD OUTSIDE THE FRONT DOOR, IN WHICH HE WAS LABELED "UNWANTED, A BASTARD CHILD." ALTHOUGH HIS FATHER WAS OFTEN ABSENT FROM THEIR HOME, HE DID TRY HIS BEST TO BE PRESENT IN HIS SON'S LIFE, TAKING MANY "BUSINESS TRIPS" TO ESCAPE HIS FIRST, MORE IMPORTANT (AS BAEKHYUN BITTERLY RECALLS) FAMILY.

EVEN AS A YOUNG CHILD, ALTHOUGH HAVING NOT FULLY UNDERSTOOD THE SITUATION, BAEKHYUN KNEW ALREADY THAT HE AND HIS MOTHER WERE SECOND IN HIS FATHER'S LIFE. HOWEVER, FOR THE SHORT TIME THAT HIS FATHER COULD COME AROUND, THEIR SAD FAMILY FELT, STRANGELY, NORMAL. 

IT WAS NOT UNTIL HIS FATHER DIED THAT HE MET HIS HALF-FAMILY.

UP UNTIL THEN, HE HAD ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE WHO OR WHAT THEY WERE; HIS FATHER HAD PRETENDED IN HIS PRESENCE THAT HE WAS HIS ONE AND ONLY. WHEN HE WAS TEN YEARS OLD, HIS FATHER HAD SUFFERED A FATAL HEART ATTACK. AS HE LAID IN THE HOSPITAL BED, QUIVERING UPON THE BED OF DEATH, BAEKHYUN FOUND HIMSELF FACE-TO-FACE WITH HIS SISTERS. ALTHOUGH HE HAD NEVER EVEN BEEN TOLD THEIR NAMES, THEY KNEW EVERYTHING: AT THIRTEEN AND TEN, HIS HALF-SISTERS KNEW ABOUT THE AFFAIR, THE BROKEN HOME, AND HIM.

AFTER THAT UNFORTUNATE EVENT, ALL TRACES OF HIS FATHER DISAPPEARED, save FOR THE SUM OF MONEY LEFT IN HIS NAME, UNTOUCHABLE BEFORE HE TURNED EIGHTEEN. HIS HALF-SISTERS AND THEIR MOTHER CUT ALL CONTACT WITH THEM. FOR THAT TIME, IT WAS ONLY HIS MOTHER HE HAD TO RELY ON.

FOR A SHORT WHILE, AT LEAST.

TWO WEEKS AFTER HIS FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY, HIS MOTHER WAS DIAGNOSED WITH STAGE THREE LUNG CANCER. TEN MONTHS LATER, SHE PASSED AWAY, LEAVING BAEKHYUN ALONE AND UNSURE OF HOW TO TACKLE ALL THE OBSTACLES IN FRONT OF HIM. HIS ENTIRE LIFE, HER MOTHER HAD BEEN THE ONLY CONSTANT IN HIS LIFE, BUT NOW, SHE WAS GONE. 

AFTER THE DEATH OF HIS MOTHER, AT AGE FOURTEEN, BAEKHYUN WAS ADOPTED BY HIS AUNT, HIS MOTHER'S YOUNGER SISTER. IN THAT MOMENT, BAEKHYUN FEARED THAT NO ONE WOULD WANT HIM. NOT ONLY WAS HE AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD, BUT HE HAD NOTHING TO BRING: NO MONEY, NO SKILLS, NOTHING. HE WAS ENDLESSLY THANKFUL TO HIS AUNT FOR HER CARE, AND THE SACRIFICES THAT SHE MADE TO TAKE HIM IN WHEN SHE WAS STILL SO YOUNG HERSELF. 

ALTHOUGH SHE TRIED HER BEST TO RAISE HIM REGARDLESS OF HIS SCARS, BAEKHYUN WAS QUICK TO LEAVE HER HOME UPON TURNING EIGHTEEN. AFTER FOUR YEARS OF WORKING VARIOUS PART-TIME JOBS, BAEKHYUN'S FUND FROM HIS FATHER WAS FINALLY UNLOCKED. TAKING THIS MONEY PLUS WHAT HE HAD BESTOWED AWAY FROM HIS WORK, HE TURNED HIS HEAD TO THE RIGHT DIRECTION: COLLEGE.

aFTER WITNESSING HOW BOTH HIS PARENTS SUFFERED UNDER THE HANDS OF THE HEALTHCARE SYSTEM, BAEKHYUN VOWED TO DEDICATE HIS LIFE TO BECOMING A DOCTOR AND SAVING OTHERS. HE HAD ALWAYS BEEN A PRECOCIOUS CHILD, BUT UPON THIS REALIZATION OF HIS DESTINY, BAEKHYUN STUDIED ENDLESSLY AND WAS ULTIMATELY GRANTED A SPOT AT ONE OF THE TOP UNIVERSITIES IN THE COUNTRY.

CURRENTLY, BAEKHYUN IS TWENTY-Seven YEARS OLD AND IN his first year of residency, TO PURSUE HIS CAREER OF BECOMING A SURGEON WITH A FOCUS IN NEUROSURGERY. now, baekhyun hopes to gain back some of his youth which he had lost for the sake of studying and work. 
 
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personality ╱ 背景
traitsOUtspoken. a bit snarky, having grown up without much of a filter. baekhyun is generally an amibvert, for he loves meeting and interacting with people but gets socially exhausted after so many hours. one who spends enough time around baekhyun may come to the realization that as close as you may feel to him, there is always that sense of space between you. as though you've shared yourself with him but there are still pieces of him still hidden and unsheathed. 

LIKesmusic, specifically classical as well as bouts of alternative. spontaneous adventures. iced coffee. rain. the color blue. journaling. wine. horror movies. 

dislikes. rude people. homophobic people. when people leave stuff on his desk. stains. when people ask about his parents. 

hobbiesreading. singing. journaling. drinking. working out at the gym. watching movies.
 
 
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quick facts ╱ 背景
 full name
byun baekhyun
date of birth
may 6, 1993
occupation
medical resident
 orientation
straight
 timezone
gmt-7
 love interest
none
 writing style
detailed third. semi-para to novella if my muse is big.