seungkwan is a hamster boyfriend. much like actual hamsters, he sleeps a lot during the day and is quite active at night though he's been trying his best to function and sleep like normal people. he's warm, friendly, and kind, always ready to lend a hand. he can never say no to people and often times is criticized for being overly loud and obnoxious.

 

fruits, vegetables, kind, gentle, warm people, skinship

bugs, mean people, meals that are only filled with meat, being left alone, being invalidated, asking for favors

nesting, exploring, watching movies and tv shows

being left behind, death

 

 

 

a couple of years ago, Seungkwan was bought by someone, someone that showered him with unconditional love, promises that made him cry with happiness. but that all shattered when his heat hit. in a desperate and painful hazy, seungkwan called for his human, urging his human to return to his side. worried about the hamster's health, the human agreed, packing his bags and rushing to hop on his next flight to get back home. but, he never arrived and seungkwan was lost in a haze of panic and need. it was only after his heat ended was he able to think, realizing that something must be off. quick on his feet, he rushed to the computer where he looked up the flight of his lover and noticed the headlines. An airplane crashed, missing passengers, death. with that, seungkwan collapsed to the floor, sobbing to the heavens as he wailed for his human, his lover, and soulmate. he refused to leave, refused to believe that his human is gone. when the people came to collect the house, seungkwan was forced out into the streets where he was finally forced to return to the mansion. he didn't erase the memories of his love, still hopeful that he'll turn up one day, safe and sound. but there's a deep part of him that hated himself, blamed himself for the horrendous event, causing his glitch. on certain days, he would lose something. his sense of touch, sight, hearing, or voice.