​​​​​​happy 4th monthsary

from nini

to nini

♥123 days  (∞)

Hey, baby. Happy 4th monthsary! I feel like I've been with you since forever instead of just 123 days and I love the fact I feel such thing. Time flies so quick and we've spent so much time together, everyday, despite the wrong timings from em 6 hours time difference and em buthiness. Even seeing you at least once per day already makes me super happy but when I don't, I was like super worried about you, even though you took care of yourself better than I do pmsl except when you decided to sleep hella late just to spend more time with me and I always end up dragging your sleeping time cause I could never ignore you rip. I'm really sorry for being such a whipped boyfriend that didn't know how to deny his girlfriend even though it's for her own good. I'll be better and try to find ways how put you to early sleep cause I don't want you to wake up late or feel hella ded when you wake up especially when you have work in the early morning. I care for you this much so be a good girl and sleep early for me, hm? It feels nice to care and love someone in such way though. I didn't know loving someone was this great till the day I met you and I'm glad how things were going so smooth for both of us. As if we are really meant to be and I'd like to believe we are. I'm always someone who's afraid to speak his mind, someone impatient, overthinking, emo and petty but I know I've changed quite a lot thanks to you. You taught me that it's okay to tell my thoughts, sharing my insecurities and be myself while making me feel safe to do so and letting me know that you'd still be right here despite everything and there's nothing to be afraid of as long I got you. You hold me when I had my breakdowns, being there whenever I need someone and inspires me alot with your existence and your comforting words, making me wanted to be a great person just like you are. You're such an angel, baby. You always told me that I was so kind but in real, it was you all along. Thanks for putting up with me through my emo and petty moments, and also when I clowned you a lot especially in our early days rip. I'm sorry for not giving in myself when I'm yours all along. I hope you won't be smad about that now cause I know I'll give in to you everytime you need and I've always want you. Thanks for teaching me how to trust someone to the fullest and also for letting me know that loving someone isn't something to be afraid of, instead it's makes you even stronger. Thanks for always be proud of having me as yours everywhere. Thanks for being happy with me despite how imperfect I am. Thanks for thinking the imperfect me perfect. And thanks for being mine, Jennie. Thanks for being Jongin's Jennie. I'm always glad that it is you and will always be you. I hope I can be your home always just like I only want you to be mine.  Stay with me for a long time, nini? Let me love you with all I have. I love you. Happy 4th monthsary again, my baby, my office cat, my girlfriend, my brat, my soul, my life, my everything, my Jennie. 

+ em picture down there is me with em dimple smile whenever I'm with you. I'm this happy with you and I know I could keep smiling like this as long I have you. Thanks for being the brightest star in my dim sky, nini. (♥ó㉨ò)ﾉ♡