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life and death have always been of equal mystery to the young shuxin. though, perhaps to her utter dislike, she'd been far more acquainted with the latter in her desperate thirst for answers – of who she was, why do such things keep happening to her and why she never seems to get sick (like, at all. how???) growing up under the nurture of a grandmother who was physically handicapped yet wise as the ages, shuxin understood at a very young age that there's more that's meant for her. she knew she wouldn't just grow up to be a miserable adult working a nine-to-five with an unhappy marriage and equally miserable children. in fact, quite the contrary, she believed she, for whatever particular reason, was created by the gods to do the opposite. she was a healer, she knew herself to be and had quite the array of plausible reasons to believe in her speculation. as a child, her grandmother would always tell her stories and fables alike about magical beings and creatures that roam free among with us in their great disguises.

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THE EVE - ‎青春有你
奉献
On the girl's brown legs there were many small white scars. I was thinking, Do those scars cover the whole of you, like the stars and the moons on your dress? I thought that would be pretty too, and I ask you right here please to agree with me that a scar is never ugly. That is what the scar makers want us to think. But you and I, we must make an agreement to defy them. We must see all scars as beauty. Okay? This will be our secret. Because take it from me, a scar does not form on the dying. A scar means, I survived. 

― Chris Cleave, Little Bee
grain in ear - 音阙诗听
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YU SHUXIN ╱ UNCLAIMED ╱ TWENTY TWO
life and death have always been of equal mystery to the young shuxin. though, perhaps to her utter dislike, she'd been far more acquainted with the latter in her desperate thirst for answers – of who she was, why do such things keep happening to her and why she never seems to get sick (like, at all. how???) growing up under the nurture of a grandmother who was physically handicapped yet wise as the ages, shuxin understood at a very young age that there's more that's meant for her. she knew she wouldn't just grow up to be a miserable adult working a nine-to-five with an unhappy marriage and equally miserable children. in fact, quite the contrary, she believed she, for whatever particular reason, was created by the gods to do the opposite. she was a healer, she knew herself to be and had quite the array of plausible reasons to believe in her speculation. as a child, her grandmother would always tell her stories and fables alike about magical beings and creatures that roam free among with us in their great disguises.

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