basic information

• rl name: song sora.
• nickname(s): seo.
• date of birth: 12/9/1995 (24).
• Place of Birth: seoul, south korea.
• rl occupation: aspiring novelist w/a bachelors degree in literature.
• utopia occupation: popular novelist & book editor.
• Spoken Languages: korean, english, japanese.
• ual Orientation: biual.
• Romantic Orientation: biromantic.
• Relationship Status: uninterested.

appearance

• Height: 5'4".
• Weight: 125lbs.
• Hair Color: black (usually dyed).
• Eye Color: brown (wears green contacts).
• Piercings: (on both ears): lobe x 2, auricle, helix + bellybutton and lower lip.
• Tattoos: flowers on right arm, set of buttons (play, stop, rewind, fast foward) on upper right wrist, small cross on outer right wrist .
• Scars: a long scar reminscent of a cut across her stomach.
• aesthetics: city pop, vaporwave, glowwave, synthwave, romantic goth.

through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here...

[trigger warnings: slight child neglect, abusive relationships, trauma, mentions of , long story]

on a snowy day in 1995, song sora was brought into the world. like any other child, she cried her hardest. though if one were to ask, it was believed that she cried knowing what her future held.

her mother was 18 year old cocktail waitress and her father...wasn't around. not that her mom didn't have an ever-expanding list of older men in her life.

sora was taught from a young age that love was fleeting, much like her father. her mother would tell stories about him being a frontman of some great rock band somewhere. her mother had been as much of a miniscule conquest to him as he was to her.

unable to attend college due to a less than kind family, sora's mother worked away at a local nightclub, leaving her daughter in the care of her co-workers. her fellow waitstaff, bartenders, djs, and even the occasional drag queen.

her childhood didn't get much better after that. word traveled of her origins and left her without the escape that she hoped public school would provide. daddy and me dances weren't going to happen for her. and her mothers continuous absence when it came time to pick up her daughter hadn't gone unnoticed.

on the nicer side, those at the club who cared for her were more than happy to continue doing so. they'd tutor her between performances, slide her extra food when they could, and keep her entertained when they couldn't.

upon her 18th birthday, she made the decision to move out of her mother's apartment and into one of her own. she wished to pursue an education in literature and make money writing books.

>>> fast fwd to college

with tattoos galore and the most beautiful smile she had ever seen, sora fell head over heels in love. he was a grad student for...philosphy, psychology, whatever it was.

she would've given him anything he wanted. her heart. the world. her soul.

it didn't take long for him to take notice and in retrospect, take pity on her.

In her mind, she thought she'd been given a gift. a blessing. a wish granted.

four years. four years of torture. of psychological damage. of hatred. of tears.

she spent four years with a man who turned out to be a monster. he had once made her the happiest girl alive...until he showed her what hell felt like.

gentle kisses became forced kisses.

caresses became shoves and pushes.

cute little texts became threats.

and to top it all off, he was a fan of performing acts with other women while she was restrained somewhere in the room. he wanted her to see him please someone else. make someone else happy. but she wasn't allowed to leave him.

no, she could never leave.

unless it was to work, of course. by the age of 22, she had written a trilogy of horror novels and was on the sequel of a set of romance ones. a local bookstore gave her one of their extra rooms for writing purposes. upon her graduation from college, she was also offered a job as a junior book editor with the promise of a senior position in two years. she didn't take the job out of fear of /him/ lashing out.

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one day, he finally grew tired of his princess. his darling. his sweetheart. the woman he claimed to love and yet treated like he hated with every cell in his body.

he left, but the scars left behind didn't. most were psychological. there was, however, one physical one.

a single scar across her stomach. he had cut across it one night swearing that if she dared to get pregnant, he'd kill her.

and two years later, she fears he'll return. but she'll be ready. she'll kill him herself if she has to.

with a need for something to write in her books and a still healing heart, sora came across utopia.

maybe this was her true redemption. maybe this is what her future was meant to be.

and so song sora became kim seora, a happier and more successful version of herself.

she longs to find happiness above all else in utopia because it was the one thing she never truly had.

personality information

summary

Seora is a girl with big dreams that was dealt a bad hand. after surviving a neglectful mother, a rebellious teenage phase, and a...less than wonderful relationship, she longs to find happiness and peace in utopia. She hopes it will give her the opportunity to live out her life without fear of her past coming back to haunt her and allow her to reach for things she couldn't before. And maybe, just maybe, she wishes on the inside to find out what real love is. Her parents and her ex showed her that it was fleeting and almost nonexistent, but if the books she reads are true -- it's out there. 。

likes

novels, hot tea, neon lights, the beach, cute couples, spicy foods, writing lists, color coordination, horror movies, rock music, corgis。

dislikes

liars, manipulative people, abusers, her parents。

hobbies

reading, baking, blaring music, taking pictures。

secrets

for her to know and you never to find out。

fears

that her ex will eventually return in rl to kill her。

bad habits

plays with her lip piercing with she's nervous。

title or subtitle...

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• dating since 00 month 0000.
• engaged since 00 month 0000.
• married since 00 month 0000.

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before you approach me...

• replies are kinda slow
• connection ideas are more than welcome
• i don't bite

writing/plotting style

• 3rd > detailed 1st
• not picky about length
• i prefer a loose plot that gives us an idea of what we're going for and then we see where it goes from there.

activity reply speed

so as mentioned above, replies are a little slow.

• please don't poke me.
• I'm a college kid/bartender so forgive me if replies are more common at an ungodly hour.
• sns/quick replies will get done faster than multi-para, i'm sorry.

location preferences

• rooms whenever possible.
• walls and pms are cool if it's 18+ or we need to figure something out.
• let's not spam my wall if we can help it?

miscellaneous

• i'm so excited to rp with everyone ;;
• uhhh just keep swimming?
• and my favorite quote, "when it rains, look for rainbows. when it's dark, look for stars."