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“Sometimes I wish I had not woken up from a beautiful dream, and continued dreaming within sleep upon sleep until I become a dream itself. Because sometimes waking up is more frightening than a nightmare.”
― Danny Castillones Sillada
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happiness and comfort is all lalisa manoban has ever known ever since being brought into the world as the eldest daughter of the manobans. older sibling of four younger children, the woman has always adored her family with utmost affection. her parents have always nurtured her, never having had to raise a single finger against her. and thus she reciprocated their ways, promising to support the family and uphold her responsibilities as the eldest daughter until her time fades to dust—an unfortunate end to the endearing family she only wished to push herself further for.

what is more unfortunate is how short her time with her loved ones would last.

in the blink of an eye, a family vacation trip to korea turned into mass hysteria and the outbreak of a disease claiming to transform humans into ravenous creatures craving for flesh. the rumors weren’t wrong.

she was so weak. how could she have let the beasts get to her family? one moment they were all spending time with one another and the next, lalisa was sitting before the remains of her loved ones. damned flesh-craving beasts. why couldn’t they have taken her life as well, rather than letting her live with her misery?

it’ll only bring the girl more distress when she learns that she was the one who ended her family after losing control of herself. but with no recollection to guide these events, the woman lives clueless of her status as an infected, and is led astray by the thought that another had gotten to her family. how unfortunate.
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⠀⋆ ⤑ 3rd pov > 1st.
⋆ ⤑ rooms > pms.
⠀⋆ ⤑ plotting > winging.
⠀⋆ ⤑ just about any genre is welcome! angst, drama, romance, gore, etc. vore...? haha jk... unless...?
plots
 
『 a dim hope。』— taken by flora dai.
⠀⋆ ⤑ infected or not infected, both are fine.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ friendship, angst.
⠀⋆ ⤑ being alone in a new country amidst calamity has affected lalisa more than she likes to show. you see right through her act, her tired eyes, her fidgeting, her restless behavior—it’s much more than natural bodily reactions to what has befallen the world. so you remind her that it’s okay to stop fighting for a moment, to recover her thoughts and reminisce how sweet the world once was. for those who look strong are the most broken inside.

『 until when? 』
⠀⋆ ⤑ not infected.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ drama, angst, possible gore and character death.
⠀⋆ ⤑ those infected who don’t show full symptoms can slip from the radar pretty easily. but after what has happened throughout the year, you’re determined to rid of the creatures before they can develop and harm humanity further. lalisa is no exception to you, despite how benign she seems to be, despite how much hope she holds for her family. but the existence of her infection is proof in that she will one day succumb to the disease against her liking and set out to hurt others. will you spare her? or will you slay her like all the others?

『 please, save me。』
⠀⋆ ⤑ not infected preferred.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ friendship, drama, angst, character death.
⠀⋆ ⤑ you’ve been a great friend of lalisa’s for a while now, the girl trusting you enough to at least tell you of her status as an infected. despite her attempts to stay in control of her own body and work toward the greater good, worry settles into your body as her condition worsens by the day, her yearning for flesh skyrocketing. you resort to handcuffing the woman to a chair so she cannot hurt you or others. but as her suffering increases, she gives you the call to end her life before the disease takes her body host.

『 nightly errands。』— taken by wang yiren.
⠀⋆ ⤑ infected or not infected, both are fine.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ friendship, action, gore.
⠀⋆ ⤑ having spent many of her early days amidst the pandemic alone, lalisa was lucky to find a small group to stick to. while distrust runs loose still, she’s at least glad to be accompanied by others. with a school as their hideout, the tight-knit group keeps to taking turns at watching the others’ backs, mostly during the night when sleep is needed. tonight, you are paired with lalisa for a nightly errand run of keeping the creatures away as well as scavenging for materials. what lays in wait in the dim halls of the abandoned school?

『 beautiful lies and painful truths。』— taken by lee jihoon.
⠀⋆ ⤑ infected or not infected, both are fine.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ friendship, angst, drama.
⠀⋆ ⤑ you bore witness to that fateful day in which lalisa lost her family. you were a passerby, scavenging, until chaos broke loose and you saw the way in which hardened enamel tore through flesh in mere seconds. you saw how her family suffered and cried in agony, and the moment you hesitated to kill her or flee, she had suddenly reverted to normal. it was nothing of an act, for lalisa’s response to the scene before her was that of legitimate distress and grief. you can’t bring yourself to tell her that she was the one to initiate this, but perhaps one day you will.

『 a corner of memories。』— taken by kim taehyung.
⠀⋆ ⤑ infected or not infected, both are fine.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ friendship, angst.
⠀⋆ ⤑ as the days pass one by one, lalisa has never forgotten of her family, the image of their lifeless bodies etched into her mind. she broods over it still, for loss is no easy subject. and while walking along a dirt road, she calls out to you—a stranger—with the name of her younger sibling. you resemble them from behind, and she’s flustered at her mistake. but the visible tears in her eyes are evident of how dearly she misses her absent family members. you can hardly blame the woman as she begins to treat you as a younger sibling.

『 throne of lies。』
⠀⋆ ⤑ not infected.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ friendship (manipulation), angst, drama, gore, character death.
⠀⋆ ⤑ lalisa’s own increasing appetite for blood and flesh is enough to disgust her and turn away from comrades. but she’s succumbing to the disease and the way in which it holds her host like a parasite. it’s not long until human flesh becomes indistinguishable from “normal” food to her, and all hell breaks loose when she becomes the very monster she had despised. but even outside of that, she can fake the act of a clean human perfectly fine. in fact, there’s a rumor that human flesh tastes better to the infected when they are consuming that of one who trusts them. thus she formulates a plan in which she shall befriend a clean person until she can feast on their flesh. after all, she can only remember just how delicious her family had tasted.

『 peek-a-boo。』
⠀⋆ ⤑ not infected.
⠀⋆ ⤑ any gender.
⠀⋆ ⤑ horror, thriller, possible character death.
⠀⋆ ⤑ you were simply in the wrong place at the wrong time. scavenging the hotel and searching for a possible place to stay led you to cannibalistic lisa, out of her mind and out of control, looking for her next meal. with your heart pounding heavily within your chest, you use makeshift cabinets and the like as hiding spots as the infected chases you in anticipation. will you escape the endless labyrinth or will you fall prey to the demoness?
personality
 
good traits
sympathetic. strong-willed. hard-working.  courageous. quick-witted. always looks for the good in people. optimistic.
bad traits
selfless. fearless in the face of danger. unrelenting. clueless as to what resting is. a tad bit too adventurous.
likes
family. peace. hot foods. a good book. nature. oversized sweaters. fanny packs. morning jogs.
dislikes
solitude. restriction. losing loved ones. being powerless. violence. lies.
lover
 
"There is one pain, I often feel, which you will never know. It’s caused by the absence of you." – Ashleigh Brilliant.
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quote
 
"Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die." ― Amelia Burr, Love and Life.
tracker
 
 
k yonghee, plotting
 
d flora, residential area
 
c xiao, gas station
 
j heejin, residential area
 
l minho, radio
 
k taehyung, gas station
 
l chittaphon, gas station
 
w yiren, school
 
l jihoon, hotel
 
l taeyong, bunker
 
 
 
 
ooc notes
 
01. HELLO! FEEL FREE TO CALL ME BY MY MUSE'S NAME, OR EVEN BY MY USERNAME.

02. I PREFER THIRD POV OVER DETAILED FIRST, BUT WILL DO DETAILED FIRST FOR QUICKER REPLIES OR FAST ROOM INTERACTIONS. LENGTH VARIES FROM SEMI-PARA TO NOVELLA. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ARE COMFORTABLE WITH SO I CAN MATCH MY WRITING TO YOURS.

03. I AM OPEN TO ANY GENRE AND AM ALWAYS WILLING TO TRY NEW THINGS. DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK QUESTIONS OR OFFER SUGGESTIONS AND/OR RECOMMENDATIONS.

04. MUSE COMES AND GOES FOR ME AND CAN BE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO FIND DUE TO OOC LIFE. IF I HAVEN'T GOTTEN BACK TO YOU, I PROMISE I'M NOT IGNORING YOU. I TEND TO UPDATE PEOPLE IF I AM STRUGGLING WITH THINGS IN REAL LIFE, SO FEEL FREE TO POKE ME IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD FROM ME IN A WHILE.

05. MY WRITING CAN INTIMIDATE/ANNOY PEOPLE AT TIMES BUT PLEASE APPROACH ME! I'D LIKE TO WORK ON MY WRITING, GET TO KNOW MORE PEOPLE, AND OVERALL JUST TRY NEW THINGS! ♥
 
23 yrs old
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infected
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uni student
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lalisa manoban
 
what is happiness?