Personal Message
kim minsu
our first unofficial kiss! or more like the very first time i kissed you ehehehe. i’d apologise for it seeing as i didn’t ask first, but i definitely don’t regret it. you were so unbelievably cute and small curled up in my arms, i simply couldn’t resist. thankfully you never minded it, and allowed me to give you more. looking back now, they might’ve been mindless but you liked them regardless, and i liked giving you them. look at us now eheheh.
ah, the first time we cooked together. we made such a great team, if i do say so myself. sure i was maybe a little proud and obviously wanting to show off my amazing skills in front of you, but your dishes on their own were beyond delicious as well. i remember thinking wow, i would want you to cook for me and for us to cook together again after that. not to be biased, but you managed to ruin every other ddeokbokki and kimchi ramyeon i’ve tried since. ehehe.
the first time we met and i spoke to you, i can still remember how you were just looking for a cuddle buddy and my flirtatious self back then swooped in to offer myself to you in a heartbeat. i didn’t know back then that you were painfully shy around new people, but i’m thankful you didn’t push me away despite me possibly having come across too strongly onto you. in fact, i was genuinely surprised that you developed a quick habit to respond to my flirting with ease, because not even my members can do that without panicking and/or shying away even today. i will admit that i’ve met my match in you, baby.
it’s honestly embarrassing to admit - you were kept busy with your schedules for an extended period of time and that was the first time i felt a void of sorts. it was really weird for me, and even weirder was how fast i quickly alluded it to not being around you. i struggled for a bit, so when you finally had a little break i didn’t waste the opportunity to bring you out. now that i’m thinking back to it, the first place we actually went out together to was a small convenience store. definitely not where i had planned to take you to for a proper first date, but i wouldn’t have changed that even if i could. also, i never told you this but when you were asking me to get you those steamed pork buns, at the time i was just thinking about how cute your natural pout was and how i wished i could kiss them. thank goodness i’m a patient man ahahah.
it was a really cold night when i first brought you out. though i was only thinking about your cuteness at the convenience store, the moment we left i was brought back to the reason i brought you out in the first place. it might’ve been a very impulsive decision now that i think about it, but i never regretted (in fact, i’m actually glad) bringing you out to one of my personal favourite spaces. it allowed me to clear up some of my thoughts and process my feelings for you better; i actually would’ve confessed to you there anyway even if it was on a different day and time or under a different set of circumstances. heh.
my confession to you was objectively not one of the best, i have to admit. after all, i was a mess but let’s not go into that tangent ahah. i never expected to have my feelings returned when i confessed to you though; that moment made it into the top 3 of my personal most favourite life moments (next to becoming a successful idol and making it into skz). anyway, i was so relieved i boldly took your hand and asked you if i could properly kiss you. and if i said i liked kissing your soft cheeks and forehead a little too much, i took back my words when i kissed your lips. as cringily cliche as it sounds, i knew then that i wanted you to be mine.
hi catcat! that was quite a trip down memory lane, wasn’t it? hehehe. you’re probably wondering what’s all this and being confused and all, aren’t you? well, happy 7 months to us, catcat! i’ve actually been planning this surprise for you for a while now, and i originally planned to do this much earlier but due to multiple unforeseen circumstances i kept having to push this back. actually, this is more than just a recollection of our firsts; if you haven’t figured it out yet, each of our first is connected to the corresponding body part. Therefore, for this particular note, it’s connected to your hand. why is that so? that’s where the real surprise is. kim minsu, being your boyfriend for the past 7 months has been nothing but one of the best things to have ever happened to me, and i can never say that enough. even right now as you read this, i still cannot believe that we’ve been together for this long. i love you so very much, and despite the both of us still being relatively young and having a whole life ahead of us, i’m absolutely and positively sure there’s no one else i’d want to spend the rest of my life with. on that note, will you, kim minsu, have the honour of marrying me and taking the next step of life together with me?.
