Year of 2016. It was the year when she had just turned eighteen, the year when she would walk down the aisle to receive her highschool diploma, and the year when she would receive her college letters through the mail. Thus, came the rush of excitement when she received the letters of the schools she looked forward to attending, yearning to learn more about the arts of music that she had always been passionate about. Moreover, as days passed by, the joy on her face all soon vanished from the moment she saw the papers grasped in her father's hand, realizing how much she was going to be in trouble. 

"Do you really think some stupid little instrument that you play is going to get you anywhere?" 

Initially in the beginning, he had wanted her to follow in his footsteps, the path of going into the studies of law. However, she was never fond of studying the materials about the government, nor cared about it than the piece of art she had been playing secretly at school, the violin.  

"How did you know?" 

Shortly after, fear struck her immediately when she saw the wooden violin behind him, and within an instant, he smashed it to pieces onto the ground as tears began to swell from her eyes. 

"Why would you do that?!" 

She screamed, and for the first time, she had felt the rush of her blood boiling beneath her skin, heartbeat increasing rapidly and muscles becoming tense despite of being patient for so long with her parents, especially her father. 

"I will not pay your tuition for some lousy music. You will never and ever again play an instrument. You hear me?"

And it was till that day, she resented her father for crushing her dreams, as she had finally found something she truly enjoyed doing without the permission of her parents. Eventually, there was nothing she could do but watch as her father tossed the letters into the flames of the fireplace, and slowly dissipate into thin air. 

Exodus. Ever since the incident of her college letters, arguing with her father became a daily thing as she tried to fight for her freedom of wanting to do things on her own. Thus, she decided to pack her bags and move out for the better in the midst of the night, and before she stepped onto the plane at the airport, she wondered what her life would be without her parents, as she had never once ventured off without them in her life. Even so, she knew this decision was going to be one hell of a rollercoaster and a frenzy adventure she'd explore by herself for the first time. 

Consequently, the moment she stepped foot into Ukiyo was where the struggles began as she was faced with the reality of adulthood such as finding shelter, food, managing finances, searching for employement, balancing needs and wants, and many more that her parents would've normally looked after. However, as years had gone by, she managed to learn and pick up these skills quickly through the help of her cousin and friends that she made. Now, she finally has a place to sleep, a job to make money, friends of her own and be able to do what she loves most by showcasing her performances on the side of the streets. She has everything she could ever dream, but there was still a part of her missing something, something she doesn't know herself if she could ever hold any longer: her parents. 

infj-t (mbti)

a success-driven and perfectionist is the type of person she is, as she had always been pushed to do better than others throughout her childhood. hence, explains why she always has to do something more in order to achieve more, all in return to build something from the mistakes she learned. 

other than that, people with her mbti are generally known for being empathetic, and striving to do what's right whether it is for themselves or for others. as a matter of fact, they may even feel the urge to use their abilities to uplift others, and spread compassion. by doing this, she uses music. 

lastly, she is well known for being observant as it is one of her dominant traits for bringing her here in ukiyo, and giving her a place to stay, food to provide for herself, and a keeping up her stable lifestyle. however, being too observant of herself can lead to insecurities and self-doubt, resulting in self-critisims or regrets. 

her skin is fragile and slightly pale; her eyes are the shade of mother earth as they are filled with warmth yet misery from her past; her brunette hair at times is wavy or tied up into a bun, despite working at a dine-in restaurant; her figure is slim and slightly curvy, enough to slip into dresses that hugs her body tightly. however, she rather prefers comfy attires or whatever she feels for the occassion. 

year of 2016 was the year when she graduated from highschool of bordeaux, france. a year later from highschool, she went on to pursue in getting her associate's in arts degree in music, and graduated in 2019 in ukiyo, nogareru. 

both of her parents are still very much alive, though, she doesn't know much about their health. her only family she could rely on is her cousin james le beau, as he is the only one willing to keep in contact with her. 
 

"Everyone you will meet in your life is fighting a battle you know nothing about. So, be kind. Always."
 

the sound of soft, soothing music; the sound of rain; the smell of lavender flowers; drinking coffee or energy drinks; scented candles; warm therapeutic baths; taking a stroll through the park; stargazing; wearing comfy clothes; playing her violin; or sometimes the piano. 

loud music running through her ears or people yelling; messiness; dealing with karens; no hot water running; drinking tea; the sound of race cars; nosy people trying to get into her business; disrespectful people disrupting her performance.

playing the violin, sometimes the piano; reading books or romance novels; stargazing; working out at home.

as much as she resented her parents, she still deeply misses them from time to time.

hearing if her one of her parents become ill; news of their death or someone close to her.