“sometimes people are just mean. don't fight mean with mean, keep your head high.” — hinata miyake (a place further than the universe).

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→ one [male only (1/0) angst / drama / adult-themed / heartache / first love ] : you broke me first: mother had always warned sora to never fall in love with any random stranger whose got a pretty face and can muster sweet words. it's not good to always trust a man for his deceived personality, it's always a great way for them to take advantage of any women they desire, she says. however, sora met you, an old flame from the past whom swore to give her the world. you, who preached to her day and night that it was never her money you were after, blind or not you loved her the way she was—come to find out you're one pain in the . promises you've made, late night kisses, talks about the future together, everything you promised you failed to go through with it. instead, you found joy in breaking sora's heart to tut your own horn, leaving without a word you made sure to encarved a great wound in her whereas she'll always remember you as the one whom broke her first. but why, seven years later why do you show up now at her doorsteps demanding she forgive you for what you've done? what did you hope to gain from a petty forgiveness?

→ two [ male (1/0) angst/ trigger warning *miscarriage / drama / adult-themed ] you made me this way : your relationship started off with a one night stand, what was supposed to stay on professional level ended turning into something far beyond from what the two of you could have expected. one day, sora turns up at your doorsteps to tell you that she is pregnant. shocked to find that you're already in a relationship with someone else already. although it shouldn't hurt, the thought of getting knocked up by someone who couldn't possibly love her wholeheartedly mentally killed her entirely. deju hits and she is living the hell her biologically parents had put her through before she was even old enough to grasp onto reality. she was useless and blind, how could she possibly think she was ready to be a mother? instead of telling you of the news she kept the pregnancy a secret to avoid further involvement with one another, but fate just wasn't going to let her slide so easily without putting her through more once you've found out that she is carrying your child in her womb. although you've offered to assist her with the child sora refused; she rather not deal with a man whose got a girlfriend that strongly hates sora for absolutely no reason. when things started to get rough, sora gets caught in a car accident after a heated fight between the two of you and loses the baby due to the severe injuries she obtained from the accident. the situation left sora and you suffering from a pain that no one else could ever understand besides the two of you, but when you needed her most she completely ghosted you. and just when you've both thought that was the end it wasn't. the day has come for another person who's desperate to buy a piece of sora's art paintings for a large sum of money and because she couldn't turn down the deal she takes it only to see that it led her right into your life again after three years of absolute silence you both meet again—and this time neither one of you were ready for what was to come. 

→ three [ male (2/1 [jaehyun] ) slight-angst / comedy / friendship / adult-themed / minor drama ] the girl with the red umbrella : after a long night out with your friends by the beach bomb fire you were ready to head home when it started heavily pouring, running to hide for shelter while waiting for the rain to stop you bump into a beautiful blind girl during the down pour she drops her red umbrella to where you were able to see that she in fact, a gorgeous young woman. quickly you learned that she was blind by the way she had been reaching out trying to find her umbrella in the rain. as soon as she found the handle to the umbrella she quickly apologizes for running into you and makes her way home, although you've barely spoken to her, for some reason the two of you felt as if a sparkled had ignited between the two you of you. it wasn't love, it wasn't interests in anything in particular but for some reason it just felt as if you've both missed a chance to become more than mere acquaintances. however, two months passes by and you both meet again hiding from the pouring rain once more only to realize that this had happened again before and now to ensure that you'll finally become friends sora's asked you if you'd like to hangout sometimes to get to know each other better and in the moment it felt as if time had paused but of course, you said yes.

→ four [ male (1/0) ] did you know that i've loved, too? after she catches you in the act of having an affair with her best friend, little did know—your love for her was never real. all those late night talks, morning coffee dates, afternoon cuddles, and endless promises were all nothing but a big lie. in order to win a bet with your friends you thought that making sora fall in love with you would be easy. instead, you learn from her months later at a restaurant gathering that the woman's whose heart you've broken turned out to be the very woman whom loved you the most. everything she's done for you she's done it out of pure, genuine love. but you soon learn that what she once felt for you is no longer there, would things blossom once more by the hands of fate for the two of you? or would you live to be a forgotten memory of her past?