Personal Message
adorable wife of park chanyeol.
i love you baby.
okay here. a letter to you.
ahem.
dear baekhyun,
there aren't many things i want to do with my life. number one on my list is to make you happy. i want to make sure you are living life the way you want to, and if that means you need me, i'll be right there by your side, and if it means i need to go away, i'll go away. i love you the way you are, and everything about you is so perfect. sometimes i wonder why we were brought together, the clumsy weirdo and the sweet puppy. i don't regret a single moment i've spent with you, waiting for you. i love you, byun baekhyun. ♥
-your hubby chanyeol.
5.15.13
another letter because your husband has no life and misses you dearly like not even funny. babe, i miss squishing your and hugging you everyday. i want to tell you that i love you everyday and i want to make sure you believe me and have no doubts. did you know it's been two and a half months since we got together? february 26th. that's when i confessed to you and stuff. ah, it feels like a lifetime instead of a couple of months. a lot has happened since then, but i still love you just as much, maybe more. i'll always be here for you. don't forget that!
-your derpy & y husband, chanyeol.
ps. your moans are ing hot. just saying. and when you spread your legs for me, god, i get so hard. okay i'm done. love you. ♥
hey look it's chanbaek ~ ; w ; he loves you. but not more than me 'cause no one loves you more than i do.
7.19.13
dear baek,
for once, i'm going to be serious. i just. all i ask of you is to understand. sometimes, life doesn't go the way i want it, and i get stressed and irritable and moody, and i don't want you to think it's you. i'll smile for you, i will. i'll try my absolute hardest to keep smiling, to keep you smiling, but if there ever comes a day where i stop trying, and.. and if there ever comes a day, god forbid, that i lash out at you, just smack me. smack me really hard. i know it's selfish of me, but just hit me and cry and make me hurt and remember these promises, the promise i made to be your sunshine forever. i love you, okay? don't you ever, ever forget that. - chanyeol.
8.7.13
i love you. i really, really love you, and i miss you a lot. i feel like we don't talk as much as we used to, and i wish we could spend more time with each other or something. i want to kiss you and hold you again, and i don't even care if chanbaek's there because he's gonna have to get used to me being all lovey-dovey with you. anyway. i love you. i love you i love you i love you. i'll say it a billion times and every time it'll hold the same amount of meaning, maybe even more. i love you, byun baekhyun. AND DAMMIT, LET'S JUST GET MARRIED NOW. - your husband park chanyeol.
9.7.13
hehe i just wanted to say i love you. < 3 - hubs.
9.17.13hey baek. pst. baek. my urethra has cobwebs. you know what that means, right. i'm deprived. anyway. it's been almost a month since i put that ring on your finger and it's been almost a month of loving you and missing you more than i have before. i dream about us, baek. about all the things than we can do and haven't done yet, like watching scary movies and, hell, we haven't even gone to the beach together, have we? there are so many things i want to do with you, yet i've barely gotten a chip off the block these seven months we've been together. maybe that's kind of sad, huh. i don't need . i just need you next to me, i need your face to fall asleep to and your body in my arms to wake up to. you make reality so much more bearable; enjoyable, even. you're too important to me. i know that all i talk about is , , , but you know that i love you for so much more, right? i mean, you can take a hard one, but there are so many other things to you that i appreciate and have fallen in love with. all your little habits, your patience, gentleness, adoration. . . the list is endless. there are a lot of other things i want to say, but i think i'm going to pass out or cry or both because your husband's real manly like that. anyway, i love you, baekhyun. i love you more than i can ever express with words or actions. i love you so much that if i did express it, you'd probably get creeped out and run away. but that's alright. at least i have you for now. - yeol.
10.11.13
hey baek. are these notes creeping you out yet? it's okay if they are, just tell me. so, a lot of things have been happening nowadays, and i guess you could say i've kind of fallen into a mild depression. crazy, right? don't worry though, it's not like i want to kill myself or anything. i guess i just wanted to tell you just in case i do something confusing. i don't know. it seems like you're pretty busy yourself, so don't worry about me and make sure you're getting enough sleep and eating and all that, okay? wow i just read all of my notes to you and they just keep getting more depressing as the year goes by. i hope 2014 is a bit brighter for me, and ultimately for us. i love you, baekhyun. i really do. don't ever forget that, okay? -yeol.
11.27.13
i haven't written one of these in more than a month. well, i haven't exactly had much time these days, but even so, i'll carve out a little bit of my day to just tell you that i love you a lot and i hope you're healthy and rested and happy. mostly happy. i'm always here for you, baekhyun. i'll be your shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, a favorite pillow that you can cuddle. i'll even attempt to make you comfort food like bacon. bacon is comfort food, okay. i love you. -yeol.
11.28.13
thank you for loving an idiot like me. thank you for giving me a reason to live, a reason to go on. thank you for being my one and only. thank you for teaching me love. thank you for trusting me. thank you for all of the memories and allowing me to wake up to your beautiful face every morning and fall asleep with my arms around you. thank you for everything. i love you. - chanyeol.
2.8.14
hey baek. how have you been? i've been a pretty terrible husband these days, and i wanted to start the year off stronger, but i guess life had other plans for me. in eighteen days, it'll be a year. it'll be a year since that time on the roof, when we did something that i was sure i'd regret later on but ended up being something that would mark the beginning of our life together. it's been a long year, i think, yet you haven't given up on me yet. thank you for that. i love you a lot, baekhyun. i hope you know that and remember that because that fact is never going to change. no matter how long or how far we're apart, you'll always be dear to me. you'll always had a special little place in my heart. i know i'm not the best husband. i'm far from it, but i'm trying. i'm trying to love you properly, to treat you right, but i think i'm doing a pretty lousy job. i miss you. i miss us. -yeol.
5.17.14
just. please be happy.
7.11.14
hey. i know the past few months have been a little weird. i haven't been around a lot and i know you must be busy. we don't really get to see each other that often, which . i was thinking about when we first got together and when i proposed and i was just thinking about you. i was thinking about us, about how things have just kind of.. flat-lined. i still love you baekhyun, don't get me wrong. i love you so much, but i don't want to hold you back. i don't want to hold you here if you don't want to be. - chanyeol.
7.19.14
remember that one time we had .
yeah. - chanyeol.
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