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do kyungsoo. being like this isn't always what he wanted. a simple hello or a sorrowful goodbye. this wasn't the life he wanted. it wasn't always so easy for him. loosing his parents because they were sent to prison for child abuse, leaving him an orphan. all he wanted was someone to love, and someone to return his feelings. everyday felt like rain but all he needs is his sunshine. wondering all his life why he became this person. a person who was not him. someone who was happy and cheerful, a person who puts other's happiness first before his. that wasn't him. it isn't him.
He didn't want to be gay. It just happened. He tried so hard to prevent his liking for men to increase, but he failed, leaving his aprents disgusted about his uality. the court doesn't know this, but kyungsoo has also been by his own father, torturing him for being gay. the scars on his body showed that he failed at being strong, and resulted to crashing down and burning. he wanted nothing more than a family to love him no matter what, but he guesses you can't have everything you want in the world. he should be punished. he doesn't deserve to live.

"just stay with me. hold me. tell me it'll be okay. and shape me up to the real me."


Girl, I can't explain what I feel.

 

 

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Kim Jongin the Caretaker boyfriend.
They met at the most unusual place; the forest. Kyungsoo wanting peace and solitude, Jongin hurting over heartbreak. The expression on the younger's face as he cried broke Kyungsoo's heart, and he wanted to know how to make it better. Their relationship goes on from that when Jongin asked Kyungsoo to be his. Kyungsoo had always thought happiness will never arrive for him, but Jongin's here now, and he's glad. If it weren't for the young caretaker's caring and loving actions, Kyungsoo would've stayed in the depresseing worl of not being loved by anyone.

 

 

Tiffany Hwang the Long Lost Sister

Only having a small, faded amount of his younger sister Hwang Miyoung, or as she's now called; Tiffany, Kyungsoo doesn't know what she looked like. He was only a year older when Tiffany was born. Living his life with his parents who had pure hatred for him, he didn't know that there could've been someone else other than his best friend to protect and make his life worth it. He has yet to find out the truth, and hopefully reconcile with her, better yet, make up for the time they had spent without each other.
 
 

Park Chanyeol the Childhood Bestfriend

Kyungsoo had the shock of his life when he bumped into his old childhood best friend, Park Chanyeol. What's so surprising? Kyungsoo had always thought that Chanyeol had died in a bomb incident a few years back. Of course, he was tricked by his homophobic father who thought Chanyeol was one of his gay ' buddies'. In reality, Chanyeol had went to study in America, coming back to Seoul, where he found out his parents are dead, and was sent to the same orphanage as Kyungsoo's. .
 
 

 

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Jonginwas here

 

   ❝ because he loves chu forever~

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