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  A PAST BETTER LEFT FORGOTTEN

 

 

Anna once grew up in a loving household in Germany to a family who was a bit well off in society. Everything went well in her life. Though her parents were often times busy, they made sure to spend time with their young daughter, going on trips with her, spending all of their time with her, and making sure she knew that although they weren't around, she was in their hearts. The family was a large one - though she was an only child, there was a lot of family. She was surrounded by cousins, aunts, uncles, her grandparents - everyone. Her family was known for throwing the best parties - hosting the best functions. Everything in Anna's young life was amazing - that is, until tragedy struck. Out of nowhere, Anna's mother had been diagnosed with a brain tumor - it had been caught a bit too late, and there was nothing doctors could do. Anna's father was devastated, having never been away from his wife - having never had to deal with situations without his wife. It was no surprise that he became distant once she died...and it wasn't surprising that he packed all of his belongings up, as well as Anna's, and relocated to America - a place Anna had been to, but only on a few trips. She thought that the two of them would remain together (even though it hurt her that her mother was no longer around), but at the age of five, she had been abandoned by the only person whom had been her strength when her mother passed. Her father left her on a doorstep and told her he'd be back for her...but never came back. She was found, later, by the owners of the home - it was an orphanage. Life at the orphanage was pure hell, to be honest. She was the outcast - the girl who could barely speak English - the girl who sounded different from everyone else - the girl who longed for her father to return to her - the girl who distanced herself from everyone around her. She didn't care to speak with the other children or play with them, and instead decided that being alone would be best. If her own parents left her - then these...people would leave her as well. She grew up watching all of the other children being adopted - all of them were placed into nice homes, whilst she was either at the orphanage or forced to stay with a foster family for a few short moments. These times spent with complete strangers, constantly being told she wasn't good enough to be adopted, and left out of many of the adoption processes, Anna's world soon crashed down into a harsh reality - if no one was going to care for her or give her love that she once had when her mother was alive...then she wasn't going to give them the satisfaction of being a 'good' girl. This way of thinking led her to her way of living. She soon rebelled, became a thief, fought constantly, spoke informally to adults, and often times was sent to jail. Becoming fed up with the young girls' antics, the owners of the orphanage decided that it'd be much better for her to be put out. At the age of fifteen, on her way back to the orphanage after a night out, Anna saw her belongings on the front porch, soaked in the rain. It wasn't the first time she'd been put out, and it surely wouldn't be the last. She picked up her belongings, and started her hustle. In order to survive, she had to live for herself. She had to steal to survive. She had to mooch off of others - she had to become a schmoozer and sweet talk her way to gain the things that she needs - the things that she wants. 'Sadly' it didn't even stop there. Often times in order to get the things that she wanted, she needed to do more than just sweet-talk her way to a better life...but she didn't mind. It was all a game of survival. Life...is a game of survival.

 

ANNA

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FOREVER ALONE

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THIEF

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Plots;

*this indicates that the roleplayer wanting to use this plot must be active, great with 3POV roleplaying, and a PARA roleplayer


More Than Just Friends

[unlimited males]

 

You and Anna were only buddies. You both knew that whenever one was , all they had to do was call and it didn't take long for the other to show up. Fulfilling each others' carnal needs was all that the two wanted to do. But, what happens if either one of them begins to catch feelings that the other doesn't know about? What if one gets jealous seeing the other with someone else? Though they both knew that no feelings were meant to be in the relationship, one couldn't help but to somewhat fall in love with the other. It is deadly for either to love considering one just so happens to have had a bad experience with it. Can they become 'more than just friends' or will they stay locked in the 'friends with benefits' routine?

[Ending]; however the two wants it to be. Either Anna can be the one who catches feelings, though unlikely, or the 'friend'. The two can either end up together or not. Plain and simple.

 

Into The New World

[unlimited males]

 

It started off in middle school. The two were like best friends. They each spent time together inside and outside of school, exploring, having fun, creating adventures, just being kids. Anna had finally found a best friend in someone, even though he was of the opposite . It didn't matter to her, though. From her grim childhood came a ray of sunshine that she never wanted to let go off. Even through high school, the two shared a bond that no one could break. But, whenever she had a hint of happiness, there was always something that happened to take that away from her - life as an orphan.

Years later, the two meet again. It was a chance encounter and Anna recognized him right away. How could she forget her best friend? How could she get the face of the one that she has loved since childhood out of her mind? But, did he recognize her? Did he know her? She wouldn't know unless she spoke to him. However, after all these years...through the many hardships that she has sustained and withstood, she isn't the innocent woman that he used to think that she was. Her life has gotten a little darker than that. She was someone new...someone that he didn't know of anymore. She wasn't the Anna that he had once fell for. Neither was she the Anna that was his best friend. And he had changed over the years as well. How will the two reconnect? Will there be a spark? Will he be the only one that she truly opens up to again? The one who knew some of her secrets, but not all circling around her past? Will he push her away? Will she push him away? Will there be romance? Will there be a new friendship?

[Ending]; Can be whatever the two decide. Maybe Anna is so different than what he had expected and it's too much to handle for him. Maybe he misses her after all these years and wants to get close again. There doesn't have to be a romance, but if there is...then there is.

 

*To Give You A Better Life....

[only one position available]

 

You knew that she was a e. You were one of the people who often times saw her at night being picked up by strange men who only wanted to use her body for their ual desires. It hurt you to know that so many men were lusting over someone so young, someone who had so much potential. You...you wanted to be the one to 'Give her a better life'. You wanted to take her from the ual world and provide for her whatever she needed. You were willing to open your home up to her and offer her protection from the men whom tried to touch her, her, harm her. Because of her, you felt something that you hadn't before. You could just look in her eyes as she was being picked up by strange men and tell that it wasn't the life that she wanted for herself, but it was the only one that she could obtain with her lack of education. It became your mission to get to know her, to get her to trust you, to get her to realize that not all men were jerks, bastards, or men who wanted to take advantage of someone so young and fragile.

[Ending]; The two of them could either end up together, though it will take a lot of time before she would be able to fully trust and open up because love is something she doesn't believe in. Or, they can just remain really good friends. It's up to the preference of the people involved.

 

*I Hurt You...But I Still Love You

[only one position available]

 

You were her first everything. She loved you with all of her heart. She trusted you when she didn't want to do so. And she loved you when she didn't believe that she was capable of loving or being love. She had always thought that love did not exist in her eyes, but when she met you, everything had changed that speculation. She loved being around you, everything that you gave her, she accepted it with all of her heart. Her heart raced whenever she laid eyes on you, whenever she touched you, she felt heat pulsing through her. You were everything that she could have ever wanted in a man...but she had never expected how you'd turn out to be.

In the beginning, it was perfect. You were a gentleman. You were sweet, loving, kind, passionate, thoughtful, caring, trustworthy. But, once she moved in with you, things quickly changed. You became controlling, threatening, demanding, and abusive. That's right. You were emotionally, mentally, ually, and physically abusive to her. But, she never left because you were her first love and she thought that things would get better. But, they didn't. You put fear in her heart, beat her into submission. You made her want to hate you. That love was replaced with fear. Those butterflies in her stomach became anxiety. Things escalated too far one night when she had to end up in the hospital badly injured, bruised, and on the brink of death. She also found out that because of the last beating, she had lost the child that she had, unknowingly, been carrying for four months. That's when she decided to leave you. That's when she gained the courage to disappear from your life forever.

It's years later. You haven't seen her or even heard from her. But, little did you know you'd be seeing her again - not in any way you'd ever hoped for. One night, you were coming home late from work and you saw her...walking the strip after being dropped off by an unknown male - after being harshly tossed out of the car - her body obviously in pain, sore. You wanted to go to her, to help her, to tell her how you felt - but you knew it'd only bring her fear to suddenly see you appear before her. So, for the next couple of days you watched her, realizing what kind of person she'd become - a e, out her body as a way to survive. It angered you, frustrated you, drove you insane to know that an unknown number of males had had their way with her. You decided, at that moment, that you were going to contact her somehow - that you were going to find some way to get her to speak with you...But, after feeling 'safe' for all these years, your presence only made her feel weak. It made her remember the abuse that she had withstood at your hands...and it made her remember the child that she had lost, that you had no idea about. But, can you show her that you've changed? That you've missed her? That you're not here to cause her hurt, but to love her? That you're not there to cause her fear, but to calm her? That you're not there to harm, but to hold her?

[Ending]; If the two get back together, it will take a long time for her to open up to you and trust you for fear that you'd do the same things over again. She will push you away and she will try her best to stay far from you because she doesn't want to be touched or even be in the same room with you. Of course, with time, she'll tell you about the child and it may either harden her heart to where she never gets back with you...or it may make her feel as though she may have another chance to create life. If you've changed....then maybe she can, too. And that means forgiving....

 


 

Okay....so, these are the plots that I have come up with so far [from my other RP]. How are they? Feel free to choose which one you want to be apart of. I will add more later. I created these plots. So, yeah.... I hope to have some people request them

DO NOT STEAL MY PLOTS. I am everywhere on RPR and AFF and I can and WILL come across profiles for roleplayers with specific plots. Be ORIGINAL, people.

 

More to be added later