Let me start of with my apology, i'm sorry about not being here..breaking my promise and leaving you behind for a long time, i was busy..i hope you realise that but me coming back, baby i didn't forget you, i love you dearly and coming back with an apology won't solve it because i know you may feel betrayed or felt like you have been thrown away. Don't think that, i'm here now. I understand.

I just hope you know how much i love you, i'm literally pouring my heart out to you but if it's not enough i'm sorry, i don't know..i'm such an idiot i know, curse me..beat me..hurt me..i don't care, as long as you don't leave me then i'm fine with that. If not then just let me hold you one more time.

I told you..i want to start our relationship, building it to one whole family. I still want to hold you and tell you that i love you everyday, i hope you understand and feel my sincerity, i mean it. I love you very much Jin Meixin.