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i have no choice but to escape. i'm breaking the habit.

memories consume. like opening the wound. i'm picking me apart again. you all assume i'm safe here in my room unless i try to start again.

i don't want to be the one. the battles always choose. cause inside i realized that i'm the one confused.

i don't know what's worth fighting for. or why i have to scream. i don't know why i instigate. and say what i don't mean. i don't know how i got this way. i'll know it's not alright. so i'm breaking the habit. i'm breaking the habit. tonight.

clutching my cure. i tightly lock the door. i try to catch my breath again. i heard much more. than anytime before. i have no options left again.

i don't want to be the one. the battles always choose. cause inside i realized that i'm the one confused.

i don't know what's worth fighting for. or why i have to scream. i don't know why i instigate. and say what i don't mean. i don't know how i got this way. i'll never be alright. so i'm breaking the habit. i'm breaking the habit. tonight.

i've painted on the walls. cause i'm the one at fault. i'll never fight again. and this is how it ends. i don't know what's worth fighting for. or why i have to scream. but now i have some clarity. to show you what i mean.

i don't know how i get this way. i'll never be alright. so i'm breaking the habit. i'm breaking the habit.

i'm breaking the habit.




tonight.

kim jongin. kai. waiter. single. straight. ©